A.I. May Be Able To Paint Pictures Like An Artist, But It Will Never Overdose On Heroin Like An Artist

my first favorite hobby is yapping. second is being extremely quiet and not talking ever at all ever.

A reminder that if you didn’t need a mobility aid you wouldn’t be day dreaming and fantasizing about how they would help you navigate the world and that no matter how much internalized ableism you hold it won’t change your reality about your conditions and you SHOULD do what is best for you because no one will punish you more than yourself if you keep ignoring your needs

i kind of just want to post every single thought i have in my head in the hopes you'll talk to me and not think im completely lunatic because idk how to talk to you or anyone for that matter but i really want to

saw a quote that said

"when little girls can't fix their fathers they will spend the rest of their lives trying to fix their lovers" IM SICK TO MY MF STOMACH

breaking news: attention-seeking jirai girl (me) has killed herself after recieving no attention on the internet ♡

Everything feels like abandonment

‘sorry for not replying i was talking to—‘

FYM IM NOT THE ONLY PERSON YOURE TALKING WITH??????????? you’re so bored with me you have to talk to other people huh??? well fuck you then i hate you go die.

theres something about being called "buddy" by someone who used to call you their "babyboy" that really just stabs me 87 in the chest

i’m so jealous of passionate ppl.

like, there’s smth u wanna achieve in life? you don’t just feel as if you’re wasting away your time, as if you’re a dull background character meant to make the talented ones shine even brighter?

bc i wish i had that. i wish i had a goal that i wanted to strive towards. i wish that there was smth that genuinely interested me, rather than just seeing it as a good pastime. i wish that i didn’t feel the need to go to extreme lengths just to feel like an adequate person, rather than just being a prop meant to fill in the background.