“slut Era” I Whisper To Myself As I Rot In My Bed, Sick Like A Frail Victorian Child

oficially 1 month since i relapsed

slowly but surely seeing some changes and going back to my skinny self 💓

I treasure our mutualship

do i really want to be a doctor??? bc why the fck its 1am and i'm studying i just want to sleep to wake up skinnier 😭😭

i may have invented girl dinner

i had written a post on sleep and weight loss but now i don't wanna post it cause i feel no one will see it ):

i 💗 zero sugar low cal pudding

apparently i won't get my period anymore 🥹🥹💖💖

it kinda worries me bc i dream of being a mother, but knowing i'm on the right path to being skinny feels so good (i'm not pregnant, there wasn't a chance but i took 2 tests anyways just to be safe lmao)

i met my younger self for coffee today

she asked for a coffee, black, and lit her cigarrete

i asked for a coffee, also black, and vaped

✨️💗🙏🥳👌 # hopecore

🎀 16.10 food log 🎀

• dinner (to break my fast):

strawberry-mango protein ice cream: 85g of frozen mangoes, 83g of frozen strawberries and 20g of white chocolate flavored protein powder (165kcal and 16g of protein)

total: 165kcal and 16g of protein

me coming back to tumblr after recovering has the same energy as a clingy ex texting you after 2 months