I’ve gained.
I suck at staying on track, one minute I’m eating less than 500 cals a day and dropping loads of weight.
Other days I can’t stop eating. What the fuck is wrong with me.
I need to pull it together man.
i need a friend who's dealing with the same shit as me. i need someone who can help keep me on track, and ill do the same for them. i need someone who i can talk to without censoring things because im afraid of them finding out i have an unhealthy relationship with food. i need a real friend.
“No offense but you look more than 100lbs.” “120 pounds?! That’s how much i weigh and I’m a guy!” “Honey maybe you should have a salad instead.” “Oh you should come workout with me!” “You’re going to lose weight and be healthy? Thats a laugh!” “Oh my gosh your cousin is so thin, shes always been so pretty.” “Hey, what’s your friends number?” “Did you gain weight?” “Are you going to eat all that?” “I don’t think that dress would fit you.” “Wait if you have an eating disorder why aren’t you..thin?” “I would let you borrow it, but i just don’t want it to get stretched out.” “We don’t carry your, sizes here.” “Maybe you could try a sport.” “You look fat.”
To never have to hear these.
Straight up hate myself 🥰
So I ate Panda Express today and I felt really guilty about it. Like why can’t I stick to a calorie limit? I’m going to only eat 550kcals and exercise for at least 30 minutes to an hour each day.
entire ed community. prove me wrong
This months choices are next months body.
This months choices are next months body.
This months choices are next months body.
This months choices are next months body.
This months choices are next months body.
This months choices are next months body.
When ur family goes out (so ur home alone)
Its prime purge time
send me meanspo, i need it
My dumbass had breakfast this morning, giving me a total of 300 calories for the day so far, and then we got coffee to celebrate birthday goods. I got a venti pumpkin spice cold brew with sugar free vanilla, and idk how much that is in calories, but we are gonna say like 350 just to be safe. So im at 650 for the day which is above my limit for the day and I want to hecking cry