Thedeniedgirl - The Secret Blog Of The Denied Girl

It can be a simple stroke on the head or maybe his hand moves down your back which causes you purr and shiver in delight. His touch melts you into a submissive mess and you love it.

It's Sunday...

The one day of the week where I can cum without permission. As each week goes by the more conditioned I become to Sir's control and the weirder Sunday feels.

helpless conditioning

It’s such a hot thing when you know you are being conditioned while feeling flustered and helpless... 

Sir has started conditioning responses for me to be a more good obedient pet in order to feel his tongue giving me pleasure. He’ll pause in the middle of it and wait for me to give him the response he wants before he will continue. I blush each time he waits and I’m even flustered now while writing. I get so embarrassed yet turned on by being in such a helpless state.

I can cum whenever I want today

It feels weird... It's definitely not a bad thing however I'm so used to having to get permission from Sir every other day of the week. I'm so conditioned to being his good little slut who needs permission for release and needs to be used.

My 2nd day of denial

Sir might have teased me to the point almost combustion last night… he made me get my dildo and gave the suggestion as I slide it in my mind went a bit more blank. Needless to say I was at the edge very fast. I expressed this to sir but he made me keep going… he even had me recite my abc’s. Then he came up with the idea for me to fuck myself fast with it while he counted down from 10. I protested saying I might go over the edge however sir merely said I’d be punished if I did. Sir teased me some more as I updated my diary entry and then had me stand at the mirror watching myself as he made me imagine and feel him fucking me.

After all of that when I finally thought we were winding down sir was giving me some nice pats and scritches. He started to subtly tease me when I was finally starting to relax. He told me how he wants me being in this aroused state to be a norm just like all the other things he’s conditioned me with… As he went on about this plan the hornier I got. He then asked me to tell him about my day but to hide the arousal in my voice. He also hinted at possibly extending the denial for more than a week which I can’t see happening given the state I’m in already…

boiler

inspired by @beesandbombs @cmdrkitten and my cooking pot

top view version  upside down version

“I’m invisible.” [video]

I will tease and deny you for days to get you worked up enough.

Then I will push you down, strip you, and toy with your aching hole without warning.

Your cunt belongs to me and I can play with it whenever I want to.

I am going to push you harder and harder.

Your role in life is to be available. Your role in life is to be a good little slut. Your role in life is to be open for me.

If I want to see the sweet lips of your sex clench and spasm, I will finger fuck you until you can’t walk halfway across our bedroom.

I want to see you make a mess. I want see you thrash and flail. I want to see you lose control of your emotions as the release hits you.

It doesn’t matter what you were doing. It doesn’t matter what you had planned.

You are no longer entitled to control yourself.