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I can’t wait to live alone-

I don’t hate you! I promise! There’s just… something missing

Privacy maybe?

Like when I poured my heart into the pages  of notebooks not meant for other’s eyes

but you looked anyway.

Or maybe because I feel guilty for every little thing I enjoy (I tried to tell you once about a show I liked, remember? It started an hour-long lecture about everything bad about the shows I liked) (and the books I liked, and the genres I liked, and-)

(I should have seen it coming, but I was so desperate to share something with you and not be pushed away…)

I can’t wait to live alone-

Not because I won’t miss you! I promise! There’s just… something missing

Freedom maybe?

Like when you got mad at me for putting a blanket over the entrance  to the alcove of my bed to let myself be alone

(You said if I wanted, I could have the room -that I shared with both of my sisters??- to myself, if I asked, instead of my bed -which was mine, mine, mine, or maybe…not mine??- because closing off my bed was unfair. I never did figure out why I couldn’t have my own space in what was supposed to be my own space.)

Or maybe all of the times I try to get together with a friend but you shut it down immediately or just never answer me

(I don’t try as often anymore… even though you always use me not hanging with friends as an excuse not to let my older sister hang with her friends.)

(I just already know what the answer will be.)

Or maybe, if it’s freedom that’s missing I should bring out the fact that I can’t watch a kids movie with a throwaway line about an LGBTQ+ character

But you have made me watch more than one R-rated movie that I wasn’t comfortable with (and also?? what about all of the shows with gay people that I’ve seen with YOU???)

I can’t wait to live alone-

And I don’t hate you, and it’s not because I won’t miss you.  I promise!!

I promise…

But I’m beginning to think that the only thing I can feel

Is bitter

and trapped

and lonely.

(I can’t wait to live alone- or maybe?

I just can’t wait to live without you.)

little fun astro observations ☀️🪐

do not repost, plagiarize, “reword” my observations<3☀️

I’ve noticed Moon in Aries individuals at least once in life have gone through a phase of repression and resentment thus isolating themselves a bit, could’ve struggle with explosive emotions.

Libra risings are one of the most helpful individuals, they love to be convenient even though Virgo risings get the reputation of being helpful, I believe Libra risings never hesitate to help anyone in need <3.

Gemini placements may like getting their nails done or at least want their nails perfect / cut perfectly. (Gemini rules hand)

Gemini placements are prone to being more stressed as it rules the nervous system.

Virgo placements / stellium are most likely to isolate themselves instead of seeking for guidance from others when they’re not in their best.

Venus in 6th / 6th house placements/ Venus in Virgo love baths / showers and just love the feeling of being “clean”, some may struggle with routine if they don’t feel clean.

Mercuries in 8th tend to have very intrusive thoughts and could make them a bit awkward in real life socializing.

Moon square uranus individuals tend to have an attitude towards their mothers. The mother could have also always been on the phone / used technology a lot.

Gemini placements especially Mercuries from what I’ve noticed are always doing a lot at once and so much thoughts go through them they could forget some things.

Leo Venuses are bold usually but when they have a crush they turn a little shy, usually they’ll show you if they want you. I’ve also noticed Leo venuses have a lot of love languages, they’re so generous! They’re very adaptable.

Sagittarius mercuries / Moons have a very beautiful and happy way of communicating from what I’ve seen reading through their texts or listening to them usually brights up people’s mood.

Mercuries in 9th house is a very big know it all placement in my opinion, people with this placement are very savy and knowledgeable and will not let you forget that they’re hella intelligent.

Ironically, I’ve met too many Cancer placements who don’t want a lot of kids or don’t want any at all. (Mars & Especially Venus) Either that or they’ve been wanting kids since young age. This is because Cancer placements truly know how it’s like to have a “family” (Cancer rules 4th house☀️)

Scorpio placements have always been some gossip in a point of their lives. I’ve noticed people always have something to say about these individuals. They could have been accused rumored about in places like schools, etc.

Aquarius risings tend to attract a lot of connections a lot, I’m implying they tend to make a lot of online friends (Rules Uranus = Technology) And for Aquarius moons the same thing but more emotional connections rather than just regular online friends.

Leo risings this is a theory so I may be right or wrong but since it’s descendant it’s in Aquarius they could’ve attracted some romance online?? Maybe some flings / long distance haha pls lmk🥳)

Leo placements look amazing when they take pictures outside especially when the Sun is shining on them, I don’t have to explain much, they’re ruled by the Sun.

Air placements can be the biggest internet trolls in my opinion, they can sometimes (Especially Gemini & Aquarius) argue for no reason online because they get some joy for teasing people😀

(Or any Major Pisces placement) Pisces moons / Risings may be luckier in a way and experience a lot of transformations somewhat like Scorpio do.. This is kind of a theory, but fish represents fertility & happiness & intelligence. It’s no wonder most people with Pisces placements tend to be very intelligent.

I’ve met a lot of Pisces mercuries who like interacting with fun and unique people, it’s just an observation but they don’t like small talk at all.

I’ve met a lot of Aries rising women with short cut bangs and wavyish hair like the amount I’ve met with that combination is crazy & Omg and their noses are beautiful🥳. (And some freckles there and there)

Libra placements may get along with Sagittarian energy well, I’ve realized both of these energies love uplifting people:)

If Gemini placements are paired with Leo or Libra they may like to make their texts / writing style fancy.

One way you can distinguish a Libra rising is by their smile and maybe existen dimples☀️

One way you can distinguish a Scorpio rising is by looking into their eyes and seeing how deep watery and mesmerizing they are, you tend to get lost in their eyes.

Cancer women placement may like showing off their breast / cleaveage a bit.

Pisces placements may love candles / nice odor around. (Pisces placements love sniffing things)

Pisces risings tend to care a lot about aesthetic just how Venusian placements do.

Every Single Capricorn placement women I’ve met had a big bootey, is there an explanation behind this? Not really just wanted to note it.

Capricorn placements love deep things just like Scorpio placements do, they just “understand” each other.

I’ve noted a lot Of Libras and Virgos are drawn to each other.

Since Saturn rules Ink and Venus is Aesthetic. Saturn - Venus individuals may like drawings / sketches prominently or tattos

Pisces placements tend to have bigger teeth from what I’ve noticed. (Prominently the front two)

Capricorn Venuses are in it for the long run so a breakup could really mess with a Capricorn venus more than given credit for, they tend to have a lot of trust issues after a separation.

Aries energy can sometimes be confused for Scorpio energy (both intense)

People tend to look up to Sun in 11th individuals to cheer them up. They tend to have a lot of friends.

Mercury in 10th individuals tend to guide the public eye with information / knowledge. Makes me think of a newspaper person writer.

1st house stellium people tend to go to crisis regarding to who they really are and they tend to camouflage in situations.

Jupiter in Sagittarius individuals tend to be very humorous and tend to be liked easily & travel tends to be prominent to them.

Jupiter in Virgo individuals tend to get stressed easily / a lot tend to complain about school / education. (Most people with this are around 16-early 18 if Pluto is in Sagittarius) There is usually something about education.

Water venuses may love the aesthetic of water or the ocean / beach.

Your placements can tell you the way you manifest especially Jupiter. Jupiter in Sagittarius & Pisces individuals and generally Pisces and Sagittarius placement individuals have a luckier time manifesting. Look at your dominant as well 🪐

Venus Dominant = Money, Love, Luxury

Sun Dominant = Happiness, Self confidence, Creativity

Mercury Dominant= Intelligence, Communication, More memories

Pluto Dominant= Rebirth (Getting rid of negative energy around you, powers, anything you desire

Mars Dominant= Passion, Motivation, Power

Moon Dominant= Wisdom, Intuition, emotional wellbeing

Neptune Dominant= Any dreams can come true, Spiritual guidance, Unexpected Abudance

Saturn Dominant= Stability, Authority & Power, Material desires

Uranus Dominant= Revolution, anything you desire (manifestation is good in Uranus), Psychic insights

Jupiter Dominants= Abundance, Happiness, Wisdom, Money.

I think some of you are missing the point with free Britney. You shouldn't only care because it's Britney Spears. It shouldn't be "oh she's suffered enough publicly so now I'll care". There are estimated 1.5 million people in the US under conservatorships. It's upsetting that people only care about disability justice if it's a celebrity and Britney Spears is by far not the worst case.