watching people find out about parallel universes rn is so fucking funny π like girl we know ? π
If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.
hate myself so much. Why can't I get into the fucking void state. I literally have been trying for a year or sum thing sometimes I just wanna fucking jump and kms. but in I don't have the guts to do an of that. Everyone else seems to get into the void state so easily. How can I KnOw that I'm gonna wake up in the void state but then I never do?? People say the void is easy. IT ISNT. I can't help but think of when I will actually get in. What's the set day for me? Never? I keep on having deadlines. Those deadlines come, I STILL DONT GET INTO THE VOID. NEVER. I HAVENT BEEN EVEN FUCKING CLOSE. LIKE WHAT THE HELL, PEOPLE are just like ASSUME YOU WILL GET INTO THE VOID in five minutes well I don't know how to FUCKING ASSUME ???? like I'm probably overfuckingcomplicatinf it and I dunno how to stop. im like is this even real anymore? Are we lying? Is the void state real? Honestly I should just give up and have no friends forever because thus shit is so fucking annoying . evrytime I say IM GONNA GET INTO THE VOID TONIGHT!! AND I BELUVE IT. I KNOW I WILL then I dont??? This has been going on for a month? I don't understand. WHY ME. ughhh idk how to even work on my self concept bc every time I do, I just go back. IS IT SO HARD?? I JS WANNA LIVE MY DREAM LIFE. LIKE...π I'm gonna take a break and focus on being happy bc honestly ...
βummmmm ur bra strap is showing :/ β
β calla lily (beauty) β βyouβre so beautiful.β
β aloe (affection, also grief) β βi miss them so much.β
β basil (good wishes) β βi just want the best for you.β
β begonia (beware) β βjust be careful, okay?β
β gardenia (secret love) β βi donβt love you any less just because no one else can see it.β
β red chrysanthemum (i love you) β βi love you. please donβt forget that.β
β red columbine (anxiety) β βcan you hold my hand? please?β
β daffodil (unequaled love) β βno one will ever come close to you.β
β edelweiss (courage, devotion) β βtouch them again and i promise, it will be the last thing you ever do.β
β candytuft (indifference) β βi said that i didnβt care, but i lied.β
β holly (domestic happiness) β βi never want to leave this bed.β
β myrtle (marriage) β βi canβt believe it. weβre really married!β
β oak (strength) β βyouβre stronger than you think.β
β aster (symbol of love, daintiness) β βiβm not fragile, yβknow.β
β arborvitae (unchanging friendship) β βiβll always be here for you, no matter what.β
β blue salvia (i think of you) β βhere. this made me think of you.β
β yarrow (everlasting love) β βi donβt think iβll ever stop loving you.β
This is Money Snake. She only appears every 312 years.Β
If you reblog her picture within the next twenty-five seconds you will have good luck and fortune for the rest of your life.Β
shifting to have a bedroom of my own because i never got to have one in this reality