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i'm alive *sadly*
I start school again, today. It's 2am AND I'M NOT SLEEPING.
The president had a conference yesterday and he removed our mid-term break, every teen in my country is like:
we're sad, i'm sad.
Minecraft and cartoon network kept me alive.
I'm avoiding social contact since I fucked up my self-steem AGAIN.
And I started wondering what will happen if my girlfriend notices me acting weird, she did last time and:(. I don't want to have a mental breakdown and tell her I have an eating disorder. I don't want tu destroy everything again. I want to be okay but I can't even keep myself okay.
(Day 31??? of quarantine: april 14)
Me: -Eats 53 calories more than 400-
My ed: bITCH WTF YOU'RE DOING, THAT IS GONNA AFFECT YOUR WEIGHT LATER, thAT'S WHY YOU STILL IN THAT WEIGHT
Me:
A lot in the ana community: o yEAh cofFee YuM yUm iS my fAvorItE meAl
Me, who doesn't like coffee:
(Please tell me I'm not the only one who don't like coffee):
Me at the dinner of my first day of my vacations realizing that I can't fast because my parents and brothers are in vacations too:
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Yo en la cena de mi primer día de vacaciones dandome cuenta de que no puedo hacer fast porque mis padres y hermanos también están de vacaciones:
Me: -Weigh myself- mOM I GAINED WEIGHT
My mom:
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Yo: -pesandome- maMA SUBÍ DE PESO
Mi mamá: