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me explaining how when I change my phone wallpaper, it symbolizes a whole new era

a colorful, caffeinated, calm fall weekend spent in the company of research papers and friends 😌 🍂

Maturity is when you stop trying to convince other people to treat you right. You just observe their choices, understand their character, and decide what you’re going to allow in your life.

Find those who love the moon ,

Because they know how to be quite and alone,

Because they know that being whole is a process,

Because they know things are beautiful even if they are in pieces,

Because they know that the brightest things have darker sides,

Because they know emptiness can hold the parts of you that no space in the world can,

Simply fall for the selenophiles.

they are on a date

Thrilling ache

In the hush of winter’s embrace

she stood on a terrace

both bitter and divine

where moonlight drapes

a silken shroud

seeming to seek 

a love unfound

a touch that slips 

through ghostly fingers

each breath a mist

a fading prayer

to share one breath

a thrilling ache

each night a kiss

a prayer, a plea

the shadow she couldn’t set free

silhouette of silk and grief

fingers light

tracing fate

where throbbing hearts 

lose their beat

her body bends

but not her soul

her silver eyes, once bold

now tremble

desperate for him

not for me

chasing shadows

a heart in endless flight

Alex

I've been thinking of you lately, I wonder if there's something I could've said Maybe I could’ve told you that you were different, Different in every single way; Because you were, You were anything and everything, Undeserving of all the pain "Just a spoiled brat", they said, But that's not how I remember you, You always stood out from the rest Because you cared, You wore your heart on your sleeves And taught me how to do the same You know I’m happy to be sharing your name, And I’m sorry I couldn’t stop them that day.

~ A. A. Roman

reading books like the secret history is always such a wild ride, because i'm fully aware that it's a criticism of aesthetic hedonism and the elitism of academia, and then i'll read a line like " if we are strong enough in our souls we can rip away the veil and look at that naked, terrible beauty right in the face; let God consume us, devour us, unstring our bones. then spit us out reborn" and i go absolutely fucking feral.

05.04.2023 • wednesday

i actually spent my day relaxing and resting :]. but in the evening, i felt motivated and decided to study. and it turns out when you’re rested enough, studying can be not so agonizing. what a discovery.

🎧 bad by so!yoon!