Sir has told me to now say “I submit” now every time I want to say “I’m horny”. This is apparently because being horny is me submitting because obedience is pleasure and pleasure is obedience.
It has been 2 weeks since my last orgasm. Sir has told me I'm not allowed to touch without his permission apart from my morning edges. I have 10 minutes each morning and can't go over. I feel so very submissive currently and easily aroused. This will definitely be the longest time I have done denial for as I still have 6 days to go.
me irl
by ZandraArt
Be quiet
Yes sir
I have been on denial for almost two weeks now and was meant to have release today however sir wants me to wait two more days until he gets home. So very frustrated and resisting the urge to give bratty responses.
It feels weird... It's definitely not a bad thing however I'm so used to having to get permission from Sir every other day of the week. I'm so conditioned to being his good little slut who needs permission for release and needs to be used.
8 months complete!
Well another month complete! A few days ago marked 8 months of orgasm denial for me!
It feels like time has just flown by! I can’t believe in a few short months it will be an entire year! Never ever did I think I could do this when I first started exploring! I have my friends and Sir to thank for that and are teaching me ever day and reminding me how good if feels to be a good girl ❤
Lately I have been extremely aroused to the point that im waking up dripping and desperate to edge. I even got in trouble one night because i edged without permission because i just couldn’t control my insane need building in me. Even after all this time im so aroused most days! Which makes it hard to concentrate some days but you learn to deal with it as it comes.
Im a better, happier girl, when i let someone else be in control😊 Though i truly love and am a sub at heart I have come to learn that I do enjoy taking control and having fun teasing others too. It helps when I don’t have permission myself to touch to make others touch for me haha
I don’t know how long this will last but I’m looking forward to finding out. ❤
- LovelyChica (sodance)
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