Latest Posts by t0tally-n0t-lou - Page 8

fukuchi haters are incorrect. that is all. now applaud./hj

this art is kinda old but i want to show you guys how utterly shitty my old art style was 😭. the shading, hair, lighting, anatomy, and lineart are horrible, i know.

i was one of the only people who could actually draw in my art class last year so i got told it was really good. i hate it now. 😊🔫

um, hi

i might not post art for a bit because i’m working on a project that takes a long amount of time. in the meantime i’ll probably show you guys some of my older art or my class of 09 doodles. i’m cooking, i promise.

SFDSGJHDBKFSF

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS

@t0tally-n0t-lou 's bsd Oc!

Sorry if the hair isn't accurate, I tried my best to replicate it!

since most of you were excited to see my bsd oc i finally drew them! it’s not my best work, but it’s cute. details below drawing

name: lou richardson

organization: The Order of the Clocktower (ex vigilante.)

ability: psych ward’s radio. whoever lou touches begins to hear a shrill static noise in their ears that almost sounds like garbled human screams. these frequencies consume the users brain in 5 minutes.

birth date: april 27th

height: unknown

weight: unknown

age: 27

ship: none, agatha possibly

likes: music, quiet spaces, old films, and sweets.

dislikes: authorities, crowded areas, and hypocrites.

hmmmm…

relatable

I want to make friends on this platform, but the parasites (social anxiety) won't let me.😞

‘ch- chuuya cried when dazai left the mafia 🥺’

I AM GOING TO SKIN YOU ALIVE./j

i got a few details wrong in the post above, the sheep only ever viewed chuuya as a weapon and it took shirase seeing chuuya getting beaten up in stormbringer to truly see him as a human being. the scene with yuan in fifteen was more of a ‘hey, we like being able to use this person as a weapon’. yuan isn’t an important character and doesn’t do much for the plot, i don’t understand the hate towards her because she’s irrelevant. i also got a bit wrong about dazai in that scene, he finds it stupid that chuuya doesn’t notice that the sheep are manipulating him. he’s not jEaLoUs. the general sentiment still stands though. i will edit this later. oh, i also added tags so people will see this follow-up because past lou is fucking stupid.

rant #4

can some (not all) bsd fans stop hating on yuan for just FUCKING TOUCHING CHUUYA’S ARM??? especially since she walked in hugging onto shirase’s arm as well. it doesn’t have to be taken as romantic, i personally see the sheep as chuuya’s found family. that touch was literally just a ‘hey, can you not force my best friend into joining your organization?’ (also dazai wasn’t ‘jealous’ in that scene. it was ‘oh shit. this girl’s getting in the way of my plan’.) it’s SO fucking stupid that if a female character (it’s always a female character) is even remotely close to dazai, akutagawa, chuuya, or atsushi people hate her because she’s ‘gEtTiNg In ThE wAy Of SsKk/SkK’. there could be a scene where a female character is like ‘hey, i’m really close friends with dazai but we have no romantic interest in each other’ and the fandom would still hate her. with all the disrespect i can manage, eat dirt if that’s the only reason you hate yuan/higuchi/lucy. if you have a reason you’re willing to explain for hating them, please send it to me. this has been lou, your very pissed genderfluid lesbian host. thank you for reading this. i know it’s a spinoff of my last rant but i feel like it needed to be said. thank you for reading if you did.

little kyouka doodle with the markers i got for christmas

rant #4

can some (not all) bsd fans stop hating on yuan for just FUCKING TOUCHING CHUUYA’S ARM??? especially since she walked in hugging onto shirase’s arm as well. it doesn’t have to be taken as romantic, i personally see the sheep as chuuya’s found family. that touch was literally just a ‘hey, can you not force my best friend into joining your organization?’ (also dazai wasn’t ‘jealous’ in that scene. it was ‘oh shit. this girl’s getting in the way of my plan’.) it’s SO fucking stupid that if a female character (it’s always a female character) is even remotely close to dazai, akutagawa, chuuya, or atsushi people hate her because she’s ‘gEtTiNg In ThE wAy Of SsKk/SkK’. there could be a scene where a female character is like ‘hey, i’m really close friends with dazai but we have no romantic interest in each other’ and the fandom would still hate her. with all the disrespect i can manage, eat dirt if that’s the only reason you hate yuan/higuchi/lucy. if you have a reason you’re willing to explain for hating them, please send it to me. this has been lou, your very pissed genderfluid lesbian host. thank you for reading this. i know it’s a spinoff of my last rant but i feel like it needed to be said. thank you for reading if you did.

souheki hc! :3

neither dazai nor ranpo know how to drive because they’ve been chauffeured around most of their lives. they make other agency members drive them places instead.

Notes Challenge For New Years!

because i need motivation and support to do things ^^;

10: drink at least one glass of water a day

20: eat a bit more than usual (i don’t eat enough)

30: dye my hair dark red (i’ve wanted to for a year now)

40: tell my dad i don’t like it when he makes offensive jokes

50: defend my mom and me when my dad tries to gaslight us

75: buy a new knee brace

100: work on learning korean more

125: fix my smile to make it more genuine

175: start trying to fix my acne

200: take my meds daily

300: focus on what i want

400: become more confident in my singing

500: not use anything that could harm me

1,000: love myself more

spamming is allowed but please do not do a ton ^^

GHSSUIGVKTSFJJXG YOUR ART IS SO PRETTY!!

unfinished Teruko WIP 😎

a drawing of a concept made by @briarry i had a lot of fun with this one

a doodle from the summer of my second favorite bsd character!! it’s not the best but i think it’s cute :3

ranting part three

why do some (not all) bsd fans hate the female characters so much? i don’t get it. like, everybody hates teruko for just DOING HER JOB because she was fighting sigma. then people say, ‘oh, i don’t like her because her childish personality is annoying not because she’s a woman just TRYING TO DO HER JOB’ and then their favorite character is ranpo. or, people will hate a female character because she ‘gets in the way of their favorite ship’. if you haven’t seen this before i’m happy for you, but an example is ‘lucy gets in the way of sskk!!’ seriously? like, seriously? that is so fucking stupid. (saying this as a sskk/taniatsu shipper) just ship whatever you want and let that character exist. and to those who deny this, if lucy was a man and akutagawa was a woman you’d hate akutagawa because she ‘gets in the way of atsulucy’ there’s also the ‘oh, her only personality is liking a man!!’ when we were first introduced to katai his only personality trait was liking a woman and the fandom still loved him. i don’t like that in any character, but i’m willing to put up with it if the author fleshes out the character’s personality later. i absolutely despise the way this fandom treats female characters, yeah, some of their writing isn’t the best but they’re still necessary to the plot. this has been lou. i’m sorry for all the rants i’ve been doing recently, but i’m pissed about a lot of things. thank you for coming to my ted talk.

REALLLLL

I seriously really like it, souheki is an underrated pairing.

merry christmas

TW: GORE, CANNIBALISM

this took me 5 hours 😭

hmmmm…

walmart will byers. mr clean.

oH sHiDiTtLeS (in a british accent)

aRe yOu LaUgHiNg At mY iNsTaNt KaRmA??

decimals ARE integers.

@starreskies @kallonwaibel13 @x6v1er

Reblog with an inside joke you have with your friends.

“Yes, Captain America has LEGS!”

both of them are my gender goals

like, what do you mean i was born as a woman and not a black haired man in business casual that commits war crimes?? i wish. god.

Who’s your fav character to draw?

i don’t draw her enough but probably yosano. something about her hair just clicks for me.

i don’t want to make kunizai yuri, but the PARASITES want me to make kunizai yuri 😭

i posted this to the bsd community on here

fyodor won, which is unfortunate because i don’t really like him, so i had to doodle some of my favorite concepts. i hope you like these :)

another random rant

ok, i’m so annoyed with some (not all) skk shippers. i saw a sigzai post on pinterest and all of the comments were about how they ship skk instead. it’s really, really annoying. i’m also saying this as a souheki shipper who has gotten hate on my other platforms for being a souheki shipper. my real point here is…not everything has to be your otp. i don’t go around on skk posts saying ‘tHiS iS cUtE bUt I sHiP rAnPo WiTh DaZaI’. if you’re one of those skk shippers please stop hating on people shipping other ships. it’s not the end of the world. if you don’t do this and ship skk i’m completely chill with you. just stop hating on other non problematic ships. i don’t hate skk or the non toxic skk shippers. this has been lou. i don’t hate any of the ships mentioned in this post. this is just basic fandom etiquette.

YOUR ART IS SO CUTEEEE EEEK!!!!! PLS POST MORE ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🤭🤭🤭

thank you! i’m trying my best to get some more stuff out and will post next week. i’m really glad you like my art :3

a little pen sketch i did of chuuya

it’s ok i guess

so, erm, quick question…

the Random Ship I Have in my head is mushizai don’t ask me why it’s so silly

wake up babe new dazai x person who can't fucking stand him just dropped

my bsd ship list favs :3

•souheki

•kunikatai

•sigzai

•taniatsu

•fyobram

•higugin

•kyoukenji

•tachiaku

•jousig (i like rairpairs, deal with it)

•mushimizo (my fav!!)

•mushiango

•kuniango

•odango

•beast sskk

•ranpoe

•hawmitch

•montcott

•kunibram

•fyozai

•atsuyuji x tsujimura

•siglai

•the rairpair i made up during a test: nikolai x kunikida

•rimlaine

•steincraft

•atsulucy

•suegiku

i like pretty much anything unless it’s problematic or a proship :3 no. i do not like skk. if you like other ships, that’s cool. i support you in that.

i don’t watch mha anymore but this is so silly :3 if any of you like mha go follow them. they’re really cool

Idk random cursed drawing I made - also my first post :D