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Shadow work Sunday
🌞 Episode three 🌞
Whether you've been on this journey for a day or a year, doubting yourself is inevitable.
We all go through it sometimes, questioning whether any of it is real, whether you can actually do it.
What if everyone is lying?
What if it's all a big joke?
What if I can't do it?
What if I'm missing something? A hidden key, an ancient scroll with the secrets of the universe, the missing piece of the puzzle 🧩 that would finally get everything to make perfect sense?
Doubt creeps in, sends you into a spiral, and suddenly you're overwhelmed and exhausted. You're doom scrolling, overconsuming, sliding into every DM and ask box you can find with endless questions that all lead back to the same point:
Can I do this?
The answer is simple, but you refuse to see it. You're preoccupied with everyone else's journeys and success stories that you've neglected your own because
You
Are
Scared.
Why? Why are you afraid? What are you afraid of? Success? Failure? Yourself?
The truth is, you lack confidence in your own powers. You don't have to believe in anything! Not God, not the universe, not even the law itself, but you have to believe in yourself.
You have to trust yourself.
The reason you don't is because you were made to feel small and insignificant most of your life. You were told you were too young to know what you want, too immature to know what you're doing, too childish to make up your mind. You couldn't make your own decisions and now you don't trust yourself to decide and follow through.
So here's your shadow work prompt for the week, grab a pen and a paper and get to it.
When was the first time you were made to feel small?
Who decided that you were not good enough, smart enough, dedicated enough to pursue what you desire?
Why do you keep that assumption alive? Does it serve you? Does it protect you? Or is it simply the only truth you've ever known?
How can you start trusting yourself today? What small act can you start implementing daily that would prove your own powers to you?
This is your reality. You decide. So start deciding in your favour, or continue being a victim of your circumstances.
Some affirmations that could help you:
I am confident in my own powers
I trust myself infinitely
I believe in myself
I know that I'm capable of getting whatever I want
I owe it to myself to give my all to this journey
I know I can do anything I put my mind to
I am worthy and deserving of my desires
I recognise my own power and influence
If you want more shadow work prompts that delve deeper into your psyche, check out this beginners shadow work journal, or this intermediate one.
Happy manifesting ❤️
"The Forest"
An illustration I painted and turned into an animated gif. This was very tedious but I like how it turned out.
Maneater - Nelly Furtado
Promiscuous - Nelly Furtado
Gimme more - Britney Spears
More than a woman - Aaliyah
We need a resolution - Aaliyah
Can't get you out of my head - Kylie Minogue
Oh - Ciara
Goodies - Ciara
Obsessed - Mariah Carey
loass things i think you should know that makes things easier
“DARE TO ASSUME” + JUST HAVE FAITH: just accept/assume what you want as easily as you effortlessly assume negative things. just do it. most of the time people are thinking about the 'perfect way' to imagine or manifest. they look for the 'perfect technique' when theres no such thing. just dare to assume it is yours now! when it is assumed, have faith in that assumption. just decide its done no matter what you see. whatever you assume and persist in will harden into a fact right? once youve assumed it true, go about your 3d life having faith in imagination. know that your desires exist already since creation is finished so theres no way that it's "impossible to manifest". just surrender yourself to faith. just trust the law. you have been applying the law since you were born without knowing. now that you understand the law, just allow yourself to have faith in it. it cannot fail. you assume something to be true and continue being that version of you in imagination aka persisting = manifestation. thats the law. if fears, anxiety, or negative thoughts come, "dare to assume" they have no affect on you, because by default they dont either way. "dare to assume its yours because you are always the operant power who choses how life goes. it gets to a point when youre tired of going back and forth with “i have it” to “no i dont”. it all comes down to faith. you should have faith in yourself and the law especially since the five senses you use to interact with the 3d are all limited and you cant see everything that goes on in the 3d. thats why it makes sense to assume something and stick with it regardless of the 3d. when will you realize that a version of you who has your desires already exists, so just surrender to the version of you who has it already in imagination. stop limiting yourself because of “fears” and just say yes to imagination.
so, i dont give a fuck about what negative thoughts or anxiety you have, just assume its done. its too easy but you overcomplicate it. once assumed, have faith and persist because this is called the law of assumption after all.
THE 3D FOLLOWS, IT DOES NOT PRECEDE: the 3d does not have a mind of its own. its only job is to reflect imagination so who ever you are being imagination, it copies. im sure youve heard the phrase “signs follow, they do not precede” which means signs do not come before your manifestation. they are there (if your limited senses can see it) because that is who you are assuming to be in imagination so it follows that (signs arent important either way so dont spend time searching for them and focusing on them when you should be focused on already being at your end goal which is already having ur desire). similarly with the 3d, the 3d literally only follows you so for it to change or show you something you want, you have to change self/imagination. the 3d literally obeys imagination so expecting it to change without changing self doesnt make sense. if you find yourself getting angry w the 3d, remind yourself “the 3d follows, it does not precede”. it cannot move on its own without your permission because you are the operant power. knowing this should send you straight into being the change you want to see and depend on limitless imagination only.
this also helps with accepting you are the only source of power and helps stop yourself from validating and depending on the 3d. when you know the 3d depends on you to change, you no depend on the 3d to show you your desire. you no longer crave seeing change from it, rather you be the change.
YOU WANT THE FEELING: im not even gonna say you dont want it in the 3d because of course your human self wants the physical experience. but you have to know that the feeling (the knowing, not emotions), dictate how you feel about it in the 3d. for example, read this and realize that even if you physically manifest your desire, if you dont feel / know that it is truly yours (aka if you arent fulfilled), it can lead you to get insecure and assume negative. an example is when someone manifests their sp but they still assume that their sp will get tired of them and wouldnt love them for long. this person was not feeling fulfilled (knowing) that they were in a committed and loving relationship which is why even with physical proof of the relationship, they still felt that it wouldnt last. you want the feeling of being loved, of having financial freedom, of feeling confident in your body, and then the physical manifestation of it is a cherry on top. you see how that if you lack the knowing (feeling) of your desire, you can allow bad assumptions to overconsume you and even ruin the fun experience of physically experiencing it in the 3d because you arent even sure of really having it (another example of how who you are in imagination = everything else).
focus on that inner fulfillment next time you imagine something. are you satisfying yourself and returning to the state to the point where you can accept it and know its truly done?
ENJOY YOURSELF: actually imagine to enjoy yourself. what do you want to experience? forget about trying to manifest that sp or money, what do you actually want to experience with that desire? whatever you truly want, imagine it for your own enjoyment and once imagined, it is experienced. manifesting is literally supposed to be fun so imagine for fun, do your techniques for fun and by law, it will reflect either way. realize that imagination can take you anywhere at anytime. you can imagine anything you want so imagine to the point where you dont desire that thing anymore because you know it is yours in limitless imagination. this is fulfillment: you realize you are experiencing it now as limitless self and you are doing it for your own enjoyment. thats leaving the 3d alone and not depending on it for validation and thats the best part of satisfying yourself in imagination.
i say this because ive realized that when i used to imagine something and do techniques, it would feel like im forcing myself to do it and then i dont even actually enjoy myself and enjoy whatever i imagine. figure out specifically what it is you want and imagine it any way you want. chase that satisfaction.
YOU EXPERIENCE IT INSTANTLY: when you imagine something, you experience it right away. it is experienced in the present always! if i imagine myself holding $1000, i really am holding $1000 in that moment. this is because you are consciousness simply being aware of whatever. once you are aware of something in imagination, it really has been experienced already. once imagined, it really happened! if you think this is not true its because you limit yourself to the dead, neutral 3d and think that the 3d is the only 'real' thing. this is not true especially since the 3d is a reflection of who you are being or who you assume to be in imagination, meaning that imagination is everywhere and is the 3d. as the operant power, you have full control over everything (over what manifests or not, etc). so even though you really experienced something in imagination instantly, you can assume it is true or not. you are the only source of power that can choose to identify with what you wants and has full control over whether or not something will be true in your reality. stop waiting for the 3d to change in order to “accept” it. stop being a slave to the 3d when you are the one who controls it in the first place. you can experience it instantly right now so why wait for the 3d to do that?
literally imagination is the source, yes? its the source because it always is molding the 3d (since they are connected) so hearing that once you imagine something, you experienced it instantly, should give you the confidence to know you really do have your desire already since it has already been experienced in imagination. nothing in the 3d can change until you change self (imagination) so imagination/self is powerful which is why you are powerful because you = imagination/self. thats literally why you have the ability to manifest in the first place. all there is to do is persist by living 3d life knowing/assuming/identifying as that version of you who has it already.
kisses, jani ☆
i love ignoring things….. people…. problems …. responsibilities……feelings…..
I'm backkk 🤩. My results will be posted soon!
Gonna start challenging myself and taking shifting more seriously. I am planning on taking a month off on all my social media platforms. I want to try to reduce my screen time and focus more on my myself and my journey. I will be focusing on meditation, shifting, positive vibes, shadow work, etc.
I am in complete control of my shifting journey, and every day, I align myself closer to my Desired Reality. I trust the process of shifting and embrace the changes it brings. My mind is open and receptive to new experiences and realities, and I release any doubts, confidently stepping into my Desired Reality. With each attempt, I grow stronger and more connected to my dr self. I am grateful for the lessons and opportunities that shifting brings, and I attract positive energy and manifestations into my shifting journey. I am deserving of the reality I desire, and I am actively creating it. I am patient with myself and trust that I am exactly where I need to be.
(im warning you, I'll know if you dont.)
You are stuck in a loop, you know? You will probably read this and say "oh, yeah, you're right" and keep scrolling. You've been in this damn loop for months,
Wake up.
Damn your reality.
Spend your day on tumblr.
Get motivated for 5 minutes.
Go back to being depressed.
When the night comes back, sleep instead of the void state
Wake up again.
YOU NEED TO FINISH THIS. FINISH IT. STOP SCROLLING. TONIGHT YOU WILL SWITCH INTO THE REALITY YOU WANT.