The Sparkly Lavendar Purple Goo that keeps Taylor Swift alive, a hypothesis š§:
Alright we all picked up on the repeat visual of the sparkly purple goo that comes out of Taylor in Anti Hero as a visual representation of her queerness BUT I really watched again and I have some *thoughts* Iām gonna dump into the ether
First time we see the Goo is almost immediately, as Taylor cracks open an over easy Egg. She seems perplexed by it and a little bit disgustedāwhat are eggs? The beginning of all mammalian life. To me, this reads as Taylor acknowledging her queerness from birth and being confused and scared and maybe even grossed out by it at first, which given the time period she was a child is VERY on point
Next time we see it is when sheās sneaking into the party trying to be a normal human woman, and instead causes a scene that scares people to the point she gets shot with an arrow directly into her heart. She begins leaking the same purple goo that came out of the egg
She is surprised she was shot, she even takes the time to show everyone that she is bleeding out this purple sparkle goo and no one reacts to help, besides to be grossed out
Her solution isnāt to yell at or question the people who shot her, but rather to cover up her literal bleeding heart with a button
This whole scene reads to me as her becoming louder with her queerness as she aged, and it scaring the shit out of the adults/people around her. *Again, when she was young, it was not acceptable to be openly gay, it just wasnāt* They panic and maybe tell her itās a phase, not to talk about it, and eventually over time, when it becomes apparent itās not a phase, she is forced into closeting. Any hopes of living a life true to her gay ass purple heart is silenced by the need to win awards and make money for literally hundreds of other people (vote for me for everything so I can become famous and rich for many other people that are counting on me)
The final time we see the purple goo is after sheās been drinking more than she seems to want to, and after sheās drunk, she pukes purple goo all over the lap of Performance Taylor
She has tried her entire career to hide her true purple sparkle heart, but when her inhibitions are lowered when she drinks, it all comes pouring out of her into the lap of the sexy cool girl hetero character sheās been forced to playāruining the mirage, the bait and switch, the performance with her super gay truth. Itās a lot, and it hurts my heart for her, what a life sheās lived
Bonus Purple Goo Point that I donāt know exactly what to do with: In The Man, her wall pee is the same sparkly purple š§ which was a choice and possibly ab Easter egg for Anti Hero visuals
Thanks for letting me think out loud here š
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Why is it important to not talk publicly about who or what [your songs are] about?
OLIVIA RODRIGO ā for the TODAY Show, September 2023
disclaimer: this is my personal take on it. feel free to add onto this theory if iāve missed anything!
so⦠has Karlie Kloss already heard 1989 tv? could Thrills be a vault track? was her attendance at the eras tour planned by taylor and herself?
āthrills šš§šā -> blue heart emoji (blue = 1989), all blue outfit, headphones & loop emojis⦠could Thrills possibly be a vault track on 1989 Taylorās Version?
she reveals the release date to be 10/27, the same release date as 1989 (stolen version).
this is the first (public) Kaylor interaction in 6 years. here she is seen happily taking pictures with fans. Reminder, she was a very important figure during the 1989 era.
itās just too perfect to be a coincidence.
Karlie and Taylor took this infamous road trip, which was pretty much the birth place of some of the most popular kaylor references/theories.
this is what pops up on google⦠a song called Big Sur⦠by a band called The Thrills⦠interesting.
on their California road trip, taylor showed 1989 (stolen version) to Karlie. she was the first person to hear the album in its entirety.
is history repeating itself? was Karlie Kloss the first person to hear 1989 (taylorās version)? is Thrills a vault track? why do so many things line up? what does it all mean? so. many. questions.
The most unserious tour
Iāve noticed something when watching the midnights set from one of the LA shows (disclaimer, Iāve not actually been to a live show of this tour yet so all my observations are from other peopleās videos).
Before going into her final song, Taylor ends her performance of Anti Hero with this pose which was immediately familiar to me as the famous Matilda pose from the poster for Matilda the Musical. The head position and even the light from the backā¦? Iāve seen that musical a ton of times but even if you havenāt Iād say itās quite the resemblance.
So if Taylor is in fact referencing Matilda here, what is she saying? If you havenāt seen the show (or the film), this pose is from a song called āNaughtyā where Matilda tells the audience that even when youāre a child you can change your story by taking charge of your narrative and not playing by the rules. She ends the song in this pose while she sings the final lines which are:
āBut nobody else is gonna put it right for me,
Nobody but me is gonna change my story,
Sometimes you have to be a little bit naughty.ā
So, if this is a deliberate Matilda pose, my interpretation would be that, like Matilda, Taylor is taking charge of her public narrative and is changing her story to show herself authentically. No more perfect princess stories. Naughty also references Romeo and Juliet and Cinderella, both also mentioned in Taylorās songs, and emphasises how they were just victims of their āstupid fateā and if theyād changed their story maybe they would have lived happily. So bottom line: the people in the story can take charge and change the ending. You donāt need a fairy godmother, you can be your own hero. Very Taylor to end a song called Anti Hero with such a defiant hero pose š
Another thing I noticed that solidified that thought for me, is that the giant Taylor on the screen visuals balls her hands into fists and yells at where Taylor is standing performing before she turns and screams at the audience.
Iāve never actually seen a video of the full screen visuals during this number, because people tend to film Taylor walking around on stage which is ironic, because I think it is exactly the point sheās trying to make that weāre all too distracted by the glittery performance to notice the giant screaming in the background.
Thatās my (rather long) rambling on the Anti Hero performance. And that was just one song, I swear, when I get to see the full show, Iāll have pages of notes! Sorry (not sorry) š¤
reblog to claim og wonderland stan status before tayās version goes absolutely insanely crazyyy that song will never be background material she deserves front center