i think i’ll daydream about being loved for the rest of my life
they will never want me as much as i need them
i just watched black swan for the first time… descent into madness girl winter let’s go
it was never gonna work out but i experienced all these seemingly profound unreplicable moments that were romantic and moving and made me feel alive and still none of it actually means anything in the long run. but thats okay. sometimes a beautiful moment is just that. a moment. and you have to leave it alone and just be grateful that it happened. woooow
pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning
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I just wanna be skinnyyyyyyyyy
it's time :))
(holiday season+cold weather= mental health decline)