I love Ookly
can we be friends
I love friends
There's a song called drop dead gorgeous by VOILĂ€ and it reminds me of my friend
I don't know what this means but it's Waluigi Time now because we say so
For some reason we're doing fireworks... its September.
One of my friends asked me why I don't just try to heal myself
And I never came up with an answer
But I already had an answer, I just didn't want to sound stupid
I don't do it because I know I'm not done hurting
So I'm not going to fix myself if I'm not done breaking
The only way I can be fixed is if I'm finished breaking until I get broken down again
The only thing is, I don't think I'm going to stop breaking
And if I do it won't be soon
The other thing, if I'm going to break again then why should I rebuild myself?
Why should I take anywhere from days to years to rebuild myself when it only takes a few seconds to be broken again
And the worst part is when one part of you breaks it's almost guaranteed the rest will too
Rebuilding a person can take 10 years, breaking a person can take 10 seconds
Thats the exact reason why people would rather destroy me then help me
Which is why I thank all of my friends for being good people to me even though I'm always the depressed person in our group.