The Feeling Of Emptiness It's Back. It's Worse Than Usual, It's Terrifying, It Has Never Been This Strong

I feel so alone. I try to talk to you but I dont know how anymore. I ruined things between us and I don't know how to fix it. I'm not even lonely I know I have you but at the same time I'm so alone.

why, in 2024, is it an unpopular opinion to say that you love men? like, sorry I'm bisexual and I love being bisexual, I don't "tolerate" or "pity" the side of me that is attracted to men and there is nothing wrong about (queer) relationships between men and women. even if one of them is straight that doesn't make the relationship any less queer when there is an actual queer person right there. stop erasing bisexual identities just because you cannot handle seeing women who actually love men or vice versa.

Every fking day is the same shit. Over and over again.

Why the fuck am I the way I am

I feel like an awful person.

I keep doing things wrong and making people (the ones I care about) unhappy.

I don't deserve anything good on this life

I don't want to feel anything anymore. It's just too much. Please make it stop.

Would you love me if I was normal? If I was pretty? If I was skinnier? If I was kind? If I was... Better. Someone else

Side note: would love this on a t-shirt lol

you worried about today? heartstopper | 3.05 · winter

I've been struggling so much. You don't even see it. I've been trying so hard to make things good again but nothing works. I put all of my effort into making us okay that I've started struggling in school. This is the worst I've ever done and I dont know what to do anymore. I'm so tired. I'm so damn tired

I wish I had the courage to end it all.