I Need You - Blog Posts
2nd addition to Tumblr callout posts. I really need to start making a list.
a collection of hilson quotes i found
Hard to find that moment that two become one. Not just one, but intertwined so tightly one can not find a seam.
My mind is at peace under the moonlight.
I find comfort in her, while my thoughts never stop turning in my mind, she dulls the noise of my tornado so all I hear is heartbeat.
My heart beats for her, aches when she's away, hurts when her rays afflicted by clouds and the storms of life, and I can't feel her light bathe my skin.
I wake and look for you.
I go to rest at night, only after I've let you be the last memory I have.
I love you, my moon, my good girl. ♥️🌝
Fragmented I strain to hold myself together.
I try to reach and parts of me fall to the floor. No matter how I try to hold it in, the only way to keep myself together is to hold myself tight.
It hurts to reach, to watch the vulnerable pieces of yourself, the ones you've picked up, dusted off, cut your fingers to hold, slip away, fall to the dark for another.
I reach for your glow.
Not worthy.
Not entitled.
Not out of despair.
I reach because I must, because the first time seeing you was all it took, to invade my head, to spin my thoughts, kicking up parts of me long since dormant.
I reach out of sheer need.
I don't care what happens to me.
She can give and I'll be so blessed. She can choose not to shine upon me and I'll stand, waiting for you.
I know I'm not the best. I know I'm not the kindest. I know I'm not much of anything in this life, but for long as I breathe, keeping my beating heart going in this temporary husk I'm in...... I'll be all I can be for her.
Even in doubt, even when I feel like I'm farther away. Even scared..... I will not give up reaching... I will reach until my arms start to spasm, until my body aches from wait, long since weary...... I will reach.
You never know how much you will feel, until you come across that which stops you in your tracks, not from fear but from sheer mental overload.
You never know how much you love, until you find yourself losing the very thing that kept you grounded.
Don't be afraid to live, don't go through this alone..... That which is painful is often more rewarding.
I really am a very lucky man, to know you like I do.
I need you to be the last thing I taste, your salt drying on my lips, the final drops of your sliding deeper into me.
I need your heartbeat to be the last vibrational sound my ears enjoy as my ear presses into your warm flesh.
I crave the feeling you give... My heart beating faster and harder with every thought of you that slides through me, my blood pumping, muscles filling and straining, my erection aching harder for your energy, seeking your release.
As I sift through the fading remnants of my dreams.... One thing I know... I desire you.
Where I want to be:
-at home
-with you
-home
-in your arms
-at home
-you
-you're home
A redraw of a drawing I made a few years back, the og drawing is up with the redraw on my ig!
I just want to talk to you. I just want to spill my guts to you and for you to hold me and make it better. It’s always been you.
His lap is SO inviting. 🔥
I’d straddle those hips so good.. 🥵
Excuse me while I go write a new smut… 👀
Yall we are cooking!!
And it's not one of the wips I mentioned the other day!
I AM COOKING ON CHAPTER 26!!!
I have just over 1300 words so far! Lord give me the strength to keep this going!
I need you more then ever </3