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Chapter Two: 1824 October 10th Part 1: Snow

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‘Jacks Thoughts’

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Liru’s Thoughts

      It’s been a full year since I met Liru and since then things have gotten a little weird but also a little better. Now they feed me everyday, granted it’s a piece of stale bread but it’s better then nothing, besides Liru gives me food everyday even when she’s busy she’ll just send Stella with a sack of food. Although weird things keep happening around here since then. For one Liru kept getting spotted a lot more, almost every week as wear it was about once every other month before that. Second Mrs. BlanchField, The orphanage’s owner, had gotten attacked and lost the her left hand, the one she slapped me with a week before hand, the day after I told Liru. She wont say what happened but I think it might have been a wild dog or something. The third thing was that whenever she gave me flowers was that instead of wilting they would grow whenever I held them and wherever I went that plant life seemed to flourish.

      Another thing was that there was two voices in my head now. One in pain that sounded a lot like me but sounded like it was struggling to speak, and the other was this weird… noise? I’m not sure what it is but I do know that it’s either scared of Liru or hates her. Probably both in all honesty but the thing I hate the most about it is that it keeps trying to control me, like it’s trying to posses me as if it was a demon… I think it wants to hurt Liru but I’m not sure but I am sure of is that I wont let it.

      The final thing as actually what is happening now, there is a large, only a few centimeters smaller than Stella, snow white horse with a mane and tail as black night with near glowing green eyes and it was trotting to me with a piece of parchment in it’s mouth. Everyone was staring at it as it trotted past them and I instinctively knew it was here for me as I walked into it’s path ignoring the angry whispers of my supposed caretakers of me to get back. I stopped in front of it just as it stopped in front of me and I reached up, a bit hesitant, and grabbed the parchment from it’s mouth and read it.

      His name is Snow. He’ll take you to me today. When he stops say ‘This valley is home to the queen’. Happy Birthday Πυγολαμπίς. -Liru.

      I smiled a little at the use of the nickname she gave me, Lightning Bug. She still wont tell me why she calls me that. I look up at Snow and reach up and begin to pet his snout or at least what I could reach, while I said in a low voice so only he could hear, “Hey Snow,” The horse whinny happily causing me to smile “you here to take me to Liru?” Snow nods his head in a comical way causing me to stifle a laugh, and before I could move to get onto the horse, he suddenly put his ears back before reared back on his hind legs neighing angrily and I quickly stumbled out of the way landing on my butt look to want angered him. When I saw Mr. BlanchField scrambling back, I knew he was going to try and yank me away from Snow.

      Speaking of Snow, he had stomped down in front of Mr. BlanchField who was scrambling back trying not to fall, and kept stomping towards him as if trying to crush him beneath the giant hooves. Once I realized this I quickly scrambled up and ran in front of him throwing my hands up and yelling “STOP!” Snow stopped in his place just in front of me snorting while glaring at the retreating back of Mr. BlanchField.

      I whispered in a soothing voice trying my best to copy Liru’s whenever I begin to panic, “Easy boy, why don’t we go to Liru.” That got his attention and he quickly knelt down for me and I quickly got on and held onto his mane loosely so I don’t fall off as he stood back up. I look around and I can feel my self shrink under their glares and there whispers of calling me a freak and Snow a monster. I lean down burying face into his mane and I can feel myself beginning to shake as Snow huffs angrily as he turned around and I tighten my grip just as he bolts of and I let out a yelp despite expecting it. After a few minutes I sit up a bit as Snow slows down a bit but doesn’t stop and I can see that we are riding through the forest now and I force my self to relax again.

      I close my eyes listening to the wind as we whip past everything and to the sound of Snow’s hooves hitting the ground which surprised me because I was honestly not expecting that, I thought it would have been like Stella’s and make no noise at all but I guess not. I open my eyes again my mind flashing back to looks I got from the people from the village, their whispers and it’s not the first time this has happened either and nowhere near the worst but it still hurt. I sigh to my self knowing I was going to get beat when I go back tonight ‘If I go back tonight’ and then my mind was racing through every offer Liru gave me and I could feel regret churning in my stomach from not accepting any of her offers, even more so when I realized she stopped asking about 4 months ago.

      I look at our surroundings as we exit the forest and into a field as Snow slows down to a trot and I can feel something is off about this place. Not in a bad way but… not in a good way either it was more like if I wasn’t invited I would have my head cut off.  The feeling got strong the closer to the middle field we got but I could also smell something, it smelt kind of like Liru honestly, Roses, fresh water, and something I can’t quiet put my finger on. We were almost to the middle now and I can here multiple voices in different languages saying something they seemed to be saying- no, asking the same thing from what I heard they were asking “Who are you?” over and over until snow came to a stop in the middle of the field and they all went quiet before saying in unison, a male voice dominating them all, in their languages.

      “Oh, you’re her lightning bug.” I froze at the words and I can feel my cheeks turning pink wondering how the voices not only knew Liru but her nickname for me. Before I can dive deeper into that thought Snow neighs softly reminding me what I need to do in the first place. I look around at the field one last time before looking ahead and saying in a soft voice,

      “This valley is home to the queen.”

Liru’s P.o.v.

      I’m sitting on top of one the libraries book cases, a book in my lap about Body and Soul Merging, books around the same or similar subjects floating around me unconsciously as I try to make sense of what is written on the pages before me and before I could say anything to Serenity who, now that I look at her seemed to be in some sort of trance. I went to pick up the grey chinchilla but before I could she snapped out of her trance as a voice flooded not only the library or even the castle but the valley it’s self. I smile recognize that familiar voice and words being said together for the first time and I look up to the glass ceiling whispering.

      “Welcome home Jack.”

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Chapter One: 1823 October 10th The πυγολαμπίδα

        Italics are Jack’s thoughts.

        Bold Italics are Liru’s thoughts.

Jack’s P.O.V.

        I was running somewhere in the forest, I don’t remember when I got there or how long I’ve been here but the sun was beginning to go down. I can hear their taunts about the fact that my brothers never visited me, how even though they are six of my nine soulmates, I haven’t heard a word from them since they each got adopted ‘Do they even remember me?’ and then Anti… I tried to block it out, I really did but I just couldn’t take it anymore, the emptiness left behind like a festering wound caused their absence.

        I feel my eyes begin to tear up again, blurring my vision which leads to me tripping over something and landing onto a trail I’ve never seen before. Before I can comprehend what just happened a horse that was blacker than night had slam to a stop and throwing itself up on it’s hind legs letting out a sound that was more of a wild dogs growl than a horses whinny.

        Just as I was about to scramble away from the giant horse ‘seriously I’ve never seen a horse this big’ whose eyes I would swear until my dying day glowed red, I heard someone yell in a language that made the thing in my head growl.

        “Stélla!!! Ti diáolo!!!” The cloaked person ‘girl?’ yelled as I heard them hit the ground with and at the sound of her voice, a feeling of familiarity slams into me like a frying pan.

        ‘Someone rides this thing?’ Was the first thing I thought before I scrambled over to the fallen person to help them up.

        “I-I-I’m so s-sorry I-” I cut my self up just as I grabbed onto their hands and I can see what looks like a soft green lightning move across their skin and I had followed it up to th-Her face, and all at once the feeling of the words Oh, there you are wash over me as I feel a warm and calming yet chaotic presence mix with my own. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest as I looked into her eye that isn’t covered, those beautiful blue eyes, like the night sky when ever the sky is clear on a full moon. I was snapped out of my thoughts when she whispered something under her breathe.

        “H-Here,” I stutter out grabbing her unnaturally warm hands and helping her stand not noticing the suspicious look in her eyes.

        “Thank you.” she said nearly causing me to jump out of my skin as I was not expecting her to talk and in all honesty it was more of how soft and soothing her voice was. I snapped out of my thoughts realizing I was just staring and I could feel my cheeks heat up as I stuttered out,

        “O-oh, uh y-your welcome.” I mentally curse my self for stuttering so much before realizing I was still holding her hands and quickly pulled them away trying to stutter out an apology waving my hands slightly and before she burst into giggles causing my heart skip a beat ‘It’s so pretty’ I’m quickly brought out of that thought when she speaks,

        “Cute.” She noted with a small smile in an accent that wasn’t from around here. Well if my face wasn’t red before it sure was now. “Whats your name?”

        “O-oh, um, my name is Jack.” I try mentally applaud myself for only stuttering once though that doesn’t stop my heart from stuttering when she smiles.

        “Nice to meet ya Jack, I’m Liru.” She replied sticking her tongue between her teeth for a second and god did that look adorable.

        “Nice to meet you Liru.” I reply before she would think I was staring at her. She got this thoughtful look on her face before asking, “Would you like to walk with me and Stella?”

        I looked at her confused before I felt a tuft of hot hair roll over me and I quickly jumped turning to the source and freeze before looking up seeing the large death black horse with ‘Black?’ eyes that I swear were red at first. I hear Liru giggle from behind me and she steps up next to me putting a hand thats looks comically small compared to it, on it’s nose and gently petting it.

        “This is Stella, my horse.” She looks over at me with a smile before saying, “Go on, she wont bite.”

        I look at the horse and swallow nervously before putting a shaky hand on it’s nose as I feel it stare into my very soul. I watched nervously as she just stared at me before gently nudging her nose into my hand and I instantly relaxed and I let out a breathe of air I didn’t realize I was holding and I could hear Liru giggle from beside me as I pet Stella’s nose.

        “So would you like to walk with us?” I look over and without thinking I say yes. She smiles, “Good.”

        She walks back to where she fell and picked a…. ‘Scythe?’ It was bigger than she was with a golden pole with and silver blade with a ruby and sapphire colored eye on the blade and on top on the poll was a bunch of charms connected to thin silver ropes or chains to poll. I was wondering how I didn’t notice it before hand as she attached it Stella’s side removing a leather sack from the same side before turning to me pulling me from my thoughts as she said, “Alright lets go.” as she began to walk down the dirt path and I quickly walked to keep up with her and walk beside her.

        “Soooooo, where are you from?” I ask so we don’t have to walk in silence. She shrugs a bit before replying, “No where really. What about you?”

        “A village not far from here, I think.” I mutter the last part since I wasn’t sure for how long I ran. I don’t notice her confused look and tilted head as I hope she doesn’t ask questions. We continue to walk in silence before come to a field thats by a lake that I’ve never seen before. She walk over to the side of the lake and I follow quickly and she walks over to what looks like a bridge made of stones and tree roots and quickly made her way across it a little Island surrounded by Rose bushes and lush tree’s that shouldn’t be this green this time of year. She finally stopped walking as we get to a grass clearing and setting down the bag and turning to me.

        “I hope your hungry. There’s a lot of food.” Just as she said that my stomach growled loudly causing me to blush and her to laugh. I quickly walked over and sat in front of her my face red. She begins to pull out food and I can feel my mouth water at the smell of the surprisingly still warm soup and cool sandwiches.

        “I knew there was a reason I felt like I needed to make more then normal.” As she handed me a jar of warm potato ‘and ham!’ soup, a ham and cheese sandwich along with a spoon. I quickly open the jar of soup and dug in eating eagerly and a freeze as I hear her laugh and say,

        “Slow down Πυγολαμπίς you’re eating like you haven’t eaten in days.” She teases and I freeze my eyes flickering to her face and I can feel my face go red but for shame rather then embarrassment and I sit a little straighter looking down and out of the corner of my eyes I can see her teasing grin turn into a frown.

        “Jack,” She says in a soft voice like one would use for a frightened animal. “Whens the last time you ate?” she gently prodded gently and I can feel myself begin to panic, worried that she might be mad at me. “Jack.” She prodded again but this time a little sterner.

        “I-It doesn’t m-matter. B-besides I’m-” I get cut off. “Jack!” she snaps and I flinch and her voice goes back to being soft but stern voice.

        “How long as it been Jack.” I force my self to relax realizing she isn’t angry at me but I am still on edge. “T-two day’s.” I answer quietly and I heard the sound of metal beginning to bend and panic again, “B-But s-since today is my b-birthday i-i might-” I’m cut off again but this time by the sound of silver snapping and the top half of her spoon flying off somewhere.

        I flinch as she sets down the spoon and jar and getting up and walking to me quickly. I drop the spoon and jar and before I can scramble away she pulls me into the warmest hug I’ve ever had.

        I sit there in shock before beginning to melt into it and cry and cry and cry before I finally managed to calm down and she pulled away and so did I albeit rather reluctantly and when I looked up at her there were little glowing bugs everywhere, illuminating the soft smile spreading across her face. I felt her hand brush away some hair from my forehead and I panicked for a second realizing she uncovered the one on on my forehead before seeing her smile grow a bit and says in a fond voice, “You too, huh.”

        I look at her in confusion as she moves the hair covering her face out of the way revealing two more soul-marks ones of a red phoenix with green accents and blue eyes underneath her right eye covering her cheek the tail feathers going down the her lower jaw like the one covering my right lower arm, and then an identical copy of the one of my forehead on hers, a heart, a spade, a diamond and a club creating a diamond on her forehead, just like mine. I’m shocked and I can’t help but stare before her giggle snaps me out of my thoughts and I watch her go and sit back in her spot.

        “Eat.” I don’t bother arguing with her and I quickly eat the sandwich and soup while she eats hers with a new spoon. I lay back content, my eyes closed and as I open them I’m greeted with the glowing bugs flying in-front of my face and I look at them in confusion and I jump a bit when I hear Liru speak, “They’re Lightning bugs.”

        “Huh?”

        “Or fireflies.” I look at her as she watches the ones flying around me fondly, “Which ever you choose to call them, they’re still beautiful, dead useful to when you don’t have a lit lantern, as long as you don’t scare them of course”

        I look back at the little bugs whispering “Fireflies huh.” as I continue to watch them dance in-front of the night sky. ‘wait… night sky?’ I realize just how late it really is and I shoot up quickly exclaiming, “I need to get home!” I quickly stand up and look at her as she stands up obviously confused saying in a kind voice,

        “You know you can just come with me, you don’t have to go back there.”

        I shake my head no vigorously, “Nononono, you don’t understand I need to go back.” I looked at her pleading with my eyes, barely noticing the sadness coming from her, before she frowned be sighing, “Alright, come with me, Stella and I will take you home.” Her tone resigned.

        Before I could reply she walked back to the bridge quickly crossing it with me close behind jogging to catch up as we got back to her horse. Once we get to Stella she goes and grabs her scythe before strapping it to her back as her horse bowed for her so she could get on putting up the hood to her cloak and I freeze realizing that she looks the horseman death that the adults would talk about seeing in the forest late at night, the one that is responsible for so many disappearances if the wandered into hi- her forest. But I can’t find it in me to be scared, she’s the first person in ten years who was nice to me, to worry about me…

        She looks over at me her hood not covering her face like it should and she puts her hand out to help me on and when I see the soft smile on her face, I can feel any fear and worry disappear, I grab her hand and she pulls me up so I’m sitting behind her.

        “Lets go Stella.” The horse gets up quickly and I grab onto Liru, letting my mind drift into the calm chaos of her mind, as she takes of in full sprint towards my village. For some reason I didn’t even question on how she knew where I lived and just wrapped my arms around her waist tighter and I could feel one of her hands on my arms as she keeps facing forward which I was great-full for since I could feel my face heat up and to make it stop I try to focus on the noises around before realizing the only thing I could hear was the wind, there wasn’t any sound coming from Stella. Sure she was snorting every now and again but her hooves made no sound as they hit the ground over and over. Before I could question any further she began to slow before coming to a stop and as I sat up confused I realized we were already my village.

        “We’re here.” She said peaking at me from over her shoulder and Stella knelt down for me and as I was sliding of the black horse I heard Liru say to me leaving no room for argument, “I’ll meet you around here tomorrow.”

        I quickly turn to her in confusion and before I can say anything I felt her press a kiss to my cheek and I can feel my face turn redder than before and as she pulls away I can see her pink tinted cheeks in the moonlight. I stumble back a bit as Stella stands up again and turns around and I look up at Liru as she looks down at me before saying,

        “Happy Birthday Jack. Sleep well.” Before I could say anything in return the horse and her are gone like a light and I just turn and stumble towards the orphanage, her missing presence already leaving me feeling empty again.

Liru’s P.o.v.

        I’m Hanging onto Stella as we ride back home, wondering how Jack could know how to use a mental connection, wondering on how someone so sweet could be my soulmate and forgetting about the little picnic area for the time being, my heart lighter but also heavier as I hear Stella’s voice enter my head.

        “Shall I tell them to keep an eye on him when you aren’t around little one.”

I frown to myself thinking not wanting to invade his privacy but I’m also worried for is safety. I come to my decision as my castle comes into view and keeps my legs low as her bat like wings come out as she takes off into the air her eyes glowing red as she becomes a bit decayed. “Yes, but to not attack anyone until those humans,” I spit out like a bad taste, “lay a harming hand on him.”

        “Of course little one.”

        I think to myself looking at the moon before we land, ‘I’ll make them pay for hurting him.’

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