I Don't Wanna Sound Hopeless But I Feel Like So Many Of You Don't Care Or Have Stopped Caring About Palestine.

Thinking of that one Chimera Laios post idk the original poster(sorry) where Falin sees Laios the happiest he’s ever seen with her eyes a chimera. And it’s like HELLOO?!?? That’s amazing

I’m just thinking how’d she would explain that to literally everyone else.

“Like hello yes guys my brother y’know the one a good portion of you have a strong distaste for is the happiest ever when he isn’t human, free from moral, and the judgement of others as well as biases or connotations”

“I’m totally taking that super well, give me a minute.”

And in my little shipper brain I’m thinking of that in the Chialios brain worms, he saw it coming. He’d already observed him many times before seeing him crack the biggest unrestrained smiles when in the dungeon, the best laughs, the biggest wide eyes, the happiest he looked.

Something he’d only seen when being gentle and domestic with the other, it’d be crushing knowing your possible love interest feels the best inhuman.

Currently scratching out my brain from the thoughts. And sorry for the long text post : p

Does anyone just like have that one goober who you like project onto so hard you like instead of living the shitty life you live make them have a happy one where they like frolic and be happy in canon/post-canon.

Like for Laios I project onto hard for a Myriad of reasons so instead of him living my constant bed rot and horrible meal choices, in my silly brain he gets to be cutesy and be peaceful.

Like in my silly brain he lives like me dreams in a sense. Not like my ambitions but more so in the situations that happen in my dreams of empty places and quiet afternoons.

Where he just like dresses in cute outfits, blows bubbles, and just walks around.

There’s definitely an analysis someone could do here but idk I’m just most likely somewhere on the spectrum and ready to end it all most days.

The way they’re both literally so me in completely different ways is actually suffocating.

You’ve both ruined my life and I love you both so much I ache everyday that when I look in the mirror I am nothing but disgusted in myself for not being able to be happy even in the stupid life I love

I know it’s not hard to point out reactionaries hypocrisy when it comes to like safe spaces or hug boxes or whatever but genuinely how much of an echo chamber do you have to exist in for you to think this is a reasonable thing to say

Screaming crying vomiting and flailing

Just read Ayashimon and I’m like so gonna cry how I wish the manga hadn’t gotten axed, it’s so good even for 35 chapters

I’m gonna cry I love Urara, Ten, and Maruo they’re so silly billy oogie boogie woogie stinky

Ayashimon you’ll forever be famous to me

I need someone to make a Chilaios fic where they got married before hand of the main story or whatever and Just never told anyone so once the party’s like around chapter 37 when they meet up with the other parties for the first time they all just find out from a passing comment

sunshine

i think tmblr would enjoy too um. laios as francis dolarhyde in hannibal au?

Just finished catching up to DandaDan it’s so much fun.

It’s a nice refresher reading battle Shonen as a break from other stuff I read it’s so good.

But I do wonder apart from the main ship of Ayase and Okarun if like anyone ships idk Aira and Ayase or Okarun and Jiji

Idk how to describe it but they all have such a fun dynamic with each other that even if basically crack ship and Headcanon fueled if others ship together other characters apart from the main one

Thinking about modern band Au Laios. I feel that Laios compared to the others like Falin and Marcille who I think would be in their own possibly with other members like Izutsumi. He’d be something like idk more on the lines of Liana Flores or Mitski in a sense having more lullaby type of singing preferring not to join Flain and Marcille as they’re the types to deal with large groups instead staying to his own playing the synth making music on his own in his dump of an apartment he and Falin live in while she goes to college or something.

Chilchuck would probably be in a similar vain as a half foot being more sensitive to loud noise so he probably while working with Laios one day hears him singing a soft melody and joins him as he at one point also did music in an underground group playing the acoustic guitar and electric guitar.