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8 months complete!

Well another month complete! A few days ago marked 8 months of orgasm denial for me!

It feels like time has just flown by! I can’t believe in a few short months it will be an entire year! Never ever did I think I could do this when I first started exploring! I have my friends and Sir to thank for that and are teaching me ever day and reminding me how good if feels to be a good girl ❤

Lately I have been extremely aroused to the point that im waking up dripping and desperate to edge. I even got in trouble one night because i edged without permission because i just couldn’t control my insane need building in me. Even after all this time im so aroused most days! Which makes it hard to concentrate some days but you learn to deal with it as it comes.

Im a better, happier girl, when i let someone else be in control😊 Though i truly love and am a sub at heart I have come to learn that I do enjoy taking control and having fun teasing others too. It helps when I don’t have permission myself to touch to make others touch for me haha

I don’t know how long this will last but I’m looking forward to finding out. ❤

- LovelyChica (sodance)

Aroused by my own voice

Tonight sir gave me the suggestion the sound of my own voice would arouse me. Of course I felt compelled to talk to him about it and he made me describe to him just how conditioned I am… Then he sent me the link to an erotic hypno story and made me read it out loud. Each word that came out of my mouth fuelled my arousal and made me whimper and squirm. After sir removed the suggestion I was still very much a horny mess, I was informed I wouldn’t be getting release this evening and I’m going to be on a couple of days of denial…

My punishment

I pleasured myself without permission so I'm now on no touch for the rest of the night and tomorrow morning... Sir is now making me scroll through tumblr for 20 minutes.

Craving

To be a good obedient submissive pet and for sir to use me.

Crying is all right in its own way while it lasts. But you have to stop sooner or later, and then you still have to decide what to do.

C.S. Lewis (via lotsofpinkplaid)

Feeling very frustrated

I'm currently in a very horny and frustrated state . Sir covered me in hypno arousal gel quite thoroughly and said my arousal triggers multiple times.The gel is making me throb with arousal and need. I'm writhing desperate for release and whimpering in frustration. I'm feeling very submissive and hope sir let's me have release soon. He suggested this post could help persuade him...

Attention followers

Sir said if I get 20 notes I might be allowed to have one more orgasm before the new year >> so you should totally add to the number of notes!