Another Journal Entry

Hello! If you’re an active Final Fantasy XIV blog — roleplaying, aesthetic, etc. — could you please reblog this post? It’ll serve as a reference point for people who are looking for new blogs to follow to see who is active from April 1st (not a fool’s joke, I assure you!) and onward!

@stormscream is enveloped in a growing darkness… and @steelcarbuncle, @laznenharuya, @thefadingsong, @eightswordsparrow, @little-purple-thundercloud, @mercermachines, and Von Hipper try to figure out what’s going on.

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1st Sun, 5th AM

Why is it, after all this time, I still hope for peace instead of violence?  That woman said it best, how can i be so naive?

Because I very nearly met the end of a blade, and it wasnt my fault.   I was hoping for peace that day too and it ended with a death.  even With her blood on my hands I know i was not fully to blame

and i know this man was evil i could see it written all over his stupid little face and in his aura   he had no remorse   I know he was sincerely scared of us all but he wasn’t apologetic, not enough to change.  But even despite that, he wasn’t armed.  His goons had fled.  He was no threat.

I fear so often that maybe we’re NOT in the right, not all the time.  How are we any different from that man, from Garlemald, from nemesis, if we’re willing to put a man to the sword with little justice except our own?   why do they think that just because we have such power that we have liberty to exercise it whenever we feel?   I was scared tonight - everyone seemed ready to murder this man.  for what reason??  he loaned money to one of ours and demanded payment back?  and when HE decided payment wasn’t enough, now we execute him?  Uldah has laws for his kind.   it’s not complete anarchy there

I hoped he’d want to live.  he made his choice, and i will not lose sleep tonight over the fact that he was cut down AFTER he tried attacking.  But I fear I will lose sleep knowing I am sleeping so close to people i consider my family because i keep seeing this side of them that is no different than the people i tried to entreat for peace before.

they took control of my mind and had me try to kill Lyta for them.   and I very nearly succeeded.

what will this “family” do to me when i oppose them again?

My muse killed my other muse...

Reblog if your muse has ever killed someone.

Mythological Creature Meme

Anafenza’s Result:

Unicorn

The unicorn is a legendary animal that has been described since antiquity as a beast with a large, pointed, spiraling horn projecting from its forehead. In European folklore, the unicorn is often depicted as a white horse-like or goat-like animal with a long horn and cloven hooves (sometimes a goat's beard). In the Middle Ages and Renaissance, it was commonly described as an extremely wild woodland creature, a symbol of purity and grace, which could only be captured by a virgin. If you get this result, you are typically seen as modest. You offer great advice to your friends in need and you're generally viewed as your friend group's therapist. You're empathetic and you are always willing to help out your friends whenever you can.You're bubbly and seen as a little ray of sunshine.

Tagged by: @little-purple-thundercloud! Look, we match!

Anti-Personality Test: Anafenza Ejinn

STATIC

You need to find a way to move forwards, otherwise you will never change. There are too many desires that you are keeping locked away. The world around you is closing in and you need to push back. Remember what you wanted and make it happen. It is never too late. You are more powerful than you think.

>> Take the test here. <<

Tagged by: @little-purple-thundercloud. <3

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“A date? I...well, I mean, I suppose if it’s someone who really liked me, I would hope they would ask me?” Ana fidgets a little, looking perplexed. “I can’t say I’ve ever asked someone else out...or even thought to, really. I like to spend time with my friends, or with close lovers. But just...asking someone else on a ‘date’ isn’t really something I’d do. If they asked me, that’d be wonderful...it would certainly take the guess-work out of knowing if they wanted to spend time alone with me or not.”

((Thanks, @little-purple-thundercloud! <3 ))

Aha. My FFXIV sub ran out and my tire is still flat. ;-;

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Character Strengths: Anafenza Ejinn

★★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆  —  strength

★★★★★★★☆☆☆  —  offense

★★★★★★★★☆☆  —  defense

★★★★★★☆☆☆☆  —  speed

★★★★★★★★★☆  —  durability

★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆  —   accuracy

★★★★★★★★★☆  —  agility

★★★★★★★★★★  —  stamina

★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆  —  teamwork

★★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆  —  stealth

★★★★★★☆☆☆☆  —  close combat         

★★★★★★★★★★  —  bladed weapons ( swords, dagger/s )

★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆  —  blunt weapons ( club/s, staff/s )  

★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆  —  ranged weapons ( archery, gun/s )

★★★★★★★★☆☆  —  superpowers / abilities

★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆  —  traps/setups

★★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ —  medic

– ––– OVERVIEW ––– –

Anafenza relies on an innate ability to shield herself and her allies from harm, as well as a wellspring of aether to summon a large blade to do battle with. With five turns of practice tapping into this potential, she claims she has a better grasp and control over her powers, but in truth she’s aware that she’s barely scratching the surface of the curse she now bears.  Still, her powers are strongest when she is under duress emotionally, tapping into the extra power this affords her to strengthen her resolve and defensive magicks.  While she had originally been training with a short sword and shield, since the events that resulted in her being cursed she’s found it difficult to wield them with any degree of comfort or practice, an oddity considering her natural ability to master nearly any skill or task she is presented with (owed to her Echo).

ANY LASTING INJURIES FROM COMBAT?  —

Anafenza bears a vine-like pattern of scales that winds up the left side of her body.  When her curse becomes more active, or when she fully taps into her powers, she will complain that the mark burns her.  After years of use, the pattern now stretches from her neckline, down her side, and down to her left knee; it’s also begun to branch out more, as if the scales threaten to wrap around her entire body now.  Despite recognizing this, she continues to use the abilities she’s gained, hoping to still protect her friends.

– ––– FIGHTING STYLE ––– –BOLD WHAT APPLIES.

commander /  duelist / honorable / dishonorable /  would have others do their fighting /  stealthy  / long-ranged /  melee / technological / sorcery  / superhuman abilities /  has fought in an illegal tourney / a lover of fighting / a hater of fighting  / cowardly /  reckless / strategic / uses underhanded tricks  / renowned for their skill / trained /  untrained / keeps skills secret / won a battle / lost a battle / ruthless / merciful

– ––– TRAITS ––– –

╳   flaws

moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny | controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | liar | impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry | greedy | lazy | judgmental | forgetful | impulsive | spiteful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky

♔   strengths

honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave | patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky | intelligent | confident | focused | humble | generous | merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming | cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm | loyal

 Tagged by: No one, but saw this on @mercermachines​ and stole it. 😊

Tagging: Anyone else who’d like to. Just tag me so I can see!  <3