Latest Posts by vacant--body - Page 5
me: *is laughing, feeling happy and having a good time*
my mental illness: you have been faking me all this time for attention
me: *immediately shuts down for a week and talks to no one*
Same planet, different realities… (ugurgallen)
The final cut - Pink Floyd
And you still do
There’s A Good Reason There’s Blood On My Hands
I wish you would get out of my mind
Just for awhile
I wish I could kick you out of my bruised heart
To finally breathe
Without feeling the weight of loving you
1. I am so sorry that you’re finding out this way. I wanted to tell all of this to you in person, but I was too scared. 2. When you’re done reading this, I want you to burn it—I don’t want any evidence that I ever wrote something like this. 3. Did you know that the moon is made of debris from a massive collision between two planetoids? Not only did something so beautiful come from a disaster, it was by pure chance. 4.5 billion years ago, two planetoids lost in the massive Solar System found each other, and then destroyed each other, only to create something beautiful. Ten years ago, I met you. 4. I have never known the feeling of being enough; I was always either too much, or not nearly enough. I hope when you think of me, it only brings a smile to your face. I hope I gave you enough of myself that you never regret meeting me. 5. When I was five, I almost drowned, and didn’t go swimming again for three years. When I swam for the first time again, I jumped into the deep end without hesitation. Despite my past, I was reckless with myself, and as my lungs filled with water, and my throat burned from the chlorine, I didn’t regret my actions. Sometimes, you have to jump, even if you run the risk of drowning. This is me jumping.
five lines from a suicide note or a love letter (16/30) by (ds)
Trauma literally changes how our brains function but people are really out here saying “let go of your past” lol
all of these apply💖
Luther: Let's play a game, it's called two truth and a lie. Five you start.
Five: Okay, I have brown eyes, I think Diego is a dick and I assassinated John F. Kennedy.
Luther: C'mon, it's gotta be a little harder than tha-
Diego: His eyes are green.
Luther:
Luther: you did WHAT
I’m hella lonely so reblog/like/ comment if 2 or more apply so we can chat and stuff…
• Ana blog
• Not Pro Ana
• Hella depressed
• Not in school
• 15-18 years old
• Struggles with bingeing
• Relapsed
• Likes Kpop
• LGBTQ+
• Cries like a little bitch on the daily
• Struggles with other mental disorders
• Goal weight around 110 lbs/Lower
• Uses comedy and memes as a coping mechanism (oops)
The original nine: Viva la Pluto
I think, I think one of the worst things about realizing you’ve been abused is the actual realization. Slowly learning what’s normal and what isn’t. Having it smack you in the face that “oh god that wasn’t normal that’s not normal all” and it’s just this horrifying realization
And it gets worse. You remember more trauma. You remember more of the hell they put you through. You wonder how they still think they did nothing wrong?
You doubt. You refuse to doubt. You panic. You become this mess of “is this real” and “I know this is real” and “I don’t want this to be real”
I thought I had found my soulmate, but forgot depression had already claimed me as hers.
She’s an abusive lover I can’t shake.
i think i’d rather just die
Somewhere, in someone’s experience, you are the bad guy
bitch lookin like he straight outta outlast
where’s that video of the naked crackhead literally running the speed of a moving car and I use the term literally literally he was deadass keeping up with the car
#SCREAMING!
they missed each other
The Skype call ringtone noise activates my fight or flight response
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NO MORE CALLING FINN A JANITOR! HE WAS A CADET!
