You,"he said," are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.
— Emilie Autumn
“If it’s meant to be it will come back” i always believed in that until you came back over and over again and kept hurting me over and over again.
“after” makes me think of you, maybe Hardin and Tessa are not meant to be togheter but they try their hardest to make it work. i want to be like that with you, even if it will still hurt me in the end, i wan’t to give everything i have in order to try and make US work.
Today i came home from my vacation
Usually you would run to me for hugs and little belly rubs
But the house was empty
My bed felt empty without you in it
I felt the ghost of you,
Happy to see me back
But it will never be the same again
I miss you alot my little star
Especially on moments like this
I need you more then ever </3
i don’t really know what i’m doing i don’t really have a plan i’m just doing what feels right at the moment and for the rest whatever happens happens as long as it feels right.
“You can’t love someone until you love yourself”
i have never believed in this until i felt it with my own heart , saw it with my own eyes and drowned in this kind of struggle.
Being back in the room where depression lives, it’s a sharp pain and an overwhelming numbness.
How many times can you let the same thing break your heart?
As long as you love it…
At least our paths have crossed.