O Lord, how many people say Your name without being truthful in their hearts?
ʿAlī b. Abū Ṭālib (رضي الله عنه)said:
“I will be patient even until my patience tires of my patience.”
Timeless seeds of Advice/Chapter 49
I don't know who needs to hear this out but; please, please don't give up on your deen. It doesn't matter how many sins you have done or for how long, just come back. Start again, try again, pray again, cry, yearn, JUST DON'T GIVE UP.
الْبِرُّ حُسْنُ الْخُلُقِ وَالإِثْمُ مَا حَاكَ فِي صَدْرِكَ وَكَرِهْتَ أَنْ يَطَّلِعَ عَلَيْهِ النَّاسُ
Righteousness is good character, and sin is what waivers in your heart and you hate for people to find out about it.
Source: Ṣaḥīḥ Muslim 2553, Grade: Sahih
Did i loose u? No, i can never loose
Assuring my heart
Ye jo mohabbatein hoti hai na, insaan ko barbaad kr deti hai
— Celebrating Childhood, Adonis (translated by Khaled Mattawa)
[text ID: My wishes are flowers / staining my days.]
Sufyān ath-Thawri, [may Allāh have mercy on him], said:
“Do not accompany someone who counts his favors to you.”
Shu’ab ul-Ēmān, 6701 | Al-Imām al-Bayhaqee [may Allāh have mercy on him]
If it weren't for Islam, I would have lost my sanity long back. Islam keeps me afloat.
اللَّهُمَّ أَحْسَنْتَ خَلْقِي فَأَحْسِنْ خُلُقِي
O Allah, as you have made my form excellent, make my character excellent.
Source: Musnad Aḥmad 23871, Grade: Sahih