i am permanently s*spend*d on twt for breathing... uhm π₯Έββso now i can't get back on there... fck ππ
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i reaally wanna vent. its my birthday today. i wear this beautiful dress and the first thing my dad does is say "this looks too tight" "lets return it if ur uncomfortable". i thought i looked pretty in it. i am on the verge of crying. i asked my mom and my sis if the dress looks tight and they gave me "the look". i am fucking done. like i am fucking relapsing. fuck food. fuck everything. i hate myself for letting me get this fat. i am a pile of disgusting fats. lets get skinny.
pov: we're doing a body check
i dont know if i am the only one who feels like this but i want to recover, like yes i want to but not yet, lemme get skinny first and only then i will try recovery.... π
i will try to be more active on here π€
for me its, do i wanna recover or just binge in the label of "recovery" :/
Do I want to recover or do I just wanna give myself a excuse to eat?
damn its been a while π
SAM- OMFG πβ