it's going to be so ironical if the theme of the album is what about my art? what about my voice? and all that people do is focus on the person behind the motivation of it. Obviously it's taylor breakup so she's allowed to get personal in every way about it but what happens when the fandom's whole focus is just on Joe and how he fumbled instead of connecting themes and parallels because what about her art now? what about her voice? what about recognising the core thing that makes her her?
my favorite choice ever at the very end of the black dog is when she whispers the final “screaming”. after literally screaming it the whole song, after she’s gone through all that grief and catharsis, you can hear her voice shake as it barely chokes out the word. And she’s so insistent the entire song that “old habits die screaming” like I will rage against you with my dying breaths! Loss and death and grief have made me angry and vengeful and you will feel the flames of my wrath!!! But in the end, after she goes through all the accusations and the blame and the vitriol and confusion and the cruelty and injustice of it all, she has no more fight left in her. she realizes in real time that this is what grief and letting go actually feels like, the summation of it all at the end. It’s perhaps in conversation with that TS Eliot poem: “This is how the world ends, not with a bang but with a whimper.” The journey through all of that sorrow and pain and grief and loss doesn't end in a blinding magnificent rage and it’s over, as much as she wanted it to, with indignation and vengeful pride. Instead, it’s a long drawn out suffering and when she finally gets to the end of her grief, it has drained everything from her. she may have the last word, but it'll be nothing more than a pitiful whisper.
Oh, here we go again 🤦♀️ the voices in his head 🤔💭 called the rain to end 🗣️📱🌧️ OUR days of wild 🏃♀️🏃♂️💨⛈️ the sickest army doll 😎🕶️🤏🤒 purchased at the mall 💸🧍♀️🤏🤩 rivulets descend MY plastic smile 💧👄💧 (but-you should-’ve seen-him when-he first…GOT me!!! ✋😳🤚) MYYY boy 🧍♂️👉😍 on-ly breaks-his fav’rite tOooOooys 💔🤏😡…tOooOooOoooOys OohOohOh-Oooh! III’m queeen~ 👸👈🙂↕️👈 (of-sand cast-les he-destrooOooys 😡👟🏰)…OooOooOooo OohOohOh-Oooh! ‘cause it fit too right 🤷♀️ puzzle pieces in the dead of night 🧩🧩🌌 should’ve known it was a matter of time 🤦♀️🕰️ OooOooOooo OohOohOh-Oooh MYYY boy 🧍♂️👉😍 on-ly breaks-his fav’rite tOooOooys 💔🤏😡…OooOooOOohOohOh-Oooh…there was a lit-an-y of reasons-why 📋👈 we could’ve played for keeps this time 👰♀️❤️🩹🤵♂️ I know I’m just. rePEATING mySELF! 🔁🤦♀️ put me. back on MY SHELF 🪑🧍♀️🤏🥱 but first. ✋😳🤚PULL the STRING 🧍♀️➰🤏🤔 and I’ll tell you that he runs because he loves me 😉 “𝓱𝓮 𝓛𝓞𝓥𝓔𝓢 𝓶𝓮 😍”🧍♀️〰️🤏🙄 (‘cause-you should-’ve seen-him when-he first. SAW me!!! 🧍♀️👈🤩) MYYY boy 🧍♂️👉😍 on-ly breaks-his fav’rite tOooOooys 💔🤏😡…tOooOooOoooOys OohOohOh-Oooh! III’m queeen~ 👸👈🙂↕️👈 (of-sand cast-les he-destrooOooys 😡👟🏰)…OooOooOooo OohOohOh-Oooh! ‘cause I knew too much 🤷♀️🧐 there was danger in the heat of my touch 🏃♂️💨🔥👈 he saw forever ♾️👀 so he smashed it up 😰👟💔 OooOooOooo OohOohOh-Oooh MYYY boy 🧍♂️👉😍 on-ly breaks-his fav’rite tOooOooys 💔🤏😡…OooOooOooOohOohOh-Oooh (oh-oh-oh-ohohoh) once I fix me ❤️🩹👩🔧 (oh-oh-oh-ohohoh) he’s gonna MISS me 🙂↕️ (oh-oh-oh-ohohoh) once I fix MEEE 🤕👩🔧 (oh-oh-oh-ohohoh) he’s gonna miss…me…JUST SAY WHEN ✋😳🤚 I’d play A-GAIN 😉 he was MY best FRIEND, down at the sandlot 🛝👩❤️👨 I felt MORE WHEN we played PRE-TEND 👰♀️💍🤵♂️ than with all the KENS ‘cause 🧍♂️🧍♂️🧍♂️🧍♂️🧍♂️🧍♂️🥱 he took me out of my box 📤🧍♀️🤏😈 stole my tortured heart ❤️🩹🤏🏃♂️💨🧍♀️ left all these broken parts 🤕💪🦵 told me I’m better off 🤷♂️💬🤕 (but IIiIiiiIiiiIi’m not…I’m not…I’m not…)
Forever Winter 2012 demo (x)
Taylor swift undefeated in the AFC championships
#motheristryingtokillmewiththesesurprises
“TOUCHDOWN!”
- The Eras Tour in New Orleans, LA (N2) on October 26, 2024 (x)
Happy New Year, Swifties in my phone <3
“IM GONNA FIND SOMEONE SOMEDAY WHO MIGHT ACTUALLY TREAT ME WELL”
today is their day <3
If I gave you a totally free ticket to a Taylor Swift concert, would you go?