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I just had a first date with someone who got upset because he doesn't like my politics. Even though he agrees with the same values and goals. So, because he couldn't effectively debate about his own positions he finally just yelled at me and called me names. Then he kicked me out of his truck in front of my apartment building. 😒 dating at 45 years old feels stupid. No wonder gave up any hope of companionship and intimacy.

Can I really do this? Again? I barely managed it 20 something years ago. Are blind online connections and toys all I have to look forward? I barely walked away from my divorce with any self-confidence. Not to mention my impoverished self-esteem bank.

GAWD!!! I don't know if I can do this. I need to be touched and caressed, cherished and respected, valued and treasured. Loved.

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I long to be seen...

True stories.

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I need this in my life. Maybe some day...