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“I’m not everything I want to be, but I’m more than I was, and I’m still learning.”

— Charlotte Eriksson, Everything Changed When I Forgave Myself (via books-n-quotes)

Imitation and Flattery Pt. 2

I’ll try to keep this short because if I write too much, I’ll lose all desire to explore these same themes as fiction which is the current goal, XD.  

So in a previous post, I mentioned that once Gon rescues Killua from Kukuroo Mountain and they go to Heaven’s Arena together, their relationship becomes instantly close and they start to mimic each other, which you can see in all of the reaction shots where they share the panel or have side by side panels.  

And the change in the relationship is lampshaded too:

There’s literally like 100 panels in this arc (4-5 per chapter) that show Gon and Killua’s reactions side by side, starting from this one. Most of the time, they have the same or a similar expression and the composition is also similar.  Sometimes they have different reactions and are deliberately contrasted, which I’ll get into later.

Given what we find out about Killua much further down the line (re: codependency), I’d assumed he was mimicking Gon because he is just SO GRATEFUL to be rescued, but after reading through the arc again I’m not sure that’s really what’s happening.  If anything, I think they trade off being the leader or follower depending on the situation. You can tell who’s the leader, or “protagonist” of the moment, by who’s shown on the right in the panel composition.  That’s because Japanese reads from right to left… 

I took a bunch of screencaps… like probably too many… this is gonna be long (despite my intentions) so, I’ll put it behind a cut: 

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killua in sketches by niuya ✧･ﾟ:*

— Haven’t you ever been on a date, Killua?

Today is my 16th birthday!!🥳🎉🎉

We're on the way to Olive Garden, then to Spirit Halloween at the mall, then off to the "special birthday suprise"(my sister gave it away with her reaction when I guessed)

Anyways, today has been great so far! I woke up to a truly beautiful piece of art on the stairs🤭

My sister drew Killua, theres a cactus, a lunar eclipse, a birthday tornado, what i can only assume is a dinosaur, a turtle, a fish or shark with a missing fin, a frog, and whatever that bat looking thing is.

Today has been good so far. They decorated the dining room with Gravity Falls decorations. So far, I've got 2 gf funko pops and the gravity falls vinyl and, ofc, cash and fift cards

AKDHWIDJAHDJSIWJDNDJSTHIS MADE ME CRYYY THIS IS SO GOODDDDD😭😭

Map the Scars

Fandom: Hunter x Hunter

Pairing: Killugon

Rating: General

Additional Tags: hurt/comfort, au-ish, older characters

A little drabble for huyandere since her request for headcanons got me thinking about them!

In which Gon and Killua are still young but older, now, on Whale Island, and Gon charts Killua’s constellations. Or: both boys have scars. But Killua finds it a little harder to talk about his

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This was so cuteee🥰🥰

Just Kiss Already

For fonbella cos I feel u, friend

Fandom: HxH

Pairing: Killugon

Rating: G

Additional Tags: Aged Up Killugon, Fluff, Background Leopika

Category: Drabble 

This was getting exhausting. If they didn’t do something soon, he was going to crack their skulls together and forcibly shake their brains into self awareness. The fact that he might not physically be able to catch both Gon and Killua, let alone make them aware of that which was so painfully obvious to everybody else, was only adding to Kurapika’s frustration.

Leorio found the whole thing hilarious.

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AAAAAAASAIDHS THIS IS SO SADDD

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Hunter X Hunter Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Gon Freecs/Killua Zoldyck, Gon Freecs & Killua Zoldyck Characters: Gon Freecs, Killua Zoldyck Additional Tags: Child Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Hurt/Comfort, Past Torture Summary:

Set post S1 E25, just after the Zoldyck family arc. Little bit of head canon filler/ fix it fic. Canon compliant violence and discussion of abuse.

‘Killua hisses as he passes over a particularly deep lash, its edges are frayed and it cannot have been made by a regular whip. Gon’s fist clenches around the cloth, and warm water runs out between his fingers. He’s heard of such things in dark corners from cruel people, but never seen them. His next word breaks in two and he sounds far more like the child both of them are supposed to be than either of them ever do.

“Why?” ’

Killua and Gon discuss what happened to him at the Zoldyck mansion.

heyy, hello.

so basically, because summer is upon me, ive gotten in the habit of going to bed at 5 or 6 something in the morning, but hey, at least i get some pretty pictures of the sunrise and the moon, right?? idk if i’ll link the photos, but I might.

been waiting for this kind of question since i started this blog but now that someone has asked idk what to do so

This is a hard question. I’ve read tons of KilluGon fanfics and they’re all amazing, but I usually bookmark those that gave me so much feels so here are some:

OneShots:

Limits

Seven Minutes

Accidents x On x Purpose

Lights Out

On Whale Island

A ‘Need to Know’ Basis

Contact

Stop and Stare

Stupid

Getting to the Point

Smother Me

Report x Card

Date Night

Killua’s Back

Midnight 

Spine

Kiss Me Better

Divide by Zero

ice cold

Unlikely Friendships

Irreversible Darkness

Something Simple

You Do Realize That This Is Pretty Gay Right?

Something More

hundreds of ways to wish a happy birthday

wouldn’t it be nice if we were thinking the same things

Another Day (Another Door)

Four Fifths 

Shot x Glass 

Bring Me Java, Bring Me Joy

then there’s you

Touch x and x Breath

Prodigal and The Prince

one hour

Be my Valentine? 

Better Mornings

Against the Storm

may we meet again

Bindings Unbinding

sunshine eyes x and x starlight soul

Starry x Night

Heart x Beat

To Be x With x You 

If x We x Got x Married

Exploration

In x Experience

The Birds and the Bees

Focused x on x Me

Sugar Rush

Celestial x Cartography

The Bells Are Ringing

Come to Me

The Soulmate Phenomenon

The Adventures of House Husband Killua

Are x You x Ready?

thus, with a kiss, I die

After x Glow

Motor Scooters and Gelato

29 Missed Calls from Killua Zoldyck

We Ain’t Ever Getting Older

Adrenaline

Of Red Roses and Cheap Chocolates

Sleepover x At x Wing’s

Do x You x Love x Me?

The Time is Out of Joint

Tricks of the Trade

Misdemeanors

Bring Me Java, Bring Me Joy

Clearer x Skies

Dating This Entire Time

Series:

The Language of Loneliness

The Little Things

Skinny Jeans and Khaki

Black Butterfly

Two Sides of the Same Coin

One Hundred

StartedXThere, EndedXUp Here 

You call it Luck, but I call it Fate

Pop Culture Prepared Us for This

Carp(e) Diem

After the fourth time

Finally

Arrival

A Flower Named After You

Fire x And x Water

Eyes x and x Ears

If My Heart Was A House

Touch and Taste

The Predatory Wasp

Wrong Cinderella

Just x To Get x High

The Light in Shadows

Mithridatism

Stray 

Years and Years

Learning x and x Earning

Another breathless moment

The Uncertainty of Breath

Is It Okay To Stay By Your Side?

Awakened 

Learning to Fall

Down the Rabbit Hole

Always landing on their feet

Of Dresses and Boarding Schools

Who Do You Like?

Crossfire

Unraveled

Damage x Control 

gon princess carrying killua

First Times

Love is Strange

My Universe

Times Like These

shimmer in your shine 

the hormonal high schooler’s guide to falling in love

Raining Cats x and x Dogs 

Oblivion x And x Light

The Answer

Crush’d

no sugar no cream

it’s damn slippery out there 

Four Walls

Pictures for me

Of Sungods and Moon Children

Hit Me With Your Best Shot

I finally met you

Telling the family

Blue Valentine

Kissed a Girl

No Longer a Puppet?

Anything

What X Love X Is

A Little Wish Can Go A Long Way

Hooked

Held x At x Gunpoint  

Happily Ever Never

A King With No Crown

I’m Not Done With You Yet

To Catch A Shooting Star

Beauty and the Beast 

Falling For You

One Thing At A Time

6 Times Killua Had Cried

Vampire x Hunter

Coloring Between The Lines

Whimsicality

Hooked On You

Zombies, Among Other Things 

The Home We Made

First Times

Freshman And Milkshakes

Last Update: 12/08/16

Hello! I added some of the latest KilluGon fanfictions I found in AO3. Enjoy reading!

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