—# 🍨 HIGH-SCHOOL GIRLFRIEND

why can’t you hate me? (because i still love you) — kujou sara

pairing: kujou sara/gn!reader (romantic)

category: angst laugh out loud

a little summary: in which kujou sara is tasked with confiscating your vision. and maybe it wouldn’t have been so hard if your eyes looked at her with hate and not love.

note: @xiaophobic giggles sadly

kujou sara does not cry.

she never does, not even when her body hurts from the countless injuries, not even when she overhears the harsh commentary of other generals, not when the almighty shogun scolds her for another failed mission against the resistance.

she does not cry. never.

but now, the shogun’s words ring in her mind — bring me their head or their vision. the choice is yours — and for the first time in her life, she can feel her facade cracking a little bit. she’s crumbling, piece by piece, just by looking at you.

you, oh you, with your dirtied palms and knees roughly hitting the ground in front of her. you, with a knife pressed against your throat by the one that swore that she would protect you. the one that said she would give your life for you in a heartbeat. your face is dirty and the hydro vision glisting at your neck makes her heart hurt. just yet another sign of how the two of you could never work.

“vision hunt decree,” her voice rings, loud and clear. if one would listen closely, they would hear how her voice wares for a second and a split moment of pain flashed through her face, “in the name of the almighty shogun, hand over your vision!”

“same as always,” you breath out. she feels a sting at that comment. she looks into your eyes, her face devoid of any emotions. all she can see is a gentle smile gracing your lips and your eyes soft and looking at her with understanding. she hates this, she hates you and most of all she hates herself.

you still have a chance, she wants to say. you can still come back to our side. you can still go back and stand by my side. i’ll convince her, we’ll tell you you came back to your senses. please.

“the resistance never betrays it’s own,” you whisper, as if knowing what she’s thinking about. “take my vision, sara. don’t make it hurt anymore than it has to.”

there is no place for love on the battlefield. especially not for the traitors.

why can’t you hate me? she wants to scream. why don’t you cry? why aren’t you picking up a fight? her hand shakes a little bit. it cuts your throat just slightly and she panics, her breath hitching.

“i’ll still love you. i don’t blame you,” you say gently. you’re still smiling, she notices. why are you still smiling? it was inevitable. war was full of sacrifices and burned promises.

kujou sara does not cry. but a single tear rolls of her cheek when she hands over your vision to the shogun.

good job, she purrs, satisfied.

she hates herself even more.

extra bc im feeling funky;

the next time she meets you, you somehow look happier, even though your vision is not with you. she wants to hide from you, but a part of her makes her go up to you and meet your eyes.

“excuse me, do i know you?” you ask, tilting your head.

“no. i don’t think you do,” her throat closes up and she feels as if she’s falling.

you don’t remember her.

yoimiya s/o hcs?

— ⚡️ DATING YOIMIYA

includes — yoimiya

warnings — pre 2.0 release

pronouns — they/them

words cannot describe the amount of love and care this girl has in her body for you — like she legitimately thinks you hung the stars and moon in the sky, that’s how much she loves you

^ basically me saying that a relationship with yoimiya is nothing but pure and true love

she loves to drag you around to her favourite spots around inazuma — all of which have open skies with very little people around — so she can set off special fireworks

speaking of fireworks — her favourite one that she’s made, is named after you

yoimiya always recommends buying that one first when talking to guests, and she always describes it as the most beautiful and vibrant one that you can buy (wipes tears from my eyes)

expect to be stared at a lot when you talk — like i said in the first line, yoimiya is absolutely smitten with you and everything you do

all down to the way you speak, the way you laugh, the way you tilt your head when you’re confused, and the way you look up at the fireworks going off in the sky — she’s enchanted by the smallest of things

yoimiya introduces you to everyone she knows — bragging about not only how lucky she is, but also how much you inspire her to continue doing what she’s doing (she credits a lot of her ideas to you!)

overall — yoimiya is a committed and loving partner, who treats you like gold and would do basically anything for you

love and cherish this girl because i guarantee that there will never be a dull moment when she’s around, and she will help you live your life to the fullest

i want a yoimiya >:(

I’ve been loving reading through your toxic traits headcanons. They are great fuel for angst…which leads me to my request, a one-shot like how you did with Jean and her toxic trait if that’s okay.

If you’re up for it I was thinking reader is kokomi’s S/O and they get fed up with her always cancelling plans. (I imagine this is after the vision decree is ended so reader is expecting to spend more time with Kokomi)

Please and thank you so so much.

Synopsis: toxic trait kokomi

Warnings: literally everyone in this fic is toxic, crying, and y/n yells a few times.

Game/ fandom: genshin impact

Character: kokomi

Pronouns for reader: gender neutral/ not mentioned

A/n: hello! Thank you for requesting! I’m really proud of my most recent toxic trait headcanon, so I’m hopeful that more requests will come in like this one. I enjoyed writing it, because mmm… fuel for angst. But, hope you enjoy, and take care of yourself! Eat something if you haven’t today!

The sun shined right in your eyes as you walked across the wooden bridge. ‘I can’t believe she would do this… again.’ You thought. Making your way to the purple tree, and finding the hidden cave behind it you yelled, “kokomi!”

Startling the priestess from her slumber, she quickly looked around until she found your clearly irritated form. “Yes…?” She spoke softly, you wouldn’t be able to hear her if you were maybe a foot away. “You bailed on me again… we were supposed to have brunch together.”

Her face contorted into one of sadness and frustration. “I’m sorry.” She said flipping through a book in front of her. “I just… am running low on energy.” “oh bull shit!” You said interrupting her, and slamming your fist on one of the nearby tables.

“You always say that! And it’s…” water starts to well in your eyes as you speak “it’s getting old. I just missed you furring the war and now you can’t even spare me a minute of your time unless we’re in a situation like this.” You rubbed your eyes, and you could see kokomi sigh.

“I’m sorry, but all of this is… stressful, and you know that. Being… who I am isn’t easy and you know that” she said looking at you, sadness in her eyes. It’s so pitiful that that’s her excuse, and it’s worse that it’s a valid one at that.

You pondered for a moment, the gears in your head clearly turning. “Let’s break up.” You spoke coldly, tears running down your face. “I mean if it’s too stressful haha…” you were full on crying now, and kokomi is no better. Tears running down her face and staining her book below her.

“No… no no I don’t want that.” She said shaking her head, and standing up. “I want to be with you and I’m sorry-“ “stop it. Because I’ve heard you apologize, and make excuses too many times, so… I’m taking a break.” You said walking out of the cave as kokomi stood there, alone, with nothing more than her books. The once peaceful oasis of a cave, has now turned into the last place she wanted to be.

Hey hey~

Can I please request Lisa, Amber and Jean with an artistic gf?

She's usually drawing in her notebook and one day she's leaves it unattended and they got through it and see some drawings of them

I would like to see how these girls would react

lisa, amber and jean with an artistic s/o!

warnings: jean is the only story with reader referred to as a girl, gay panic,

genre: hcs/oneshots/fluff

a/n: hell to the yeah, my first genshin req made my brain release the happy chemicals. you always come up with great stuff when you requests, keep it up!

men, dni.

lisa

you were really protective of your works

so not even lisa gets to see them

yeah, she knows you’re an artist, yeah, she knows you spend hours on your pieces, but she’s never seen a single one.

and lisa respects your boundaries, she has never tried to steal a glance at your artbooks even if they’re in plain sight.

she’s a woman of her word, and if she said she wouldn’t look, she keeps her promise.

but, one saturday morning, lisa had just arrived at the library. still sleepy, she placed her glass of water on top of a stack of books, that stack included your artbook.

she quickly realized her mistake, but before she could yank the glass away, it had already been knocked over.

the librarian scurried to rescue your precious drawings, she could fix the damaged books, but yours she was uncertain. how can she recapture something that was carefully crafted by one hand alone? let alone the hand she loves so dearly? she fell to the ground, your book landing under her body as the water spilled on her desk, and on herself.

lisa looked up, but was immediately struck by worry. what if your book didn’t survive?

she hurried to pick up the book, she checked the front and the back, and without thinking, she opened it to a random page.

before realizing her mistake, she was met with herself. lisa looked in awe at a drawing you had fully colored, of her. it was so detailed she even remembered the day you drew it. you and her were on a date, she laughed away while you had your nose stuck in your book, she now realizes why that was.

you wanted to capture her every feature.

lisa wasn’t sure whether to confront you about this, or keep it a secret and save you the embarrassment.

but, she just loves to tease you…

amber

amber is your… clueless on art friend.

“ah… i have no idea what i should draw.”

“hmm… oh! you could draw those slimes over there!”

“wtf”

but she tries her hardest to support you in your artistic endeavors!

you literally have just been drawing in a field, amber looking over your shoulder, with comfortable silence between you both, and then hilichurls attacked-

you just sat there, focused on how the hand should look while amber burned enemies alive.

ah, to be young and in love <3

amber loves your drawings

if you hid them from her she would wander around wondering “did i do something wrong…?”

your hidden drawing wouldn’t be so hidden anymore though, she desperately wants to find out what the hell you created.

since you’re not a boss in a video game, it was fairly easy to find the drawing.

no traps, no locks, it was just in your backpack. though she had to wait your you

to fall asleep.

don’t call her a creep she’ll be even sadder

though, she forgets about her sadness when she sees your drawing of her.

her heart would flutter, she had to restrain herself from screaming so you wouldn’t wake up.

“GET OUT O- oh, amber.”

she shrieked, you stood there at the bottom of the stairs with a candle, looking unimpressed.

“i-i can explain-“

“explain why you’re in my house at three in the morning?”

“i-“

“for barbatos’s sake-“

let’s just say, you calmed her down from her anxious thoughts about you hating her, and she hugged you while crying, babbling about your drawing of her.

jean

you drew maps for the knights of favonius, intricate maps that went way more in detail then normal maps usually do.

jean is incredibly thankful for all the help you give, and never fails to praise you on your skills.

“wow, (f/n), amazing as always. you even explained the different ground levels for the less informed knights on the side, how many copies did you make again?”

“well… forty five…”

she just wants to pat your head each time you come back with the commissioned maps, you go even farther then you have to, which relaxes jean alot. she finally feels like all the weight of being the acting grand master is off her shoulders.

jean had commissioned three maps for three new knights, but you, the stressed artist you are, had already promised five other commissions to some travelers in liyue, making your schedule… hectic.

“sorry this was on such a short notice, (f/n), i-“

“no problem! here you go-! ah wait that was not for- wait a moment- ah there! here you go, jean! sorry for leaving so soon gottagobye!”

and with that, you ran out the door.

jean just stood there, confused and amazed. she honors your will to take on any task at hand. (this is a weird moment for you to be gay, jean.)

she picked up the three maps, but underneath, was something with a hard cover.

‘huh?’ jean thought to herself, picking it up while placing the requested maps down.

‘did lisa forget her books here again?’

she opened it, and her eyes grew wide.

the book was filled with beautiful sketches, she couldn’t help but keep turning to the other page. she saw a sketch of venti, one of the traveler, even one of diluc.

jean felt a little bad, after all, you work so hard on your maps, you only had time to quickly sketch these out. she needs to get you to take a break once in awhile.

her thought process stopped, though.

she reached a page, filled with sketches of… her.

there was even sketches of her sword.

jean blushed, not something she really does often.

she placed the book down, and decided to sit down for a few minutes…

𝗚𝗜𝗥𝗟𝗙𝗥𝗜𝗘𝗡𝗗 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗗𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗢𝗡𝗦 !

˖˚˳⊹ girlfriend headcanons feat. ayaka : yae : yoimiya : ei : yelan : shinobu : ganyu : eula x fem! reader

˖˚˳⊹ genre: fluff : sprinkle suggestive for good measure : mentions of possessive behavior (not detailed)

girlfriend! ayaka who‘s always sending you cute little letters to your home, since she‘s mostly busy with work herself. <3 makes sure to kiss the letter but not before applying her infamous glittery lipgloss you‘re so fond of. She wouldn‘t admit it but she can be quite a tease sometimes, occasionally scribbling down some lewd things on what she wants you to do to her later that day. <3

girlfriend! yae who‘s always having your back, though her methods can become quite unordinary. Is very into spoiling too, loves buying you small gifts here and there, sometimes making you pick fortune slips because she adores whenever you pick a positive one. The way your expression just lifts up in poor glory is her favorite thing of all times. Could kiss you on the spot, (which she sometimes does of course, is really into pda believe it or not!)

girlfriend! yoimiya who will prepare a huge firework show on every single anniversary, it's a tradition at this point. In all honesty though, since you know she's very creative, it'll never be the same thing and will always have its own tone every anniversary. She's passionate about those things so make sure to support her because yoimiya herself will make sure to support your dreams as well, it's only natural in a relationship in her eyes!

girlfriend! ei who can become a bit possessive at times, you do understand where she's coming from, the way she has lost countless of friends along the way. Please! reassure her that you won't ever leave her side, you're hers and she's yours and nothing will change that. The relationship can become quite emotional, a strong bond will form between you but you wouldn't want it any other way. Ei will accept everything you have, whether it's your good and bad sides, but she expects the same of you.

girlfriend! yelan who tries her best to get you as far away as possible from her work, would never forgive herself if something were to happen to you because of her. She's very playful about it, always teasing you -with her hand only slightly above where you needed it the most- and changing the subject whenever you do want to know more about her job, but soon you'll drop the subject, since it's not okay to pry into other affairs anyways and knowing yelan, she must have a big reason why she isn't telling you everything about her life.

girlfriend! shinobu who slaps itto whenever he proposes you the idea to join his gang. She just doesn't want to share you with the other members, you're hers after all :( ! believe it or not but she's actually very much into pda, just loves to casually hold your hand while the both of you walk around inazuma city, sometimes placing lazy smooches around your wrist if she wants your attention a little bit more. Give her attention she deserves it !! <3

girlfriend! ganyu who's the cutest little bean. <3 honestly, didn't even know the both of you were dating at first, she didn't want to disrespect your boundaries but once you called her your girlfriend she almost melted on the spot, the thought of being your s/o made her skin tingle with electric shocks that were so fucking addicting. Don't be mistaken though, ganyu's trying her best to keep you far away from cloud retainer, always praying she hasn't told you the embarrassing baby stories yet. (she already has but don't tell ganyu.)

girlfriend! eula who's so fucking cute. <3 the way she's getting mad for no reason and that cute little pout on her lips in the process, you could kiss her on the spot, -which you sometimes do-. Your cute and beautiful girlfriend may become extra clingy around you, especially if there aren't lots of people around, she's very open about her feelings and expects the same of you as well. Honesty is a big part in a functioning relationship and Eula really wants this to work between the both of you, you just mean so much to her already. <3

do not! share, copy or repost my work. ✎ ©ANANTARU 2022

epilogue — various.

characters: beidou, hu tao, ningguang, xiao, yanfei & gn!reader

synopsis: a comment on or a conclusion to what has happened. // how it’s like after you’ve left them.

warnings: angst, hints of breaking up, indirect mention of death, insanity (?), slight spoilers for xiao's lore.

genre: angst.

format + word count: headcanons + 0.3k

notes: reader is the one that left. i do not know why, it's just me writing up random scenarios for it :') - reblogs are greatly appreciated !

beidou is tired. she’s tired of grinning through it all and claiming it was fine, that she was okay, that she had moved on. when in reality she hadn't. she ached to hold you again, tell you how much she admired you. she wanted to hear your laugh. she couldn't, though, because you weren’t there anymore.

hu tao is broken. so very broken. all her pieces are scattered, fragmented, and she doesn’t know what to do. she tells herself that it would be alright, that it was going to happen eventually. but it didn't happen in the way that she had imagined. the way you departed and simply forgot about her existence still plays through her mind. she’s losing herself - allowing her mind to contemplate - to worry, to question. but never know why.

ningguang is confused. she didn’t expect it. the sweet smiles and soft hand grazes and gazing into each other’s eyes for just a moment longer. she believed it to be real, to be forever. she did not know it was going to end. but she hadn't seen you in a while - and all she could feel was guilt. though she did nothing wrong.

xiao is lost. he doesn’t know what to feel. he gave his trust to you, and it shattered in the end. he’s wandering, here and beyond - with no sole purpose. the epilogue began to make his karmic debt more excruciating. and he has no idea what to do about it. he is sorry though, that you had to waste your time on him - that he wasted his time on you.

yanfei is puzzled. she attempted to do everything in her power to make it work again. but time cannot be rewinded. the flame could not be rekindled. you left and never came back. so yanfei had to deal with it. life wasn’t always fair.

— © aelatus 2021. please refrain from copying, stealing, or profiting off my works.

Simple things you do that gets their hearts pounding

characters; Kazuha, Thoma, Scaramouche, Ayaka, Kokomi, Hu Tao

Kazuha

His heart goes crazy when you remember his flowery musings. Usually, people would forget his haikus and pass them off as just wierd mutterings, but hearing you tell him that the mountains of liyue reminded you of that one haiku that even he had forgotten weeks ago, made him feel appreciated and more encouraged to make even more haikus, just for you.

Thoma

When you make him food after a hard day's work. You might only think of it as a way to reward him for working all day, but the taste of your cooking every once in a while never fails to make him feel like a child getting his favourite food for lunch. The fact that you had gotten him this giddy feels like a mystery to him. He might as well put a ring on your finger to get your homemade food everyday.

Scaramouche

You always staying calm despite his rough attitude really gets him sometimes. Although you're quite a patient person, you also aren't afraid to talk back when he goes too far. The thought of you being his so-called 'anchor' makes him feel weak, but he knows that it wasn't your intention, and it's that you simply just cared for him. And he's grateful for that. Huh? No he's not blushing...!

Ayaka

The happiness on her face when you bring her trinkets from all around teyvat is visible to anyone in the room. But the moment you leave the Kamisato quarters, her face will redden deliberately by each passing second. These gifts are hard evidence that you constantly thought about her during your journey. This will get her rolling in her bed at night, for sure.

Kokomi

Hearing your soothing voice while you read out her favourite books outloud while she's resting is one of her most favourite moments shared with you. Seeing you do the tedious task of reading just for her makes her very happy indeed. She'd faint out of embarrassment if you ever find out about how obsessed she is with you though.

Hu Tao

She really loves it when you smile, especially when it's because of her. She makes it her daily goal to make you laugh with her giddiness. Whether it'd be jokes or pranks, as long as she gets to hear your melodic laughter, nothing else matters. She just can't get enough of the feeling of her fluttering heart. It's very addicting, she thinks. Just like you. *wink wink*

When you reject them

characters; Scaramouche, Kazuha, Childe, Yoimiya, Hu Tao

;contains a quite a few story spoilers! And a little yandere at Scara's part.

Zhongli, Ganyu and Ayaka were here originally but god idk what flaw i could use against disciplined peeps to get reader to dump them shshhsshs

Scaramouche

Ah. Of course.

This isn't the first time someone had rejected who he truly was. Who in the right mind would love a mere puppet? Maybe he shouldn't have revealed this truth he oh so despises.

He thought, that maybe, you were different, that you'd accept him and his feelings, not as The Balladeer or as the Shogun's prototype, but as Kunikuzushi, the forevermore chalked embodiment with a soul longing for appreciation.

But boy, was he wrong.

"I'm sorry, Kuni-, I mean, Scaramouche. But I simply wish to live in peace with my family." His arms stiffed under your sorrowful gaze as you handed him back the bouquet he bought for you. "And, being with you will prevent me from doing that."

"...I see." He looked away as he somehow heard his heart crack into small pieces.

"D-don't get me wrong!" You flailed your arms in concern, "You're a good person! But, I'm afraid I can't overlook your title as a Harbinger..."

You both had gone silent after. Well what could you say? You can't just apologize for breaking a man's heart. Especially to someone who's already as fragile as he is.

You felt your eyes widen when he slowly started approaching your figure. "What are you-"

You were cut off as he patted your head with a small rare smile upon his features.

"It's okay. Your cautiousness is one of the things I liked about you after all." He retracted his hand as he stepped back, slowly donning his hat once again. "I guess, this is farewell, as Kunikuzushi atleast." You noticed his hand gripped the bouquet tightly as he bowed towards you, before he turned around and started walking away, leaving you under the falling petals of sakuras.

What did he mean by "atleast"?

Kazuha

He slowly writhed in pain as he looked at you interact with Gorou. You both looked terribly down for each other, it was so obvious that you harbored feelings for each other that the whole resistance army ships you both.

He clutches the bamboo flute you had made for him specifically in his hand, reminding himself that not all hope has been lost, especially with the look of adoration you adorned him with as he played the flute during a sunset in Watatsumi Island.

"Y/n." You heard him call out from up the trees as you were making your way towards the camp.

"Oh, Kazuha." You smiled as you waved at him, which he took as signal to jump down in front of you.

"There's something I wanna tell you."

"What a coincidence. Me too!" You laughed a bit, too giddily...he thought. "You can go first though."

"I- uh, no. You can go first." He scratched the back of his neck awkwardly. Could you possibly be...?

"O-oh well, actually..." You put your arms behind your back as your face flushed a bit. Kazuha gulped at your actions. Are you actually gonna...?

"Me and Gorou started dating!" You giggled happily, as he froze in shock, but alas, you didn't notice. "I actually wanted to tell you this quite a bit ago, since you're a close friend of ours, but-"

The rest of your words were tuned out as Kazuha stood completely still, not quite processing your words.

"You guys...are dating...?" He repeated, still not believing.

You stopped your babbling as you looked at him with a raised brow. "Yeah...we are. Are you okay? You don't look too well." You stepped closer to inspect his horrified look.

His doubts and thoughts spiraled as he tried to wrap his head around those words. He couldn't believe it. No way, he can't. He couldn't believe that...

he had lost you to him already. (this isn't really a rejection but i can't hurt my boy like that)

Childe

"Bleeghhhh! You'll never catch me!" Ajax stuck out a tongue as he dodged a snowball you had threw at him. "You always speak way to soon!" You ran behind a rock to dodge one of his throws as you scooped up another batch of snow.

Playing with him, never felt cold. Even in the everlasting cold winters in Schneznaya, simply being in his presence was warm and delightful, almost like a fireplace, haha. Kinda ironic, considering the sudden chill you felt down to the very bottom of your being when he walked past you silently after missing in the forest for 3 days straight.

He changed.

Just what had happened during those 3 days? It all still remains a mystery to you and his neighbourhood.

You frowned as he appeared before you once again, this time wearing an all too familiar uniform. Way proudly. Too proudly.

"Of course, you became a Harbinger. Of course." You sighed, disappointed with his choices. Where was the boy you loved who would always bring hot bread from his home to yours? And who was this man named Childe, in front of your doorstep?

"I-" His smile fell at your expression. "Aren't you proud?" You looked down at your feet as you spoke up, "I...how could i be proud? When you're now affiliated with the Fatui, as one of their lords at that?"

He blinked. Was this because he had stopped playing with you a few years back? "Are you...angry with me joining them?"

You looked at his lightless eyes as you cupped his face with gentle hands. "It's more like...I feel sad."

"About what?"

"It's nothing you have to worry about." You stepped back onto the other side of the doorstep, keeping your silent pleas for him to come back near your heart, long decided to be unsaid. "It's better to not be know, as it'll probably affect your line of work." You smiled as you tried to close the door, but suddenly his hand had stopped it.

"What are you saying?? I came here since I felt that..." He frowned. "That you felt the same way."

"What way? You mean loving you?"

"Yes."

"Childe." You stared at him blankly. "I'm engaged."

And he fell down into misery, yet again.

Yoimiya

"The fireworks are as spectacular as always, Yoimiya." You lifted your gaze to the sky blooming with colorful lights, "It seems you've went after a romantic theme for today." You say as you spotted multiple heart-shaped explosions in the sky.

"Oh, that's- uhmm..." Yoimiya looked down at her feet, with an uncharacteristically shy voice. "It's just..."

"Oya?" You felt your lips tug into a smirk. "Did our Queen of Narukami find herself a little crush? Mind telling me who has the honor of catching the attention of her majesty?"

"Eh???!" Her eyes widened as she felt herself get hotter.

"Pfft, you should really look at yourself right now." You laughed a bit at her sudden shyness.

"D-do you really wanna know who it is?"

You blinked at her demeanour. "Not if you're uncomfortable with it."

"It's fine." She put down her sparklers as she stood up, fully taking the view of the fireworks. "This person...has always been by my side." She started. "They...had always supported me with my passion for fireworks. Even though I failed many times, resulting in some severe burns, they were always the one patching me up, and telling me that I shouldn't give up, even if I didn't plan to, hehe."

You felt your chest tighten as you connected the dots. There's no way she's talking about...

"Hey, Y/n." She turned to you with a smile that mirrors the beauty of the fireworks, "I like you. I really do."

"..."

"I already know...that you like Ayaka, but...!"

"Yoimiya." You halted her words. You felt your mood dampen with the visible hurt in her eyes. "I...only see you as a sister of mine. I don't think i can-" You sighed, not wanting to have to tell her this way. "I don't think i can see you as anything beyond that."

You could only watch as she smiles to herself, and silently cry, knowing she'd never win against an actual princess.

Hu Tao

"Ah-!" You exclaimed as you felt something heavy jump on you from behind.

"Hello, my lovely Y/n!" She giggled as she stuck on to you like a koala, "Nice to see you today!"

You sighed as pried her off from you. "Hu Tao, not now. I'm busy." You heard her huff as she crossed her arms.

"Collecting debts is sooo boring! Why don't you come work at the parlor instead?" She winked at you, as if she just suggested some completely genius. "I'll give you an extra bonus on your pay if you bring new customers, ehe!"

"Stop disrupting my work. Besides, the Tsaritsa has given me enough money already."

"Then why continue working for themmmmm, boo hooo!"

"Hu Tao, just leave me alone. I don't feel like dealing with you today."

She felt a pang in her heart, yet her smile didn't waver. "Oh, come on! Just admit it, you like me being around-"

"No. You're annoying." You stated as you looked towards her. "I seriously don't get why you keep going after me. Can't you go annoy someone else, like Zhongli?"

Her ruby eyes widened at your harsh words. "I-I just wanted to-"

"To cheer me up?" You fixed your position to fully face her. "Being in the Fatui has shown me all the ugly sides of this world. You're only constantly reminding me of my siblings that I'll never see again."

Hu Tao looked down at her feet, knowing fully well that she did nothing but pester you.

"My anger towards you right now may be misplaced, but you'll need to know that I also need space."

"I already know all of that." She spoke up, with a new determined look in her orbs. "It's precisely why I keep insisting you to be with me so you could be happy. You're all alone...and i just wanted to change that."

You frowned at her words, "Why are you trying so hard to-"

"Because I love you!"

Your eyes widened as she gritted her teeth. "I've always loved you!"

"Hu Tao."

"-Ever since that time you found me at Wuwang hill, and helped me move on from my grandfathe-"

"Hu Tao."

She looked up with tears prickling her eyes.

"If I were the same person all those years ago, I would've accepted your confession with no question." You looked down at your own feet this time,

"But unfortunately, I'm not the same as I used to be."

Hello I’ve been thirsting for that sweet sweet content.

I was wondering if you had any relationship headcanons for Eula, Yanfei, and Amber?

Please and thank you

Hello there, dear! I apologize for the long wait, I don't even know why it took me so long to finish this one. Anyway, thank you so much for your request, I had a lot of fun writing for these characters, especially since Yanfei is one of my favorites. Hope you like what I came up with. Have a good day/night and take care! <3

Characters: Eula, Yanfei, Amber

General relationship HCs (GN!reader)

Eula

It took her some time to let you get close to her because she knows how bad her family’s reputation is in Mondstadt but once the two of you got together, you immediately noticed that she’s incredibly loyal und supportive. She’s really glad to have someone like you in her life, although she sometimes struggles to show it.

With that being said, Eula can be a bit reserved sometimes. It’s not that she doesn’t love you; you’re the most important person on earth to her but she just doesn’t know how to express her feelings. Because of her upbringing she has a hard time with opening up, although she definitely makes progress with that after she got into a relationship with you.

One thing she really hates is how people give you the side-eye since you started dating her. It’s one thing if they don’t like her and prefer to keep their distance but it’s a different story when the people of Mondstadt shut you off just because you fell in love with her. She often tells you that she will take vengeance for that, no matter how often you reassure her that you don’t mind their behavior. To her, it’s just not fair that they treat you like this; you have done nothing wrong, and it also makes her quite sad to see how the people avoid you when you’re with her.

Eula would never admit it but she loves cuddles and stuff like that. She isn’t a fan of PDA but when you’re at home, she always finds a way to sneak into your arms. There’s just something about your presence that never fails to calm her down, no matter how hard the day has been, and she finds herself craving that feeling as soon as she heads out the door.

She loves dancing, so she wants to teach you if you don’t already know how to do it. It’s not only about tango (although that’s definitely her favorite); she also loves slow dancing in the late evening, both of you already dressed in your sleepwear and laughing whenever you can’t get the steps right. It’s her favorite thing in the entire world, for sure.

Yanfei

Yanfei is someone who loses herself in her work. Helping people with legal affairs is a matter that’s close to her heart, so she wants to achieve the best results possible which is why she spends a whole lot of time with researching for each case. That doesn’t mean that her work is more important to her than your relationship but it’s quite hard for her to find the right balance.

She has a habit of rambling about different laws, especially when she recently did some research about them, so if you’re not interested in stuff like that you have to ask her to change the topic. She doesn’t get mad about it since she understands that not everyone is interested in laws and stuff like that and she apologizes for the one-sided conversation with a quick peck on the lips most of the time.

For Yanfei, it’s absolutely impossible to sit around and do nothing. Even when she’s not working, she always needs to do something, even if it’s just a stroll around Liyue Harbor, maybe grabbing a snack from one of the many restaurants while having a nice conversation with you. She loves holding your hand while you’re walking; it always makes her feel all warm and fuzzy inside and puts a huge smile on your face when you interlace your fingers with hers. She also doesn’t mind PDA at all, so if you feel like hugging or kissing her when you’re in public there’s no need to hesitate.

Whenever a case makes her upset, she knows that she can count on you to cheer her up again. It’s not hard to tell when she feels sad or angry about a case because it will most likely result in her doing even more research to help her clients as best as possible, so most of the time, you know immediately that she needs some comfort and a break from work, although it isn’t easy to convince her to focus on something else for a while.

Yanfei might often be busy with her job and stuff but she still makes sure that the two of you get to spend enough time together. You can always count on her when you need her, no matter what it is about – Yanfei will do everything to support you as best as she can. She also always encourages you to reach for the stars and never give up on your dreams.

Amber

Amber is probably the most supportive girlfriend you can have. She’s always there for you when you need her and tries everything in her power to help you as best as she can. Of course, she’s quite busy with her duties as a member of the Knights of Favonius but she won’t ever allow herself to neglect you because of that.

She needs someone who looks after her and reminds her to take a break because she often overworks herself and kinda forgets to rest. Her duties are incredibly important to her, so she tends to give her all, especially since she wants to support Jean and the other knights as best as possible. So it’s definitely up to you to make sure that she doesn’t overwork herself, although Amber promises you to take things easier quite frequently.

When it comes to PDA, Amber is a bit shy at first. It’s not that she doesn’t want to show that you’re a couple, it’s more about her being insecure about the whole situation. She isn’t used to showing any kind of affection in public, so in the beginning of your relationship, it definitely flusters her when you take her hand or peck her cheek. However, as the time progresses, Amber gets more and more confident and even initiates kisses herself.

She gifts you your very own Baron bunny to remind you of her and to keep you company whenever she’s gone. She knows that it’s a bit cheesy and she also understands if you don’t like the idea but to her, it’s the perfect way to show that you’re on her mind, even when she can’t be with you all the time.

Amber loves to explore Teyvat with you. Whenever she has some spare time she invites you to long walks around Mondstadt and the surrounding areas. She particularly enjoys having lunch at Starsnatch Cliff because she loves the peaceful and quiet atmosphere up there – and it’s also the perfect spot to take you on a little picnic date since you can really enjoy the moments of togetherness there.

If you’re a knight as well, Amber suggests going on missions together because she feels like the two of you would be a great team. She knows that she can always count on you to have her back and vice versa, so you’re the perfect team for battles and stuff like that.

can i request ganyu x fem fatui!reader please? something like from mutual distrust to lovers 💙 thank you

little gifts

pairing: ganyu x fem! fatui reader

description: ganyu doesn’t trusts you because of the organization you work for, and you share the same feelings, her assumptions cutting the thin line of her ever gaining your trust. over a course of your visit over the months, the two of you came to understand each other

warnings: grammar + spelling mistakes, lowercase writing, angst under tones (?), fluff fluff flUFF

word count: 691

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the first time you were up in the jade chamber you met a certain half-qilin who was quite shy looking, but you were quick to learn she could push your buttons faster than any other civilian of all of liyue.

“lady ningguang will take a minute.” you nodded, standing to the side so the qilin could walk past you with ease. put you sighed when she turned back halfway, looking at the little box resting in your hands.

“can I ask what that is?” even a blind person could see that you were an agent from the fatui by the attire you were dressed in. although you weren’t wearing a mask like all the agents would, your clothes give away your identity very well.

you scoffed, “where I come from, we do not arrive without a little something to where we were invited to.” you couldn’t understand why was she asking you this question, she cannot be serious. everyone jumped to conclusions about your intentions, but in reality, they were all harmless.

you could bet she was thinking you were there by mistake of a debt you tried to demand from the tianquan.

but you could see on her face that your answer didn’t satisfy her enough, so you followed it up, “it is a piece of clothing made from the finest silk of all of teyvat made by the most talented snezhnayan needle-man.” she hummed after you explained then she took off to.

every time you visited you were interrogated by ganyu ( you also learned her name over the course of time ) about your gifts and why did you turn up into the jade chamber again. you always told her, you were here for business with the liyue qixing and little details about the gift you brought.

today was probably the last time you visited the chamber after months. your only quest was to convince and maybe ‘bribe’ ( as the harbingers put it) the tianquan to bend the law here and there for them and to provide them with some necessary paperwork.

“today you brought two gifts, as I see.” and as each interrogation went by, the two of you started to learn more about each other, that’s how you knew that ganyu favored glaze lilies which you were holding in your hand.

“this is my last visit to the palace in the skies, I thought I would bring something to the first person I met here.” your walls slowly crumbled down, all assumptions getting lost in the fog of your mind and heart growing closer to the qilin.

ganyu nervously chuckled before accepting the flowers from your offering hand. “no flower really survives the cold which rules over snezhnaya, and I fell in love with these after the first time you told me about them.” you admitted, wiping your sweating palm in your clothes. you avoided eye contact with ganyu, afraid of what she would make out of your gift to her.

“I… um…” she stuttered, gazing at the flowers in her hands. “I don’t know what to say.” ganyu breathed.

“I wish to see you outside of the chamber, join me for lunch or dinner tomorrow. as a way of saying thank you from yours and my end too or... as a date.” you made a mess of your feelings.

“a date sounds perfect!” ganyu said, a little too loud and excited as she stepped up to you. her hands landed on your shoulders, tip toing up so your faces were right in front of each other just inches away.

she quickly pulled away, muttering an apology for her manners. you assured her she did nothing wrong. “lady y/n, I am ready for our meeting.” you heard the tianquan call out. you looked over your shoulder before looking back at ganyu and leaning in to press a gentle kiss on her rosy cheeks.

“something to make sure you won’t leave me hanging.” you turned on your heels, now the composed and serious fatui agent walked inside the office she knew very well. you could jump out of your skin over ganyu accepting your requests later.