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Rey’s first instinct upon seeing Kylo Ren was shooting him dead with her blaster.

Rey’s first instinct upon seeing Kylo Ren was shooting dead him with her blaster.

Rey’s first instinct upon seeing Kylo Ren was shooting him dead with her blaster.

Rey’s first instinct upon seeing Kylo Ren was shooting him dead with her blaster.

Rey’s first instinct upon seeing Kylo Ren was shooting him dead with her blaster.

Rey’s first instinct upon seeing Kylo Ren was shooting him dead with her blaster.

Rey’s first instinct upon seeing Kylo Ren was shooting him dead with her blaster.

Rey’s first instinct upon seeing Kylo Ren was shooting him dead with her blaster.

Luke shouting “STOP” and literally blowing the roof off when rey and kylo touched hands was the biggest Mood™ of 2017

Say it louder for the people in the back

In the first sw movie, they first meet in a forest where Rey ran to hide from lotsa shit it’s complicated anyways. He finds her, tries to kill her, then he freezes her (she can’t move but she’s still conscious) and tries to rip information from her mind, which is clearly a very painful process.

After that, he sedates her, takes her to his ship, and literally mind-rapes her. Again he tries to get information, says things like “you know I can take what I want”, etc (the scene was compared to rape/abuse by ppl who were involved in the making, too. It’s not just fanon).

Long story short Rey escapes blah blah and the next time they meet is when Kylo’s father, Han Solo (who has become a father figure to Rey, “he’s like the father you never had”) tries to get Kylo to stop being a murderous nazi. Kylo says “hm. Interesting” and stabs his father in the gut (right in front of Rey), then tosses him in a deep pit (star wars just loves these deep pits, someone falls into one like twice a movie).

Rey and her new pal Finn escape the building. The planet they’re on is about to blow up. What does Kylo do? Does he let them go because there’s literally no point in chasing after 2 randos on a dying planet? Nope! He runs after them, throws Rey 4 meters up in the air and into a tree, which puts her out for some time. While she’s out, Kylo proceeds to put Finn into a coma by almost slicing his spine in two.

Rey wakes up, they fight again. Kylo tells her she needs a teacher. Rey says “aha” and slices Kylo’s face in half, then escapes the planet before it explodes.

From these 2 scenes they have together, people (mostly adult women (m o s t l y)) started saying how Rey is going to redeem him, Rey is the key to everything, they need Rey to have his kid so that there’ll be a new Skywalker baby etc, completely ignoring how much the 19 year old Rey loathes this greasy 30 year old incel who went to the dark side because “his parents weren’t paying enough attention to him :( ”, also completely ignoring how Kylo Ren tortured Rey, hates her (“He hates her. This garbage picker.”) and emotionally manipulates her (“you’re noone. But not to me”).

They reduce Rey to her womb (the “ reylo needs to be canon bc Skywalker baby 😍😍 ” folk), reduce her to a plot device, someone who only exists to redeem this unredeemable manchild.

FINN?

naked???

leaking?????

BB8: Finn is naked.

Poe: BITCH, WHERE?!

I. Need. This.

A Spideychelle Concept

This scene from Tarzan

Only it’s Peter’s webs instead of the vines

And MJ is the one shyly blushing and giggling

And Peter the hopeless dork is just staring into her beautiful eyes falling deeper and deeper in love with Michelle

Tagging: @aqhrodites @suplosers @here-be-spideychelle @daisypeterparker @acastleintheair @peterjonesparker

A new hope

Rey really thought she could change a man that murdered his own father LMAOO 😭😭🤦🏾‍♂️

Luke Skywalker casually brushing dirt off of his holographic shoulder after being bombarded by his over-dramatic nephew is easily the most iconic film moment of 2017.

I love this

Neighbors Rivals pt.I || College!Tom

alrighty so I’m back. Writing hcs again (sorry) bc I can’t really turn my thoughts into full ENGLISH words

I guess it will change when I move into England, but we have a little time before that so… headcanons, yeah

And I did a little research on frats and soririties and found a shitload of things that I didn’t want to read so I’m writing about what I read

hope you all enjoy! Thanks for reading”

you have been a member of Delta Gamma for a year

the girls there were so sweet and kind and you had a rep of being one of the most beautiful girls in campus

and while most of your sorority sisters would go partying you would stay in studying to keep your scholarship

one of the best things about Delta Gamma was where it was located bc it was so quiet and chill for study hours

until one day

it all started when Sigma Chi decided to move to another house bc the other one was infested with bugs

and for your luck they moved nextdoor

the head of Delta Gamma, Karey, didn’t seem to like that too bc she knew what they said about their parties and it wasn’t good things at all

but she decided to give them a chance

you on other way never liked the idea of being disturbed 

for you they were a bunch of horny and crazy teenagers

your old soul talking

“can’t we make them move away?” “no, Y/N, let’s give them a chance. They can’t be that bad” “don’t think so”

and Karey suggested that you all go to their party one night

you whined but she and other sisters insisted

“c’mon Y/N I don’t even recognize you without a bun and your sweats” “you have a problem with my style now?”

even though you weren’t in the mood at all you decided to go

you put your good ripped jeans and a white lace top and your friend Julia made your makeup

your sisters started to call dibs on guys names that you’ve never heard of and you stayed neutral

when you got there you saw the girls heading to the main room being captured in all of those different lights 

you watched the movement around you and saw lots of guys wearing the same Sigma Chi shirts and supposed that they were the house owners

there were lots of grinding and make outs there and you even saw Daysia going upstais with a guy

then you decided that you’ve had enough and headed to the kitchen to make yourself a drink

you were looking for the solo cups and started to get angry when you didn’t find them

“you looking for those?”

you looked behind you to find a guy you’ve never seen before holding a new pack of solo cups

“sorry we ran out of them and I just got more” “oh, thanks” “you’re new here?” “me? No. I’m a sophomore” “then we have never met before. I’m Tom” “Y/N”

you served yourself some beer and took a moment to look at his features

damn was he hot

your eyes wandered on his face for a while, taking in his sharp jaw and cheekbones sculpted by angels

and those eyes

“take a picture, darling, it will last longer”

when you thought that couldn’t get better you heard the british accent and melted

“I’m sorry. I was… ok, I was checking you out” “it’s ok, sweetheat. I am too” “checking yourself out?” “checking you out.”

you looked like a tomato by now

that black shirt that he was wearing was so fitting that you just couldn’t take your eyes off

“let’s get out of here”

you took his hand and followed him

Tom guided you outside the house to the streets in a place you’ve never seen before

it was like a soccer field but smaller and had all those lamp posts that made the place look so better

he sat down and tapped the grass for you to sit on too

you spent all night talking about thoughts, stories, theories and personal stuff

you told him about your passions and he seemed to enjoy all of them

he told you that he was english who are you trying to fool with that accent Holland? and that he was majoring performing arts

after talking for a really long time you saw the sun coming up and just laid on the grass with your head resting lightly on his shoulder and fell asleep with him

CAN YOU IMAGINE THIS? SO FUCKING CUTE KILL ME

the next day you woke up and realized that you had to get back to your house and gave Tom a goodbye cheek kiss

when you got home your sisters were sitting on the sofa while talking and eating and they all turned their heads in your direction

“where were you last night” “she was getting soooome” “fuck yeah (y/n)”

you went straight to your room and kept thinking about your beautiful night with the british boy and fell asleep again

your sister Kara woke you up and told that the girls were having a meeting at the living room

that was weird ‘cause meetings were rare and for important stuff 

there were only two meetings before and they were about the problem with the tampons fuck they were tough and the cake thief

you went downstairs and found all ya girls forming a circle around the sofas and Karey in the center

she started talking and the tension in the air was evident

she told you about two of the girls who slept with guys from Sigma Chi and that they filmed them while doing it

and about how they posted it on their social medias

you were shocked and felt bad for them 

they didn’t deserve those immature boys 

“I suggest that we never get close to them again. It’s for our own good. And if you value our womens rights you should follow this new rule”

of course you agreed

the following morning was ordinary and your last class of the day was just cancelled so you went to the café nearby

you ordered the same and sat down on a table while catching up with the today’s lessons and felt a hand on your shoulder

when you turned around you were blessed by the warmest smile you’ve ever seen 

“hey darling, what are you up to?”

you invited him to sit up and talked about random shit and classes

“so you’re studying?” “yeah, I know, boring…” “I think it’s lovely that you care about your grades so much.” “don’t you? I mean, they’re our futures” “are they really? ‘Cause I think I’m just looking at mine”

this boy’s smooooooth af

of course you blushed hard

“are you ok, love?” “why would you ask?” “looks like there’s something bothering you” “oh, it’s something that happened yesterday… shitty thing”

he took your hand and it felt better than that night

it felt right

“shall we?”

and you went with him

he took you to the campus amphitheater and guided you to the stage

it was empty and he just made some reverences like he was saluting the imaginary public

“good evening, my fellows. Today I have the greatest (Y/N) with me and she would love to show you her abilities” “Tom, what are you doing?” “c’mon, it’s called acting. I know you can do it” “it’s silly” “I never said it wasn’t”

so you gave up and stepped forward next to him looking at the imaginary crowd and started dancing awkwardly

“that’s what I’m talking about!”  “I look ridiculous” “lemme help you”

he pulled you by the waist taking a breath away from you while his face was getting closer to yours

“hands on my neck, love”

you did as he told you to and your faces were so close that you could feel his hot breath on your lips

and you saw him looking at them from time to time

before you could say anything he closed the space between you by sealing a sweet kiss

and gosh, those warm, soft, made of silk lips

the feeling was like he planted all the roses in the world in your empty yard

then you two broke the kiss for air and just smiled at each other like two adorable dorks

“you look good like this” “huh, thanks, Tom” “… but I think you look better with me”

and it was the start of something new it feels so right to be here with you OOOOHhooh

as the days went by you and Tom only got closer

so did the Sigma Chi and Delta Gamma rivalry

the boys didn’t like the complaint that you girls made to the authorities and started to get back at you

first they started to throw parties in school nights not letting anyone sleep

then they put galons of paint in your pool

and they let out lots of real chickens running on your house halls

after that, Karey declared war

your girls changed all of their underwear for grandmas panties and they had to wear nothing for and entire week

then your sister Sara had the idea of putting laxative in their milk by the night and all of their brotherhood had to stay an entire day absent

of course, you stayed out of it

you didn’t like what they did to your friends but you didn’t want to get involved in those pranks

but the rule was still on. No one gets involved with Sigma Chi guys

one boring evening you were studying and Tom sent you a message telling you to open the window spiderman feelings

you saw him there and a smile appeared on your face

“what are you doing here? How did you even get so high?” “I have my abilities, darling. Just like you and your dancing” “shut up”

that night you and him laughed a lot and tried to stay quiet to not alert the other girls even though most of them went to a party

conversations with Tom were always exciting bc you never ran out of topics

but that day you did

and then the only topic spoken between you two was about tongues

and things became hotter and hotter with every inch you got closer

you woke up when the sun rose and felt your head resting on a surface that weren’t your pillow and you were curious about it

A B S 

boy this boy

his arm was around you and he was holding you close to his chest while snoring lightly

you smiled at the sight and he started to wake up slowly too

“hey” “hi” “I think I like you more than I thought so”

then you blushed hard but showed him you felt the same by sealing your lips together like you had almost all night long

“hey (Y/N) do you have some tampons? I ran out of… What is that?”

Kasey opened the door without hesitation and saw you and Tom curled up in your bed

and lemme say that her face wasn’t any good

“what’s he doing here?” “Kasey! Close the door! Jeeez” “(Y/N), what’s our first rule?” “what does it have to do with him?” “ask him yourself. We’ll talk about it later”

you looked at Tom and pushed your covers to your bare chest 

“what’s she talking about?” “I don’t know” “Tom, where do you live?”

you saw the smile fade away from his face and felt your breath getting heavier

“I swear I have nothing to do with the things that they do to you girls and…” “are you fucking kidding me? You’re from the fucking Sigma Chi?” “(Y/N)…” “get out of here, Thomas.”

he didn’t even tried to say anything more

he just grabbed his clothes and put his hand on the doorknob but you stopped him

“go by the window. I don’t want the girls seeing you”

and he did

what did you think? Maybe a pt. II? Hope you liked! Also, shoutout to my girl: @eddiespatronum (she’s an amazing writer and brazilian too <3)

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Yep.

MJ: Frozen is the Taylor Swift of Disney

MJ: It’s super white and super overhyped

Peter: my god I love you

MJ: *would blush* Peter, please

Tagging: @aqhrodites @suplosers @here-be-spideychelle @peterjonesparker @daisypeterparker

Babes

Tom and Zendaya are irl Peter and Michelle

Peter Parker x Reader Imagine: “Thanks... uh... babe.”

Ned finally got his so wanted date with Betty, but he’s a dork and freaked out while asking her out, resulting to you and Peter pretending to be couple and going on a double date because you are the best friends ever and wouldn’t want to let Ned down.

Okay so this is my first time trying something like this and to be honest I’m quite nervous about it because I have no idea what I’m doing lmao. Oh and also my first language is not English, so bear with me if you see any mistakes, but don’t forget to give me a heads up and tell me what were your thoughts on it! :) P.S: I’ll start with first meetings and stuff to explain how it all lead to what this is really about.

You, Peter and Ned were best friends. It all started in your first day in Midtown High, you were really nervous because it was mid-semester and your first class was Chemistry, so the teacher paired you up with “the best one in the class”, Peter. He started freaking out when you took off your jacket, revealing a t-shirt that had C3PO, R2-D2 and the phrase “These are not the droids you are looking for…” on it. “Oh my god, you like Star Wars!!” his eyes got so bright and shit he’s adorable. “Yeah, man! I’m (y/n), and you are…?” you were smiling because you already knew this guy was a good one and was going to be your friend. “I’m Parker… Peter. Uh, Peter Parker!” After that it was settled, Peter asked you to sit with him during lunch, and that’s where you met Ned, who had the exact same reaction when he saw your shirt, by the way. You guys clicked instantly, you discovered that they shared all of your nerdy and geeky passions and they were just happy to meet someone so “cool”. It only took a week or something for you to be over Peter’s for movie-nights, sleepovers and all of it. Meeting May for the first time was awesome and embarrassing at the same time because Ned made sure to imply that you were Peter’s girlfriend and Peter blushed until he looked like a tomato, but besides that everything went smoothly. You found out the truth about Peter’s “intership” really quick. It wasn’t like Peter was exactly making an effort to hide it, since the Spider-Boy (as you liked to call) was always watching you get home safe when Peter and Ned couldn’t walk with you. So one day when you were at Peter’s (Ned was sick), you just drew a tiny spider in his hand and winked at him. “Thanks for always watching me, stalker.” He blushed so hard but you got him to calm down after promising you wouldn’t tell anyone. (…) You and Peter were already at the table you always sit on during lunch, currently in a tense discussion about what was going to be the plot of the newest Star Wars movie: The Last Jedi, when Ned came to you running faster than you’ve ever thought was possible. “Gu-guys! Guys! You will NOT believe what just happened” he was breathing heavily but didn’t sit down, he just put his hands on the table as hard as he could to get you and Peter’s attention. “Jesus! What’s going on Ned?” you and Peter said, very pissed after almost falling down. “I asked Betty out! We’re going on a date!” when he said that you felt all the anger go away, you were just so happy that your best friend got a date with his crush. “Dude! That’s awesome!” “When are you guys going out?” Peter and you started rambling at the same time, not being able to hide the big smile in both of your faces. “Uh… about that… funny story, actually. But I actually meant it when I said that we are going on a date…” at this point you already knew Ned had messed something up. “Ned… what did you do?” Peter started looking worried, he also picked on that something was strange too. “I-I kinda said that you and (y/n) are a couple and now we have a double date…” Ned’s face was a mix of happiness and worriedness. “What the hell, Ned?” “Dude! Why’d you do that?” you started talking at the same time and you realized Peter was a little too nervous for your taste. “I panicked, guys! Will you please do this for me? You know how much I’ve wanted this” he started to make puppy eyes and ugh you couldn’t let him down, could you? “Sure, Ned. We’ll do it. If that’s okay for you?” you asked Peter after giving Ned a warm smile. Peter was just a mess, he looked like he was close to having a meltdown. “Um… Ye-yeah. I guess we should… you know… do it for… for Ned!” “Um, good.” “Great.” “Sure.” “Yep.” The day of the date had come. You guys settled for going at a movie theater. You weren’t nervous anymore because despite the fact that you’d be kind of lying, you’d be helping your friend and that’s what mattered. Besides, it couldn’t be that hard, right? When you finally got to the movie theater, you saw Ned and Betty buying popcorn, Peter was right beside them constantly fixing his hair. He was the first one to see you. You started walking confidently in his direction and gave him a kiss on his cheek before he could say anything. “Hey, babe! Sorry I’m late. You look so handsome, by the way” you smiled and winked at him. Then you got close to his ear and whispered: “Go along. We need to help Ned, okay?”. “Thanks… um… babe.” He said after you got back, trying to look as natural as possible. You greeted Ned and Betty and stood by Peter to buy your snacks. After everything was purchased, you took Peter’s hand, intertwining your fingers. He looked at you differently, some way you’ve never seen before. “Let’s go. The movie’s about to start.” He said and guided you, followed by Ned and Betty. You four got two couple-seat’s, Peter couldn’t seem to focus on the movie, always checking to see if Ned was okay. You checked sometimes too, and when you did, you always saw them whispering to each other and laughing. Peter put his arm around you, pulling you closer, and took your hand. You looked at him with a smirk and a raised eyebrow. “This, this is something couples do. I just… thought we should do it too. But it’s okay if you don’t want to do it, I-” “Hey, spidey, it’s okay. Chill.” You laughed and he relaxed a little bit. After that the movie went quite smoothly, Peter would squeeze your hand often, and you guys whispered and laughed making fun of the movie during most of it, because it was honestly so bad. When it ended you left the room and walked to the sidewalk, talking. “Do you guys want to get some food?” Betty suggested and Ned immediately agreed. “Actually… Peter and I were planning to go to my place and cudlle while binge watching Stranger Things, right babe?” you looked over at Peter and he knew what your plan was right away. “Yeah. But you guys can go! Eat for the four of us!” he smirked. Ned and him shared some meaningful looks before Ned walked Betty to a diner across the street. You and Peter were left alone so you guys decided to actually go to your place and binge watch Stranger Things, just letting the cuddling part out. The walk was silent. Your arms kept bumping and Peter looked lost in his thoughts, like he was trying to solve the most difficult puzzle in the world. You arrived at your house and went straight to your bedroom after seeing no one was there. You turned the TV on and basically dived into your bed, but Peter was just by the door after it closed, staring at you with that look again. “What are you staring at, Spider-Boy?” you asked jokingly. “It’s just that… Ugh… Nevermind.” He looked tense so you stood up and went over to him. “Hey, what’s wrong? You can tell me!” you were starting to get worried. “It’s nothing, really.” He sighed, but you knew him too well. “Why won’t you tell me what’s wrong, Peter?” “I can’t. Really.” That hurt. Like, a lot. “Oh, great. We are back at it again with the hiding things from me bullshit.” “(y/n), it’s not like that…” “Oh, but it is, Peter. Remember when you told me you were Spider-Man? Me neither, because I had to figure it out. Do you seriously think I’m that stupid? That I don’t know that you and Ned are always talking about something and stop right when I get too close?” your eyes were starting to get wet. “No! I would never think that!” he started to get so sad and it made you feel terrible. “I’m sorry. You know how insecure I am, sometimes I just don’t feel like I deserve to be yours and Ned’s best friend because I feel like trash. That’s it.” You looked down at your feet to hide the tears falling down, you never said it out loud and doing so just made it feel too real. “What??? (y/n), don’t say that! You are amazing and…” “Don’t say that. You’re just trying to make me feel better. God, I’m such an idiot.” “No. You listen to me now.” He grabbed your hands, making you look at him while he stepped closer. You didn’t think that look could ever get more intense, but there it was, right in his eyes, sinking in all your face at once. He wiped away your tears, sighed heavily and started talking again. “You are amazing. You really are. I remember when we first talked and it was amazing as well. Don’t you ever feel like trash, because you are the exact opposite. You are so kind, and funny, super super funny, I can’t remember a day I spent with you without laughing. You are so smart, I know you don’t think so but you are the smartest person I’ve ever met. You have such a good taste in movies it’s crazy, and oh my god, you are beautiful, sometimes I catch myself staring at you because I can’t believe how pretty you are, it’s unbelievable. You always know how to make me smile, you always take care of me when I’m hurt and climb your window after a fight with some bad guy, even if you don’t have to. You are honestly the best person I’ve ever met and that’s why it was so easy for me to fall in love with you…” “What?” you looked him right in his hazel eyes, it was like you were seeing his soul. “You… you are in love with me?” He had determination and courage stamped on his face. “You know what? Yeah. I am in love with you. I’ve been for so long, so so long. That’s what I was thinking earlier, that I’m so madly in love with you. It’s like those clichés, but it’s real.” He squeezed your hand. “That’s mostly the main reason I agreed to this thing today, I saw a chance and I took it. And I know you were pretending to be in love with me and all but that doesn’t change the fact that I wasn’t. I couldn’t keep this inside anymore, I felt like I was going to explode and…” “Peter.” You said and intensified the look you had in your eyes, trying to say everything you wanted with a look. “Y-Yeah?” he looked nervous again, getting prepared for being dumped. “I wasn’t.” “What?” his puppy eyes looked at you with nervousness. “I wasn’t pretending” that’s all you said after you made your way to his lips, finally colliding after so long you’ve wanted them to. The kiss could’ve took seconds, minutes, hours. You honestly didn’t know. All you knew was that Peter was there, and he was kissing you, and it felt perfect. You finally parted the kiss, your eyes still closed and your foreheads resting on each other. When you opened your eyes, you saw Peter with that look again in his eyes and a big smile on his face, and you finally knew what that look meant. You started smiling too, just sinking in the feeling that your first kiss was with your best friend, the boy you were deeply in love with for a long time, too long. “So, does this mean you are my girlfriend now?” he asked, still smiling. “Well, only if you want me to.” You said jokingly. “I do, I really do.” He looked so so happy, and you were no different. He looked at you again and kissed you, just because he could. And the feeling was even better. After that, you guys binge watched Stranger Things and cuddled, until you two fell asleep in each others arms. You felt like this was the best night of your life. And many more nights, kisses, and cuddling sessions (eventually more than just cuddling) like that were to happen.

I love this

“Anytime, Love”

Anon: Can I request a Tom Holland request? Where the reader is a friend of Harrison and Tom and her can’t stand each other and are constantly annoying the other. Until one day the three of them were out somewhere and some guy is flirting with her, kinda making her uncomfortable and Tom gets mad and protective and it changes their relationship? If not it’s totally cool lol ❤️ love your writing!

Harrison had been looking forward to finally being back home after months in Montreal with Tom and Harry. He looked forward to reuniting with his family and friends, especially (Y/N), his other best friend. Though Tom and (Y/N) had a similar love for Harrison, the two had always butted heads. The small rivalry started when they were only five and Tom had tugged on (Y/N)’s braids in her hair on the first day of school, Harrison had gone to comfort the crying girl who was so upset over the loose braid.

Harrison had suggested that he should meet up with (Y/N), wanting to catch up over dinner. The girl had agreed, missing her friend just as much as he had missed her.

Harrison had forgotten to mention that Tom would be joining them on their outing. She gave Harrison a pointed look as soon as her eyes landed on Tom’s frame.

“I’m not sitting with that.” She said, pointing her finger at Tom, causing him to roll his eyes and scoff.

“Like I’d want to sit with you.”

Continuar lendo

Old married couple

You never said you didn’t have feelings for her ;)

Why don’t you go pick on her or something? @sarcasticmichelle Go on, bug her. She loves these types of questions. 

Things You Don't Comment On:

- someone’s eating habits

- appearance issues that can’t be fixed there and then

- someone else’s “bad” decision if it can’t now be undone

- someone’s laugh or voice

- someone’s “unrealistic” dreams

- someone “not looking their best” in photos

- someone not wanting to do something and trying to subtly avoid it without making a fuss

- anything that you know will make someone self conscious or insecure unnecessarily

a real life text convo between me and my overly flirty friend, that reminded me a little too much of peter and michelle

Spiderman - I AM A MAN

Slowly falling in love with Peter

okay, sometimes I like to think what it would be like and I write in my fanfictions (but they are in portuguese) and I wanted to share with you guys, so here we are

i’m sorry that i don’t know how to write fluff. I’m used to be a drama queen but hey! its always time to try new things, right?

hope you like it

(crappy english ahead)

You can see my other pieces here: Starstruck au!  and  13 Going on 30 au! 

i think it would be like you two study in Midtown but never crossed paths

you have heard of Peter but you never thought deeply about him

you might have one or two classes together

detail: he always lived in the building across the street

the train you ride to go to school would be the same as his

but again you’ve never noticed him

mostly ‘cause the train was always full

until one day

it was a raining day and you woke up late for school

you just threw on a hoodie and forgot to wear proper pants, keeping the captain america pajama pants

and you got very wet on the way into and out the train, running like never before

when you got to the class soaked and feeling dizzy you looked for your seat

you spent the whole Chemistry class sneezing and feeling cold

“hey, are you alright?”

you looked beside you where the voice came from and surprised yourself

there was that boy that you’ve never talked before

what you heard about Peter Parker was that he was the sweetest and smartest boy in Midtown

you tried to sound fine but your mouth kept shaking while you answered

“y-yeah, j-just feeling a l-little cold” “you’re soaking wet, are you sure?” “uh-hu. It’s fine”

but Peter being Peter didn’t let it go that easily

when the period was over he ran into you and touched you lightly in the shoulder

you turned around to find him wearing the sweetest smile you’ve ever seen

“um… I have some gym clothes in my locker that you could wear. I-If you want to, of course!”

you never paid attention to him before and he was now helping you

“it’s okay, Peter. I-I’m fine” “it would be just a minute!”

before you could say anything, he ran through the corridor and back with clothes in his hand

you smiled at him and thought to yourself: nobody has ever done anything like this for me

“i’ll go and change” 

you ran into the bathroom and changed your wet clothes to Peter’s gym clothes and dried yourself with some papertowels

when you left the bathroom you found Peter waiting for you and he just smiled again melting your heart

“as much as I liked your Cap’s pants, I prefer my gym shorts”

he just stared for a moment and then took off his hoodie, giving it to you

“here, take it” “no, Peter, it’s okay” “I insist”

and you took it

and you never forgot his scent again

after that you started noticing Peter everywhere you went

and you realized that you never saw him in Delmar’s or some classes or by the window sitting in his desk studying or in the train 

it was crazy how you never really saw Peter Parker before that

you started to get closer one day when the train ride was almost empty and you sat by his side, watching him taking one of his earbuds off to hear what you had to say

“hey, I never thanked you for that day so… thank you for helping me. And I’m bringing your clothes tomorrow!”

he just molded his lips in that shape that you thought for hours and hours never leaving your mind

“it’s f-fine, Y/N. If you need anything, y-you can call me… or…” “maybe we should hang out some time”

at first, he was surprised by your offer

but he smiled again and offered you one of his earbuds

“do you like music?” “of course! I’m human, right?”

he mentally slaped himself and blushed hard

so you two started to talk more and more

your boring train ride turned into a laugh session with him that you wished that would never end

History and Chem would be way more fun with him sitting by your side and passing notes about how Iron Man was better than Cap

and you would laugh for hours

lunches would be shorter when you passed by his side

he even introduced you to his friends!

you and Ned clicked right away and Michelle… well, Michelle is Michelle

friday nights would be busy with movie marathons in Neds

and it was all good until one day

you were having a Star Wars marathon in Neds and Peter sat by your side in the couch

Ned was sitting on the floor and slowly falling asleep

and you and Peter were the only ones awake

but it was a stressful day for the boy ‘cause he had a Spanish quiz and had to do lots of Chem homework

it all led him to be the epitome of tiredness

and in a blink, he was laying on the free space on the couch and looked so comfortable that you couldn’t just not stare

when Episode III was almost in the end you found yourself yawning and your eyes closing more and more

you didn’t remember how you fell asleep

but you remembered very well to wake up laying on his chest

it was awkward when you woke up from the flash of Neds cellphone sound

Peter immediatly got up and you just sat there blushing h a r d 

after that day you and Peter didn’t really talk for a couple of days

not because you didn’t want to, but because you couldn’t

not after you realized

you liked Peter. A lot.

so you started to watch him from your window

often he would be in his desk studying or trying to fix pieces that he would collect from the streets

it was all normal until

“what’s that climbing onto Peters window?”

HOLY SHIT

Spider-man

and then you saw spider-man taking off his mask

and surprise again, it was peter fucking parker.

you tried your best to ignore him in school, Delmars, the train, everywhere basically 

but

it was inevitable to not talk to him one morning when the train was empty and you and him were the only ones there

“why are you ignoring me? Is that because you slept in my chest? ‘Cause it’s alright, i kinda liked and…” “when were you gonna tell me you’re spider-man? And… wait, you liked? “WHAT?”

he tried his best to deny that he was spider-man, but after a lot of invalid arguments he just gave up

and he literally begged on his knees to you keep it as a secret

your friendship was back again and now built in trust and love

he even invited you to study sessions in his apartament

and you met May and she loved you

“Peter has a pretty girl friend and never told me?”

hard blushing 

one night you were reading a book and heard something in your window

you looked for something to use as a weapon and found your shoe

when you came closer to the window you found Peter leaning on and looking terrible

“oh fuck, what happened to you?” “I was fighting bad guys and didn’t end very well. Wait… were you going to hit me with your shoe?” “Forget about that. Sit on the bed now”

he did as told to and you looked for something to fix his wounds and bruises

when you got back with a first-aid kit you started to clean his fresh wounds and clean the blood while he tried to maintain his composure

“ok Peter, I found really cool that you were spider-man at first but now I’m scared as shit” “how come?” “you never showed up with open-up wounds. I used to ignore the bruises but now I’m worried about you” “you… you worry about me?”

his face was so precious. it looked like he had stars in his eyes

“of course I do, silly. I care a lot about you” “I never thought so” “now you know so.”

that night, when he left, you couldn’t stop smiling at the warmth of his body and how much you would like to have that moment again and again

after that he would always show up in your apartament looking for help with his wounds and bruises and of course, you would always help him

night after night he would spend more time in your room just looking for a talk to distract him and you would laugh for hours

one day at lunch you sat at the usual table and found Ned already sitting there

when you asked where was Peter he didn’t know how to answer

but you found the answer when you looked at the cafeteria entrance and found Peter not alone, but in the company of Liz Allan

he was wearing the same sweet smile that he used to give to you and made you feel special and now you felt awful

maybe he didn’t like you that way

oh, that’s okay. I didn’t expect to

but you did

that night you were laying on your bed with your tears burning your cheeks while you tried to sleep

you totally forgot about Peter until he jumped inside your room, bringing snacks on his other arm

when you saw him you immediatly tried to wipe the tears away

“Y/N? What’s wrong?”

you couldn’t bring yourself to ask him, so you just smiled and breathed slowly

“nothing. Just allergies.” “oh, okay. I brought some snacks for us…” “if you don’t mind, I’m a little tired tonight and tomorrow will be a long day, so…” “uh, alright. If you need me…” “yeah, I know”

the next day you asked Ned if Peter and Liz were a thing

Ned tried to keep it to himself but he couldn’t not tell you. 

“Peter kinda likes her”

it broke you entirely

you feld your legs go numb and your body trying to float away but you just stood there smiling again, reassuring him that you were okay

then you started to avoid Peter again

you would just give him excuses about not feeling well or being late for something or even busy

you just couldn’t look at his face when his star-eyes weren’t meant for you

he even stopped coming in your room at night

it was like that until one day you were trying to sleep and heard a sound and sat up right away

you saw Peter climbing into your room and looking at you with worry

“Y/N? Sorry to wake you up.” “what are you doing here, Peter?” “shit, I’m… Why are you avoiding me? Did I do something wrong?” “do you like Liz?”

your question caught him off guard and you felt stupid

“what?” “do you care about me at all?” “why would you say that? Of course I do!” “then why don’t you show that? I know Liz is way more pretty and smart than I am but I’m still your friend!” “shit, Y/N. What’s going on?” “admit it!” “admit what?” “admit that you like her. Please finish this so I can live in peace and not in the dark again.” “I used to like Liz. But now I don’t”

you felt your chest getting smaller at every sentence

Peter sat right next to you and watched your face

even in the dark you could see his beautiful features and your heart was racing the time with anxiety

“then why would you come here every night? If you were looking for a friend, why wouldn’t you come to Ned’s or Michelle’s?” “because I wasn’t.”

he got even closer and looked you in your eyes. 

again, you could see the stars in it and felt a warmth spreading over your chest and your cold hand got warm

he was holding it

“I care about you. I like you or… or even m-more.”

with that he pecked your lips in a fast and sweet kiss that left the taste of his soft ones lingering there

that’s when you realized 

you were slowly falling in love with Peter Parker

Help

Can someone help me out? What should I do when I know that I don't need anyone for me to be happy, but I'm having a breakdown seeing everyone around me being with someone while I am here alone with a book by my hand saying to myself that I don't need anyone but It still hurts like a bitch???? I am crying but at the same time I'm so pissed at myself for doing so. I'll take anything, just help me please. (I used the spider-man tags because u guys are the most sweet and supportive fandom I've ever been in, sorry if It bothers some of u but I'm kinda desperate)

Tried to rock the Michelle's hairstyle but it didn't come out as I expected lol, I actually loved it tho!! 💖 Also update on the "my bestfriend's actually Peter Parker" saga: when he first saw me like this he immediately knew it was my natural hair and he got all like "you are so beautiful, damn" but then realized what he said and started blushing REALLY FUCKING HARD OKAY... And then he took pics of me all night without me seeing it again lmao

Dear Fanfiction authors that are coming out of the woodwork due to Civil War and Homecoming.

It’s spelled Spider-Man. Not Spiderman. Not Spider-man. Thank you for your time, keep up the good work, and best of luck with your stories.

Sincerely yours, A fan with a pet peeve.

Truths

YESSSSS

so one thing, if spideychelle is actually gonna happen i don’t want them to change her at all. I don’t want a ‘‘glam transformation’‘ to happen, if Peter likes her let it be cause he likes who she actually is >:-(

# constant mood