What Do You Do When The Last Thing You Were Holding Onto Walks Away?

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alreadylost...

It’s not that I actually intend on doing it, it’s that I never expect my own actions. One minute I think I know who I am and what I believe in, the next I do some crazy shit I didn’t think I possibly had it in me to do. I don’t trust myself, or whomever it is in charge of my body nowadays.

...no exactly, and I can't do anything but stare as my whole world fall apart. No one can help me, and all I can do is stare blankly as the walls crashes down one after one. I am buried in my own thoughts, mind, and problems. I create even more problems in my head and it drives me crazy, it leaves me empty, non caring and on the edge of a breakdown all the fucking time.

fightingpersonalshit

shadows...

stfu...

I wish people didn’t think silence was awkward, just enjoy it. Not every space has to be filled with words.