Wouldn’t It Be Cool If I Could Just Ask “hey Do You Still Like Me” Without Literally Wanting To

Suspected bpd culture is going "nope, not happening. Not real. I'm not real. Why do I feel nauseous" everytime something bad happens

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bpd culture is drawing you killing yourself because it's satisfying

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questioning borderline culture is wanting to tell everyone online that you killed yourself, then create a fake online alias, and join the same circles to see what they said and how much they care and what they really thought about me and if they're sad and if I ruined their life and-

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i have tourettes where I say sudden funny things but never any slurs because I am good boy 😇 I have OCD but not the one that makes me really concerned about piss and shit but the movie one that makes me line things up properly nice and neat because I am a good boy 😇 I have bipolar but not the one that makes me act embarrassingly in public because I am on the highest point of a downward curving emotional pendulum swing, but the one that makes me creative af via safely utilizing my tendency towards extreme emotions in my art (because I am a good boy 😇) I have autism but it's the one like from the movies where I'm good at math or being a detective, and not the one that makes other people hate me so bad they want to kill me because I am annoying to them. because I am a good boy 😇 I have schizophrenia too but I also don't, because somehow in the cultural lexicon no one who has schizophrenia is a good boy and there is rarely a stylistic bullshit depiction of the condition, but I'm still a good boy 😇 society knows this. society knows this.

Interactions you've had if you're cluster b:

"I'm so worried they're doing that so sabotage me or manipulate me!"

"Why would they do that, people don't even really do that plus their your friend!"

"........" (I would do that)

BPD culture is having ‘fr’ ‘okay’ ‘gm’ ‘gn’ ‘lol’ ‘lmao’ ‘thx’ ‘wyd’ etc be one of your biggest triggers

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bpd culture is jerking off thinking about killing them when they forget something important

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suspected bpd culture is genuinely believing your cause of death will be suicide because you are aware that this disorder is slowly eating away your hope and energy to continue living, making it impossible to live normally.

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