I don't know who needs to hear this out but; please, please don't give up on your deen. It doesn't matter how many sins you have done or for how long, just come back. Start again, try again, pray again, cry, yearn, JUST DON'T GIVE UP.
You really are your worst enemy if you don’t have discipline
There is no one coming from the stars to brighten your darkness, be the light.
ʿAlī b. Abū Ṭālib (رضي الله عنه)said:
“I will be patient even until my patience tires of my patience.”
Timeless seeds of Advice/Chapter 49
“Why should that charming beauty, like the mid-day sun ablaze, Hide herself behind the veil, when none at her can gaze.”
जमाल-ए-दिल-फ़रोज़ — جمال دلفروز. Face whose beauty lights up the heart.
𝗠𝗶𝗿𝘇𝗮 𝗔𝘀𝗮𝗱𝘂𝗹𝗹𝗮𝗵 𝗕𝗮𝗶𝗴 𝗞𝗵𝗮𝗻 (Ghalib) // 1797-1869
Zainab Cobbold (Lady Evelyn Murray) was a Scottish Muslim diarist, traveller and noblewoman who was known for her conversion to Islam in the Victorian era.
Cobbold spent much of her childhood in Algiers and Cairo in the company of Muslim nannies. She considered herself a Muslim from a young age despite not officially professing her faith until later.
— excerpt from Pilgrimage to Mecca by Zainab 'Evelyn' Cobbold
Her story is interesting because it provides a peek into the lives of Victorian-era Muslims of Britian, such as herself and other historic pioneers such as Abdullah Quillam, Lord Headley and Marmaduke Pickthall, among others.
the older i get, the more i need time & personal space to be as boring as possible
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