I’m feeling burn out pretty bad recently from putting a lot of pressure on myself, but also I'm working on long projects right now so I'm going to take some time to chill out on my free time and maybe see to rebranding and figuring out what I want to do with my social media.
I’m not leaving social media, there will be just less of me until I figure things out. I want to start streaming again and maybe looking into actually making stuff for my Youtube channel (because why not). Twitter is an unstable environment at the moment, but I’m not leaving it until I absolutely have to because I really enjoy the posting format (though I cry for the lack of a gallery). Instagram’s not all that great with their whacky algorithms and I feel like Tumblr is more of a space for fanart to thrive, rather than original.
Either way, I just want to link some bits if people would like to follow me elsewhere like Instagram, Twitch and Ko-Fi, but I’m looking into other stuff too. Maybe I’ll revive my tiktok account for funsies and see where it gets me hahaha!
Peace out, homies ✌️
Finally getting around to setting up the tapas and webtoons pages for my upcoming supernatural horror (romance?) comic TIES THAT BIND. Here's the current title page and synopsis (the title/logo definitely needs some work lol). Full release up in the air but you'll be able to read the teaser in Feb!
Found out my voice is so tiny I just sound like a normal man when I use the monster filter in GarageBand and within hours I'm making Rabel TikTok edits
Just a quick head's up, the digital edition of our zine will appear to be marked as "sold out" for the first couple hours of today. We will make an announcement once it is officially available for purchase!
Day 13 Posted at midnight but shhhh
A doodle that turned into a random Namine drawing !! Feels fun to just aimlessly doodle and see where it leads : )
One of my resolutions this year was to have a portfolio I'm proud of.
I went back through so much work on my hard drive and honestly? I still think it's all good, there's old pieces I still love, but it all feels like I've grown out of it.
My goals have changed, my sense of self has changed and despite the work being good in itself, I just don't feel like it reflects me anymore.
It feels like I'm having to start from the ground up again and it's super disheartening to look at years and years of my own work and go "that's not me."
Tagged by @scalierpepper
Three ships: Griddlehark, my beloved.. they just rotate in my brain no matter what I'm doing and I'm not ready for the series to end next year. CaitVi because yes. I want my messy blue/red lesbians and I hc Vi (gentle) touch starved af. Camilla Hect and therapy.
First ever ship: I cannot avoid the weird kid allegations anymore: Sonadow (Sonic X Shadow..... yes the hedgehogs).
Last song: Hot by Liili
Last film: Vesper on Netflix. I really liked the world they were presenting with the Citadels and lab-made viruses/diseases/fungi infecting and killing most of the world's wildlife and food. Workers have been replaced with lab-made creatures called Jugs due to them being easier to control so the lower class are struggling to survive outside the Citadels. Vesper is a girl who's self-studying to help make crops fertile again. It was pretty good, I recommend to anyone who fancies something different to watch.
Currently watching: Superstore on Netflix, recommended to me by a friend.
Currently reading: Frontier by Grace Curtis. Keeping with the dystopian themes I love so much; we follow a stranger who's fallen down to Earth in search of (what I assume is) their romantic interest/partner (because it's apparently a romance). The people of Earth now worship the planet itself, which is interesting as some phrases concerning hell have been replaced with space and phrases concerning god have been replaced with goddess (Mother Earth, fuck yeah, god is a woman). It's been interesting so far, but it feels like a story I'd prefer experiencing as a game.
Currently consuming: Tea.
Currently craving: Cinnamon buns tbh.
I tag anyone who wants to do this because I'm too nervous to give my mutuals tag notifs :')