inside me there are two lungs. and one liver. one stomach. a few meters of intestine. there's a lot inside me actually
mutual tagged your drawing as "friend art" 39 healed 271 angels gained their wings
tmmys visit to pandora gets me so horrifically bad as someone who was an unstable child forced to hold responsibility over my younger brother, i cannot even begin to try to figure out how to visualize the fucking terror in a way that makes sense.
(Gets kinda heavy so read with caution)
Whenever i get reminded of that scene all i can think about is being like 11 and crying so hard i threw up when he was being a menace and i couldn't stop thinking about how much i wanted to hurt him.
He would regularly mess with me to the point it triggered a panic attack. My fight or flight would go off so hard that i couldn't speak or recognize anything happening around me, it would often also make me really aggressive and ig he found that entertaining.
Guess it really messed with me cuz i still can't get angry without shutting down from fear/adrenaline, best way i can describe the feeling is to imagine being a wild rabbit that's been picked up and knowing you will die if you can't claw yourself out of the hands.
Streets are saying dream is finally defending himself
I HAVE BEEN WAITING SINCE 2020
Should i doodle the various occasions/reasons my partner has accused me of being "cdream coded"?
The Dream Team cats!!! :D (these little babies are so cute to draw ๐๐ซถ๐ผ)
Eret told us what the original lore finale was going to be. Her and Foolish were going to fight DreamXD, not in the End but on XDโs watch. It was going to be revealed that the whole server-reset thing was a cycle and that it had already happened possibly thousands of times before. There would have been hints to different relationships cEret had with others characters that were going to be explored more in-depth in Volume 2.
This is absolutely insane because
1. So much of his lines up with all my headcanons
2. They were going to go through the End Portal and end up on DreamXDโs watch. What are the implications here? Does the DreamSMP simply not have an End? Is that why he was always so insistent no one go through the portal? Because he didnโt want anyone finding him? Was XDโs realm literally just a portal away this entire time?
Thinking about my younger self and the oddly poetic thoughts i had, still have never met anyone quite as existential as 10yo me
Au where Quackity manages to convince Sam to have Dream in Las Nevadas by installing a tracker on him but that really does jackshit because Dream just runs away and they can't catch up to him
I'm not gonna make a post about c!dream and blurryface by twenty one pilots but I AM gonna leave these here
here to be a creature mostly, might indulge in putting my faves in a box to psychoanalyze them from time to to time
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