just a tired student who want some money
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drawing myself :))
Am I the only one who feels tired when I wake up in the morning but energetic at night?
Like– my sleep schedule is so fucked up
Can we agree that Zenin is a horrible familly to grow up? Like every single one of their kid ends up batshit crazy or just has a LOT of problem
That being said, what if Suguru was taken by the Zenin clan when he was a child?
HEAR ME OUT--- The Curse Spirit Manipulation was almost the same as the Ten Shadows, only there was no limit. You're telling me that Zenin won't immediately takes interest for Suguru with his powerful curse technique?
Hah.
So, this is my very own Zenin Suguru AU! (Inspired by that one fanfic that I forgot the name, but goddamn! I love their work even though it's only have like 2-3 chapter)
- As we know, Suguru grew up in a non-sorcerer family. He grew up in a village where everyone knew everyone. So, the news that the son of the Getou family can saw invisible things? The news quickly reached everyone's ears.
- And as we know, the years Getou born and lives is not the most open minded. They are still a bit traditional, still at the beginning of the modern era and where a very few people are starting to talk (at least in my place)
- Suguru, five or so years old, suddenly find himself alone. His friends avoided him, people whispered behind his back, and his parents looked at him strangely.
- Suguru knows something wrong, and it has to do with himself. And it didn't takes long for him to find out.
- So he pretends, and how great he is.
- Long story short, he and his family decided to go to Tokyo, or Kyoto, whatever you like, for a vacation.
- But really, it just them having a vacation. Suguru? He just roam the street until he get lost.
- Maybe not his smartest decision, but give him a break, he a kid.
- The surrounding area looks unguarded, empty and abandoned. In one of the buildings, Suguru could feel something strange.
- Suddenly, the sound of a child screaming came from the building, asking for help.
- Always the helper, Suguru immediately ran towards the building and voila, not a child there but a curse that could imitate the voice of its previous victim.
- A fight broke out, yadayada, Suguru win of course.
- But, just as Suguru finally consumed the curse and actually took a breath, a voice echoed in the now completely damaged room.
- "My, my, my, who do we have here?"
I might make part 2 (and a comic if I have the energy and skil), but lets just leave it here.
Let me know your thought! :)
Cursed Spirit Manipulation isn't just that? What if there's more of it?
First of all, credit to The Phantom Guardian on AO3 for the idea, love their fanfic tbh. If you haven't read it, what are you doing?!
So. back to my headcannons. I love how in the fanfic Suguru able to use the curses technique but what if it's more then just the technique?
rainbow dragon have durable skin for example. what if suguru able to use it too?
a curse has wings? has a horn? a tail? multiple eyes?
boy do this baby will have so much existensial crisis
Now imagine, Suguru, who is still a child (either 8 or 10), suddenly faces a strong curse. how and why? idk.
When he was in despair, his curse energy output doubled and the curse he had already consumed advanced to protect its master.
(My headcannon is when a curse, once Suguru consumes it, it will see Suguru as its master but only weaker curses will immediately obey. We will discuss the stronger ones another time)
let say the curse has a acid spit and sharp teeth and horns like you see on movies.
so long story short, Suguru defeat it, consume it, and now wondering what fuck is happening and how will he goes back to normal? can he even go back to normal?
(yeah, but he doesn't know it yet)
scared, he runs and runs and runs. then he hide.
it's take like two or so days to go back to normal.
(don't worry he doesn't bite)
So, my though process as I draw this:
- I want this to be a boy- wait no- a girl? nope-
- i love suit. i think it's cool.
- why is he- she- their(?) expression so......?
- DO I WANT IT TO BE A BOY OR A GIRL?!
- "how do I do shadow?"
- "fuck it, i'm gonna draw from imagination :)" *searching reference from pinterest aggressively *
- you do not want to know how much time i spent trying to draw that freaking smile.
- what if i just give him the power to transform so they can change their gender? is that offensive or--
- i want to draw them as nonbinary but what if i'm wrong and offend someone and my family found this post aND--- *start overthinking and having identity crisis*
- okay HeAR me out. Trans.
- i really want to make this scary and intimidating but it's look like they will drag you from making a bad decision kicking and screaming
- what. with. the. shadow.
- do i post this on tumblr or ig?
- ...do i WANT to?
So yeah, this is my OC. And as you may know, I'm having an identity crisis because of this piece of drawing.
Let me know if you want more of this (or their lore)
My seatmate (let's just call her Ra) is a freaking protagonist.
And I'm not joking.
(Sorry if there any grammer errors or not making any sense, English is not my native language )
For context, Ra is not a popular girl, but also not the quiet kid. She is honestly so kind, literally an angel. Your everyday heroine.
So, one day, one of my friends said that a new student is interested in me. It was the beginning of a new year of junior high school (nine grade), and we just got a new kid.
And let me tell you, he is such a love interest material! Instantly, he became popular, he was smart and athletic. He is your average wattpad boy.
My friend say, he always looks at me when I'm not looking. BUT! Next to me is Ra, and I honestly don't believe he likes me that way. Because I've seen wayyy too many novels and movies like this to believe that crap.
And I was fucking right.
One day, our teacher give us a group project and one group must have 4 people, and he approach me to offer me and Ra to team up with him and his friend.
For the sake of simplicity, let's just call the love interest Fit and the friend Di.
So we meet up at Di house (more like our school so we can go together to Di house because his house is the nearest), and I swear to god I feel like watching some romcom.
They were bickering with each other, Fit always teased Ra, and Ra counter his tease back. I genuinely feel like a third wheel.
And that Ra trip over a rock, and Fit CATCH HER AND THEY STARE AT EACH OTHE RLIKE THEY LOST IN THEIR OWN WORLD!
LIKE AHEM! I'M STILL HERE YOU KNOW?!
And that is how Di found us, with Fit still holding Ra and me looking at them with my mouth hanging open.
Of all genre I can live with, it has to be A ROMANCE NOVEL!!!!