trk trailer ending with andrew looking over his shoulder into the camera because no one's watching his back while he watches everyone else's.
aaron killing a man with a heavy racquet #exyplayerinmafiadominatedfields
vs
neil setting up not one but two hits throughout the series #mafiosoinexydominatedfields
when they tell you from the start that this is a love story to its blade-dented bone.......
Andrew's humour is so underrated bc how did everyone move on from "is your learning curve a horizontal line" that quickly
The parallels between Oscar Wilde and Neil Josten...
This is such a revealing passage in regards to how Neil views other people and the world in general. He's so compartmentalized he just straight-up won't process information he deems irrelevant to the things he cares about if it takes any extra time or effort.
I think he's probably so hypervigilant that he notices almost everything going on around him at all times but that's way too much information to deal with, especially when reacting and making decisions quickly is a matter of life and death like it often is for him, so he does this. Filters out everything unnecessary so he can focus only on what's most important.
Henry Winter would think he’s superior to people that vape because he smokes cigarettes and that’s the “real way” or something of the sort
Neil Josten lets Andrew's his cigarettes burn to the filter without taking a drag. He hates vegetables. He knows all the places you can shoot a man without killing him. He doodles fox paws on his homework. He's not scared of knives or violence or the yakuza. He is scared of cellphones and therapists and his own reflection. His favourite colour is gray. He got told he couldn't play exy with a bloody nose so he sniffed back the blood until they let him. He doesn't like movies or loud music. He hitchhiked halfway across South Carolina by pretending to be a sociology student. He gets sad when Kevin watches exy without him. He wishes he had his mother's patience instead of his father's temper. He's brilliant at manipulation. He's stupid on purpose. He was every inch a lie but his friends made him into someone real. He doesn't wear a jacket to the roof when it's cold because he knows Andrew's body heat will keep him warm. He thinks the hardest thing he's ever had to do was opening a tub of ice cream after kissing his boyfriend and not like, all the torture he's been through. Nobody is doing it like him
the real question is how has nobody overdosed yet
reading red rising for the first time and tell me why darrow is constantly bringing up how hot his male classmates are
dude you are not subtle
Can bunny hurry up and get killed I can't listen to him anymore
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