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they need to come up with more words like necrosis and miasma and mausoleum and cadaver and morose and decrepit and stuff like that just so metal bands can expand their vocabulary
Thoughts on the UNDEAD climax?
last night at 3 am i got so emotional over adonis' lines where he said that he was "objectively the most useless part of undead" that i couldnt sleep and kept typing long rants to my friends' gc for an hour
positive:
OHH MY GOD THERES SO MUCH POLYUNDEAD FLUFF. kaoru says undead loves rei. i think rei calls adonis cute like 4 times throughout the story. the entire story is just them being sweet together. if i listed all my favorite tiny moments itd be a thousand miles long
Ohhhh all of Rei's monologues make me so emotional. His bloomed CG lines in the final performance... ough
KAORU LIKES IT WHEN KOGA CALLS HIM "PLAYBOY BASTARD" AND THINKS SENPAI SOUNDS TOO STUFFY?
I like seeing Kaoru get pissed off and show off why he's just as rebellious and rockin' as the rest of undead :)
mixed feelings:
i was so excited to see them rebelling against rhylink and i was hoping that the culprit behind the AI would be rhylink -- it would make a lot of sense for the ruthless company who only cares about padding the bottom line to create AI versions of undead (especially since it's also been mentioned in the story that hellsing sells even better than undead). my dream ending would have been undead crashing hellsing's live and revealing rhylink's shady business practices and then telling the audience that no AI can match the real deal and the audience is just "worshipping false idols" (haha you get it. like idols--). the reveal that the AI stuff was just caused by one individual working alone, rather than capitalists that would rather profit off soulless fake idols, is kind of disappointing
so in crossroads rei refused to let himself be used as a pawn of the student council, and then immediately after that rei formed the unit undead to... be used in service of the student council to help subjugate others (the delinquent vampires). and through a dreamlive, no less (the student council's favorite ploy in war era). i think i was just a little surprised
YEAH!!! like rei keeps saying throughout the story that no matter what he does, he knows people (undead) will still love him (iirc once near the beginning as a half-joke and once near the end, on stage -- these two instances parallel each other, which makes me think that it's a sentiment that should have been explored more). i think that would have been fantastic to explore through AI, especially since rei might have assumed that koga of all people would love AI rei more than the real deal.
Read the first half of UNDEAD climax translated and the second half with livetweets. Highkey wish UNDEAD confronted their AI countperarts more tbh. Especially given how the AI’s personalities seem to mostly come from UNDEAD’s past selves
I want to see them reflect on that but also I am a sucker for when different versions of a character co-exist. I want Rei AI to break down in our Rei’s arms tbh bc he has the pain that Ore Rei had. I just want the angst. A very self-indulgent angst moment here
no because i also think it'd be so interesting to explore the AI bots within the contexts of rei's physical disability and mental health -- rei comes face to face with a version of himself that had the godlike personality and charisma he had in the war era and the ability to perform for extremely long periods of time on hellsing's massive national tour, but none of the burnout or physical exhaustion that wagarei gained as a result. a version of him that can be the perfect idol everyone expects him to be -- and it shows, because undead fans love hellsing. what purpose does grandpa-like wagarei have then? what use does he have if he can't be of service?
Read the first half of UNDEAD climax translated and the second half with livetweets. Highkey wish UNDEAD confronted their AI countperarts more tbh. Especially given how the AI’s personalities seem to mostly come from UNDEAD’s past selves
I want to see them reflect on that but also I am a sucker for when different versions of a character co-exist. I want Rei AI to break down in our Rei’s arms tbh bc he has the pain that Ore Rei had. I just want the angst. A very self-indulgent angst moment here
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Character(s): Rei Sakuma, Koga Oogami, Kaoru Hakaze, Adonis Otogari, Keito Hasumi, Tomoya Mashiro, 'Hajime Shino'
Description: Rei and the rest of UNDEAD are set to relive their past in a "certain experiment". Though, the events that lead to the formation of their unit seem to be different from what they can remember...
Read below!
BIOHAZARD/Prologue
BIOHAZARD/Chapter 1
BIOHAZARD/Chapter 2
BIOHAZARD/Chapter 3
BIOHAZARD/Chapter 4
BIOHAZARD/Chapter 5
BIOHAZARD/Chapter 6
BIOHAZARD/Chapter 7
BIOHAZARD/Chapter 8
BIOHAZARD/Chapter 9
BIOHAZARD/Chapter 10
BIOHAZARD/Chapter 11
BIOHAZARD/Chapter 12
PSYCHOBREAK/TBR
[ This post uses Ois~su ♪ ]
Time: A few minutes later
Location: In a private karaoke room in the back of the livehouse
Keito: What is this place?
Kaoru: You don’t know what karaoke is? You’ve probably never played around like this so you wouldn’t know, would you Mr Honours Student?
Keito: I know what karaoke is. I’m asking why there’s a room like this in the back of the livehouse.
Kaoru: Yumenosaki’s pretty strict on a lot of things, so we were trying to expand our horizons. This lesson room has all the proper equipment and soundproofing, but it’s never been that popular.
Koga: Hmph. Those Yumenosaki guys who were supposed t’be the ideal customer aren’t even interested in playin’ music.
Kaoru: Yup. That’s why we made it look like a regular lesson room, so it’s more accessible to the general public. It’s a new service we’re providing.
Koga: Ah~, so that’s what happened.
Kaoru: Almost painful to see how much effort I put into managing the place. I was trying to gather as much information as I could, working as hard as I could~.
In the end, this place became a safe haven for kids who felt they didn’t have a place in Yumenosaki, and for those who wanted to use the lesson room like normal.
That room was renovated, but nobody really used it so it returned to how it was before. We started running out of lesson rooms.
Ahh, this is super nostalgic… I was really giving it my all back then.
Koga: Shoulda tried harder in yer idol activities ‘n school work. Barely saw you at school back then, ya know?
Kaoru: Well, me back then didn’t have any interest in that sort of thing ♪
Kaoru: Oh~? That’s weird…
Keito: What’s wrong? Did you see something suspicious?
Kaoru: Sakuma-san was supposed to be waiting for us here, but he’s nowhere to be found.
Keito: …Sakuma-san? What does he want from me now?
Koga: Wait, Sakuma-senpai’s comin’ here?! Hahah! I can’t wait ☆
...I acted like such a sheeple back then, it’s embarrassing.
Kaoru: Aren’t you still embarrassing sometimes~?
Rei: Yo~.
Sorry for keepin’ ya. My bad my bad… Coupla scary people caught me~. Hadta to explain some stuff to them which took a while.
Haa, bein’ popular’s a pain.
Keito: ...
Rei: Oh, you actually came, bouzu. What a good kid you are.
Keito: You were the one who called for me.
Rei: Right, ‘course. You lucky you get to see me like this.
Ain’t you embarrassed? I beat you up so hard the other day you couldn’t even stand ♪
Keito: ...
Rei: Uwaa…. Noooooo~, I was sooo embarrassing back then~...
Why was I acting like that? I should have had more tact!
Koga: ...Is that you, Sakuma-senpai?
Kaoru: Ahh, it’s like we’re right back there.
Rei: Indeed… It seems you’ve come to grips with the current situation. We are looking at ourselves in a ghost-like state.
This is hell of earth, having to watch myself act so embarrassing for such a long time. What sort of crime would you class this as?
Koga: Hn, you’re just reapin’ what you sowed. I live my life stayin’ true t’what I believe, nothin’ I’d be embarrassed by people seein’.
Koga: Kyaaa! Sakuma-senpai! Kyaaaa! I-i-i-it’s a privilege to be able to meet you like thissss![1]
Koga: ...
Rei: You’re amazing, Koga, so mentally strong… How can you not be embarrased after seeing that?
Koga: I am so sorry that was extremely embarrassing of me.[2]
Kaoru: Uwa, Hearing Koga-kun use keigo is such a treat.[3] Whilst I’m not as bad as you two, I would rather not have my immature past self put on display for all to see.
But why’s this happening? I guess it’s part of the AIIE project.
Rei: Umu… At the moment, I haven’t any more guesses.
I suspect that, since we are all connected to the same device, our dreams are being mixed together.
Koga: Do you think so? Aren’t dreams supposed t'be more of a private affair?
Rei: Well, this is technology that not much is known about yet.
Kaoru: Now I feel like I’m going to regret taking part in such a questionable experiment.
Rei: We cannot turn back the clocks now. All we can do is adapt to this current situation in as little time as possible.
[ ☆ ]
he speaks formally here
he speaks formally here too. He says ‘gomennasai, hazukashii desu’. Just so you know
keigo is polite speech!
Chapter 7
as we give each other someone to blame / and to be grateful for, all the same
[ This post uses Ois~su ♪ ]
Time: That night
Location: In living quarters of the AIIE experiment grounds
Rei: Uwaa, we’re having a sleepover with all of UNDEAD~♪
Fufu. The SS preliminaries was the perfect opportunity for one, but Kaoru-kun was thrown into a desert and separated from us.
I’m happy that the four of us can have a sleepover together peacefully– gah!?
Koga: ...
Rei: Koga? Don’t throw an omanjuu at me? Is this your way of telling me you want to play?
Koga: Stop bein’ so happy-go-lucky, vampire bastard. The hell you mean, pajama party.
Rei: Oya, how nostalgic. Could this be that you want me to call you ‘wanko’ for the first time in a while?
Koga: I ain’t callin’ you that for nostalgia purposes, I’m insultin' you.
Rei: How troubling. Please don’t take your frustrations out on me.
We’ve all given our consent to take part in this experiment.
We can’t complain now, can we?
Koga: We was basically forced to? If it hadn’t been us, it woulda been like, Ra*bits who haven’t done nothin’ wrong.
Then we’d hafta live with the knowledge that them lot are now the victims whilst we watch from the sidelines.
It’s better for our own mental health to just do it for real, right?
‘Cos I don’t like this at all. Don’t forget that.
Kaoru: Ahaha. It’s definitely a little off putting and shady sounding, but it makes for an interesting story, right?
AI idols and stuff– no, technology and science in general has come a long way. Really, it’s like an old sci-fi movie.
If this was just a movie, or even just someone else’s problem, I think it could have been a lot of fun.
Adonis: I also don’t feel great about this but I am interested in terms of the development of science and technology.
This is the future we thought of when we learnt about Voc*loid and drawing AIs, and it’s becoming a reality right in front of our eyes.
We’re now living in a near sci-fi world that people from the past could only imagine.
It’s like a dream, whether that’s a good or a bad thing.
I’m excited.
Kaoru: Ahaha. That totally has the vibe of a boyish heroic novel.
I don’t particularly like that sort of thing either. At the end of the day, I’m still the son of an academic who reached for the sea in search of romance and mystery.
Adonis: I also dislike jumping into areas I don’t know about.
Rei: If we think realistically, if we had refused to take part, there was the likelihood of RhythmLink turning their backs on us.
I suspect they would be rather unpleasant in the matter.
This is a necessary step so we are not thrown to the side. The compensation is rather impressive, and, in simple terms, profitable for us.
Well, we made quite the sum of money during the SS, so we have some to spare.
If an experiment such as ‘AI idols’ is successful, implemented, and announced to the world, won’t they look to us as we were the test subjects? Doesn’t that make this all worth it?
Koga: But this doesn’t solve the problem we’re havin’. They’re just killin’ time, it literally has nothin’ t’do with our situation.
This better not turn into a goose chase, wastin’ time runnin’ ‘round lookin’ stupid.
Rei: Umu. We should all brainstorm some ideas in order to solve the root of the problem, as Koga said. Fortunately, we have been blessed with plenty of time to do so.
Kaoru: Mmm… I was kinda on guard when they said experiment, but if they’re just asking us to stay the night here?
Rei: Umu. We will be given medicine, which will cause us to sleep for about half a day. In that time, via the devices connected to our heads, data will be collected and compiled.
During the time we are not asleep, we will exercise to prevent our bodies from weakening, and eat to keep up our energy levels. Let’s all get on, the four of us.
The testing period will last approximately one week. During this time, any other forms of work are banned, as the extra stimulus may skew the results.
Our phones will be confiscated, and we will be separated from the outside world.
Kaoru: Kinda feels like being a prisoner or a hospital patient… Welp, this’ll be easy money if all we’ve got to do is laze around.
Rei: Umu. I suppose we can take it easy. We will be paid regardless as to whether the experiment produces useful results or not, so it’s not a complete waste of time.
Fortunately, this location is better than a hospital or a prison.
Look, there are some cards and board games we can use to kill time. Let’s play until it’s time for us to sleep.
Koga: Ain’t you bein’ too relaxed ‘bout this whole thing?
Rei: That’s a good thing, is it not? I’ve been acting unusually mature since my youth, so I do not have many experiences like this. Such as having a sleepover with friends of the same age—
That’s why. I can’t be sure of the future, but I know I am very happy right now ♪
[ ☆ ]
Chapter 4
Israeli forces (backed by Joe Biden) invaded al-Shia hospital last night because they where convinced Hamas is using medical complexes for military purposes. For over 10 hours patients, staff and refugees were interrogated and over 200 civilians were blindfolded, stripped naked and detained in the hospital yard. They shot at anyone moving in the hospital trying to leave and the power, oxygen and water was cut off. There was no evidence found that the hospital was used by Hamas in any way, but Israel has not addressed that yet. Israel also made a statement that they brought baby food and incubators into the hospital, but all sources from inside the hospital say no aid was given- which besides being a false claim, what al-Shifa needs is electricity (which Israel cut off) not incubators.
Because of lack of fuel and reliance on batteries, Gaza is currently hours away from a complete communications blackout and I am afraid of what other lies and propaganda Israel will try to spread while Palestine is forced to be silent.
[ This post uses Ois~su ♪ ]
Season: Winter
Time: Early March in the first year of ES’s establishment
Location: In a underground livehouse, one of UNDEAD’s haunts
Keito: (What is that?)
(What the hell is happening…?)
Rei: 『♪~♪~♪』
Kaoru: 『♪♪♪♪♪』
Koga: 『H!E!L!L!』
Adonis: 『S!I!N!G!』
Koga + Adonis: 『We are 『HELLSING』 ...☆』
Keito: I have no idea what’s going on—
HELLSING…? No matter how I look at it, that’s UNDEAD!
Rei: 『♪~♪~♪』
Kaoru: 『♪♪♪♪♪』
Keito: Oi! Listen up!
I know this isn’t a great time but I need to ask you guys something!
Adonis: —Hey. Oogami, Oogami, Hasumi-senpai is in the stage wings making a racket.
I am not sure how our senpais will react to this, so I think we should deal with him before something bad happens.
Koga: Nah, if somethin’ was gonna happen, it woulda happened by now.
Actually, I don’t want this important live t’be interrupted. Guess we’ll have t’see what he wants.
Oi, shitty glasses— Whaddya want?
Can’t you see we’re in the middle of rehearsal?
Keito: Let me make this clear first of all - I have no intention of interrupting your activities. I’m no longer the vice-president of the Student Council so I have no reason to be supervising the activities of problem children like you.
Koga: God, you fuckin’ know how t’waffle on and on. So why are you here if it’s got nothin’ t’do with us? Random person who looks good in glasses, whaddya want, hmmmm?
Keito: Well I don’t see how that’s relevant. We once donned the same costumes and participated in the same activities, and now we share an agency.
And that is precisely why I, as a representative of RhythmLink, have gone out of my way to come ask you this.
Your recent “peculiar activity” has become troublesome for the agency.
Therefore, I’d like to know what’s happening, UNDEAD.
Firstly-, what is “HELLSING”?
Koga: ...
Keito: Why are you keeping quiet, Oogami?
Can’t you explain it to me? After all, as you quite rightly said, you and I are in different units and are complete strangers who–
Adonis: Please wait a moment, Hasumi-senpai. I don’t think Oogami will be able to explain this very well.
Truthfully, we don’t really know what’s going on ourselves—
Koga: Shut it, Adonis. Yer actin’ like a parent who’s watchin’ their kid run their first errand. Stop addin’ unnecessary shit to the conversation.
Adonis: But, Hasumi-senpai will probably be able to offer useful advice—
Koga: Shut up! He fuckin’ said it himself, he ain’t got nothin’ to do with us anymore!
Now you’re actin’ like your our parents and tryna stick your nose in where it doesn’t belong! Stupid shitty glasses.
Keito: That was never my intention… I’m really– no, I mean, I’m worried about you.
I always end up imposing Oogami with heavy burdens that are my own responsibility.
Koga: Oi, don’t apologise! They told me to take it on, and you told me it was a lot anyway!
…Seriously man, don’t worry ‘bout it. HELLSING is just a different name we, UNDEAD, use on stage.
Recently, the hardcore rock image we use on stage versus the stupid silly image we use on like, variety shows is creatin’ a divert… divertent?
Adonis: A divergence?
Koga: Yeah, that! It’s creating a divergence in terms of how we present ourselves, so we thought that we could just use different names whether we’re on stage or doin’ our regular activities!
It’s like those mangas you fuckin’ love so much. They use different names dependin’ on what they’re doin’.
Keito: Umu… I suppose that’s true, as there are mangaka that operate under different pseudonyms based on if they are working on commercial materials or R-18 material.
Though generally, fans can tell from their art style that it is the same person.
Adonis: I don’t know much about manga but. Think of it as a parent company setting up subsidiaries, where each brand markets different things dependent on what activities they engage in.
Our, so to speak, immoral, radical activities will be handled by HELLSING, and our more friendly and palatable activities handled by UNDEAD.
Only what we do and the name has changed, the members remain the same. Me, Oogami, Sakuma-senpai, and Hakaze-senpai.
Keito: So what’s the point in doing all this…?
Koga: Shut uppp, there’s a ton of reasons. I get you’re a producer ‘n all but why’s it any of your business?
Keito: ...
Koga: …It’s whatever, alright?
This is what I wanted. To be honest, the fans are a little confused but everyone else is pretty happy with it.
I feel like I can actually breathe now I’m not bein’ forced t’do stupid varieties shows ‘n shit like that.
So that means it’s a good thing— all of it is.
I said it’s fine so everyone who says otherwise should shaddup!
『♪~♪~♪』
[ ☆ ]
Chapter 1
good end: it’s rei letting go of his vampire persona for a small time and letting himself be a human
neutral end: it’s just a really funny name. same vibes as kaoru dressing as a priest
bad end: : )
best end: koga was so pumped about the name hellsing that no one else corrected him
undead’s new unit is called hellsing, like, Abraham van Helsing, the classic enemy of dracula? seeing undead finally rebel against rhylink is a dream come true but now I’m nervous…
undead’s new unit is called hellsing, like, Abraham van Helsing, the classic enemy of dracula? seeing undead finally rebel against rhylink is a dream come true but now I’m nervous…
staying with my father and my teenage brother occasionally has been very enlightening actually i need to think about it positively
The troubadour looks up from his lute. “Your majesty will hear Pastime With Good Company, but first we shall extol the virtues of Priory Porridge for thirty seconds. Your majesty may pay a sovereign to not offend his royal ears”.
A small but very interesting observation. Rei's character trait, which makes him please people, is partly a consequence of his upbringing in his family. Judging by the words of Rei himself, the Sakuma clan was oppressed and persecuted in the distant past (probably during the witch hunt) because of its vampire characteristics of the body. And the condition by which the Sakuma could live among people was "to be harmless and useful". So this model of upbringing, which arose from the desire of the Sakuma family to survive, has become just a tradition and a feature of the character of all representatives of this family. Therefore, both Rei, and partly Ritsu, and most likely everyone else from the Sakuma clan have a tendency to want to be useful to others. That's such an interesting thing.
"Because we are harmless and useful, my family was allowed to exist in this world."
"Even in our modern era, when strange things have disappeared, it is difficult to change the way of life that was imprinted in my soul and genes and was fixed thanks to my education."
So these problems of Rei are not only related to his angelic personality (although that too).
Happy Halloween!
Read this if you haven't already.
for most characters, their character color is the same as their hair color. for some characters, such as hajime and niki, it is their eye color. there are only five exceptions to this rule — yuuta and hinata, whose colors reference the colors they've chosen to differentiate themselves; midori and chiaki, whose colors reference their roles as ryuusei green and red; and rei, for no obvious reason. why purple? if anything, wouldn't it make more sense for his color to be black or dark red? on the surface, rei appears to have no connection to the color dark purple. however, looking deeper, the answer becomes obvious. otogari adonis—
I haven’t seen anyone talk about this, which makes me think it isn’t being reported, but right now the largest protest for Palestine in the history of the United States is taking place in Washington DC. Thousands turned up to show their solidarity for Palestine and to call for a ceasefire.
Look at this, they won’t be able to ignore us for much longer.
theres literally nothing i want more than rei and adonis lore, it would be an absolute dream come true. why is adonis' family tied to a random japanese vampire cult? why did rei study overseas under adonis' father? what was it like for adonis to have travelled between his home country and japan throughout his youth, ferried around like a coddled child? what versions of rei has adonis seen? what versions of rei does adonis know? did adonis see a side of rei outside of his "comfort zone"? (not as a gifted child in a cemetery or a singer in an underground concert venue, surrounded by his followers, but a boy alone in a foreign country?) is that why adonis has such a nuanced view of orerei/wagarei, viewing them all as manifestations of the same person and acknowledging that to reject one identity as "fake" and the other as "real" is to reject part of rei? will we explore the parallels between adonis and rei, their self-sacrificing natures, their debilitating self-hatred, their duty to help those in need, their endless love? two people who've seen war and the worst of humanity, and yet can't help but love humans nonetheless?
and most importantly DID ADONIS CALL REI "REI" WHEN THEY WERE KIDS
What if we get more rei and adonis lore
thanks for the question! the answer is. i would dissolve into stardust!
What if we get more rei and adonis lore
thanks for the question! the answer is. i would dissolve into stardust!
this is it. this is the funniest scooby doo clip
Sighing rn. Thinking about this one shot from the MV of the Undead Climax Song
The song is called Resurrection of Soul. When we think of resurrection, we think of Phoenixes rising from the ashes. I can’t help but think this shot is a reference to that. Rei is being resurrected from a member of Deadmanz to a member of UNDEAD. In Resurrection Sunday, we learn that Koga named the unit UNDEAD because he wanted to inspire Rei to keep on living after he looked like a corpse during the war. He wanted to “resurrect” Rei. I think this shot has bat wings not just to match UNDEAD’s theme, but because it was UNDEAD that resurrected Rei
Rei has spoken before about how UNDEAD has helped him. UNDEAD resurrected Rei from the dead man he was in Crossroad, and I hope the upcoming climax event and anime can show that to non-UNDEAD fans
And I definitely think it will. I don’t think it is a coincidence that Rei’s cg is him hugging Koga. LOOK HOW HAPPY HE IS HUGGING HIM TOO. Koga is really important to UNDEAD and its formation, but he doesn’t get much moments to shine in Crossroad compared to Rei and Keito, so I hope the Climax Event gives us some good moments for first year Koga too
I was asked why there's a zionist claim that the Palestininian identity is not legitimate. And I think it's important to understand why Palestinians as a whole are seen as a threat by Israel. To understand why it's not about Hamas.
The claim is that the Palestininian identity was made up in order to push us out. Palestinian existence is a threat to the legitimacy of Israel as a country.
I was taught in school that Palestine was empty when we got here. They used a Mark Twain quote. It was a barren land full of swamps and some nomadic people (Beduins) but as soon as we wanted to come here, the awful antisemitic Arabs sent people to settle here before we could to take up the space. I was in school in the settlements though. I was taught the most extreme version of this.
Another version of this is that Palestine was never its own thing, they're just Arabs the same as all Arabs from the surrounding countries. So they could just... scooch over and give us the space, please and thank you. In Israel no one uses the term Palestinian. If I do, people roll their eyes and dismissively go "Arab." An Arab is an Arab. It's a way to strip away their unique identity and blend them in with the rest to say they could always move to Jordan, or Syria, or Lebanon, and it's all the same to them.
It's a way to make Palestinian existence by itself into a malicious plot to deny us a homeland.
Because if Palestinians exist as a distinct group of people, we aren't the only ones with a connection to this land. And you don't create an ethnostate by sharing.
I see other forms of this mentality. Why won't all these Muslim countries take the people of Gaza as refugees? That's asking why they won't help Israel make its ethnic cleansing more neat and convenient. Yes, refugees should be taken in and given shelter. But this question shifts responsibility away from Israel. Palestinians shouldn't be forced suffer either ethnic cleansing that leaves them as refugees, or a genocide.
making a separate post for this hehehehe <3
transparent ver doesnt he kinda look like barbie here. barbiecore or whatever
alien alien meep moooorp