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Denied for a week

This morning sir asked if I'd like to try denial for a week which I agreed to. He said he wants to start making my releases rare so they are more of a reward... 

I've edged for a total of 15 minutes >< totally haven't been feeling horny...

Good indeed

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Art G.Shvecova (Design graphics - Purple-Galaxy_010418)

Crying is all right in its own way while it lasts. But you have to stop sooner or later, and then you still have to decide what to do.

C.S. Lewis (via lotsofpinkplaid)

I told you I would help.

After edging you the other day I told you to kneel and wait for me, that I would be right back. I left the room for not even two minutes, and when I came back you weren’t kneeling. You blabbered about how you had a hard time focusing because you were so horny. You cried and begged me to help you.

You don’t really seem to understand that the point was to make you feel like you were repaying me for that edge. It isn’t like you deserve them, so you definitely need to do something in return when I’m generous enough to give them to you. By asking for my help, you took away a lot of the value I felt I was gaining when you managed it on your on. I get it though, you’re incapable. I knew that the first time I laid eyes on you. That’s fine.

So from now on this is what we’re going to do when I’m done. You’re going to pay me back for each edge.

I hope you realize the effort I’m expending to do this for you. The stand and rope I bought for you, the time it took me to dress you even though you were still soaking wet, and the time I’m taking now to explain what should be an obvious situation to you. That’s not even counting the edging itself.

Damn.

That’s a lot of debt you’ve built up.

I’m not going to burden you further by making you try to pay me back for an orgasm. I’m going to wait until I feel like we’re even before I begin to consider when you’ll be allowed to cum.

Art G.Shvecova (Design graphics - Green Planet_250418)

Sir wanted me to start a tumblr...

He said it would be interesting if I set one up as his pet so he could see what I share and post. So here I am searching smutty stuff and blogs that interest me. Definitely isn't making me horny after edging for 10 minutes this morning and being denied release... Hopefully he'll let me cum tonight.