Now That There Is A Option Which Says "ask Me Anything" Here I Am, I Loved Your Poetry (written In English)

What do u derive you inspiration from?

A love so pure and full of longing that I sometimes wonder how it could ever find room in a heart like mine. And a sorrow so deep that I could drown in it by the second. A desire so strong; a thousand kisses would only fuel it further, but could never satisfy it and regret so heavy; I simply cannot bear.

I have met a girl I really like but I'm not sure if I should write her first or wait for her to write first. It's been 2 days since we met :/ what would you do?

I refuse to believe that people really play games like this.

Veganism is simply far too radical to be taken seriously. It is simply in our nature to eat meat and to try to prevent that is just stupid. You can't argue against nature.

1287 chickens, 101 pigs and 6 cows are slaughtered on average every minute, and I'm only referring to Germany's numbers. To put that in perspective, that's 1.8 million chickens, 145,000 pigs and about 9000 cows that lose their lives needlessly every day. For me, this is one of the greatest atrocities in human history and God knows we have not covered ourselves with glory in the past.

But of course, exterminating animals in the millions every day and keeping them in undignified conditions and in a life of captivity until death is kind of a release that one can truly only wish for, is of course in our unchangeable nature as humans. And certainly, not wanting to participate in or supporting this activity is way too "radical to be taken seriously".

>then by all means go for it< so you want me to eat meat? Did I get that right? Just wanting to make sure ;)

I stopped getting upset about things that I can't change a long time ago. This includes, for example, that many people continue to consume huge amounts of meat and thus support a seemingly endless suffering or some idiotic edgelord trying to trigger me on the internet.

If I can stop animal suffering directly, then I will do so. But in your case we probably won't even live in the same country, so any effort would be in vain.

Hey poetry boy what are you up to?

Nightstand

On my nightstand, a part of you remains,

from dawn's first blush to night's quiet plains.

Where I once looked into your eyes,

to start and end each day,

I now find solace in a picture,

in the same loving way.

by Weltenasche.

I don't want to invade your privacy but reading your poetry and blog I can't help myself but feel like you have been through a lot and I find myself in some of your words. Life's been pretty bad lately and I don't feel like it's worth it. I don't want to annoy you but since I feel like we kinda both had it rough .. what keeps you going? I just don't feel like my life holds any meaning anymore

Since we are all different, as are the lives we live, it is difficult to relate my situation to yours or to really give you advice that might help you at this point. Given that you speak of a loss of meaning in your last sentence, I would like to open up a thought that made life more bearable for me.

To me, the thought of a meaningless existence plagued by the individual's need for meaning seems burdensome, and accepting this absurdity and meaninglessness is breaking out of the self-made cage that hates and holds said individual.

What I am trying to say is that your life does not have to have meaning and we as humanity may only have such a strong need for meaning because we cannot bear our own insignificance to the greater whole.

Personally, this thought helped me as it gave me a lot of freedom; Whereas I also know people who would find such a thought confining.

I don't know if I'm the right person to help you in your situation, but if it would help you to talk to me, just drop me a message.

To answer your question about what keeps me going:

A promise I made to someone who meant the world to me.

I have the feeling that you will take your own life in the next 2-3 years because of the world view you have revealed on this blog so far. And I also have the feeling that nobody will miss you because you are a lonely, unlovable person which is further proven by you being alone on christmas.

You had sent me these and other messages on Christmas Eve, and now I could speculate on what this says about you as a person or why, as an anonymous individual on the internet, I seem to play such a significant role in your life that you take the time on such a day to send multiple messages of this nature to me. You could be surrounding yourself with much more positive thoughts and activities on a day like this, yet I will refrain from delving into such reflections. I will not further address these or the other messages, as they are not worth my time.

In that spirit, I wish you joyous holidays with your family or those close to you and hope you have been able to release whatever burdened you with this message.

Our Place

Walking through the powdery snow

I passed a place that I still know;

by heart - like every loving memory

that touched my heart so tenderly;

reminding me of all I miss

and every single endless kiss;

mourning as I went my way

I guess nothing gold can stay.

by Weltenasche.

Love's Unseen Roots

In the garden of our love, we once grew free;

where your roots took hold deep inside of me.

But fate, unkind, veiled you from my eyes to see;

my heart, your grave, forever to be.

by Weltenasche.