The Devil Couldn't Reach Me So Instead He Made Sure I Have A Hard Time Expressing My Emotions And Thoughts

my yearning compilation

this can not continue divas

reeeeally been learning a lot about myself lately like oh. my life is actually just beginning

thinking about how theo used boris’ home phone number as the passcode to the locker where he (thought he) kept the goldfinch painting aka the physical manifestation of his heart... so every time he went to see the painting he would have to think about boris... donna you really crossed a line with that one... !

An absence so heavy it becomes a presence

boris pavlikovsky be like is anyone going to talk this tiny prep boy out of his haze of self-loathing and tenderly hold him through the night & then not wait for an answer

Um…those who do not move cannot feel their chains tbh….

i need to put the phone down stop waiting for a text or a sign i need to put my daydreams and philosophies on life & love on hold i need to break this hyperfixation on love as the answer to my emptiness & loneliness i need to focus and i want every cell in my body and thought in my mind to go quiet