This Can Not Continue Divas

i hate my life i’m going to [remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health] stare into the eyes of the bird painting i stole from the met

theres not much i can do but i can carry the umbrella. theres not much i can do but i can listen. theres not much i can do but i can steal you a bag of chips, some cough syrup when youre sick. theres not much i can do but i can put on some music. theres not much i can do but i can teach you a few phrases. theres not much i can do but i can put this dog on your chest and remind you that youre here and not there. theres not much i can do but i can hold you. theres not much i can do but i can kiss you goodbye. theres not much i can do but we can drive around for a while. theres not much i can do but i can walk back into your life after years and years apart and solve the biggest problem in your life

I engage with fiction in a normal way. don’t look at my blog

I did not get brat summer drunk I got Lana del rey norman fucking rockwell

"do it scared" ok but I would like to do something some other way occasionally. Like at least once. For a change.

my goal for today is no instagram reels & read 20 pages of my book. no consequences if i don’t do that because you cannot hate yourself into becoming who you are

I need to interact with something about The Goldfinch once an hour while I’m around my family for the next 3 days or I will lose my mind I fear

I love that they have their subgenres of nerd. Like Will is the only one of them who knows morse code but Dustin knows more D&D lore off the top of his head like the details of shadow walking while Lucas is better with like aerodynamics (you can't tell me he's not being nerdy about those wristrocket angles) and like battle prep with all the random stuff in his bag and Mike's the one who says shit like "blasphemous" and "conspiring" in casual conversation.

throwback to theo punching boris in the face at the park and boris kissing the blood off of theos knuckles or whatever it was

donna tartt - “the goldfinch” (2013) // some kid - yik yak (2021)