Just... What Do You Mean By This? What Do You Mean That A Love I Have Not Felt Would Be The Reason For

Just... What Do You Mean By This? What Do You Mean That A Love I Have Not Felt Would Be The Reason For

Just... What do you mean by this? What do you mean that a love I have not felt would be the reason for me to accept a love that I should not accept? What do you mean that my desire to be loved by someone, and I will take it to be anyone, anyone who sees me as who I am, who cares for me who I am, who look at me and tell me I am beautiful, and that will be enough for me to just give all of myself to that person, and all of this is not my fault? Because how can it be? How can it be when I haven't felt that before? When I haven't had someone tell me that I am beautiful, I am accepted as who I am? Did my company give them joy? Oh my God. This quote right here. It's so... It frees me of that guilt I feel when I'm with someone that I should not be with. What do you mean? Hey, silly, where's your self-respect? How can you be with that person? It's just the bare minimum. I know it is bare minimum. But it is something, right? Why can't I have just something? When I haven't had any one single thing in forever. Can't it justify my desire to be loved even if it's just something?

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