Silk Flower. [ Hu Tao X Reader ]

silk flower. [ hu tao x reader ]

prompt: you've left hu tao for kaedehara kazuha. those around her are concerned with the drastic changes in her personality, yet hu tao doesn't care about anyone's opinions of her besides you. pairing: hu tao x gn!reader cw: angst. death mentions bc it's hu tao but no major character death. wc: ~2.1k words a/n: written SPECIFICALLY for @starglitterz (and also because i really like this idea and haven't written anything for her before). hope u enjoy this when u wake up! im a menace for a 2k word long sabotage, i know

Silk Flower. [ Hu Tao X Reader ]

it's funny what can bring two people together.

zhongli, who despised hu tao, now stands beside her. he serves not as a consultant but rather as a friend. his advice is sage and his words are kind, but sometimes, hu tao wishes he still looked at her with disgust. it would be better than the pity that's in his eyes. he's made it his own agenda to tag along with her on her lunch breaks. besides, if he didn't follow her around, it would mean you were still with her. she'd much rather have you than zhongli.

it's the sixth lunch visit where the awkward situation turns even more suffocating.

"overseer," zhongli speaks up as she turns to head out. she bites back a groan, yet holds her tongue. her gaze moves over to him, once bright eyes dulled with sadness and apathy. "i am planning to go out to lunch with some friends. would you care to join?"

hu tao, ever compliant, can't find it in herself to decline. potential clients, she reminds herself. but, as she sits down at the wanmin restaurant, she can't help but wonder if this is too big of a client. singular. one other person.

did mr. zhongli bring me here just to third wheel? hu tao thinks.

"hi! i'm tartaglia, eleventh of the fatui harbingers," he extends a hand.

previously, hu tao would have taken it and chirped a kind greeting. all business is good business, right? but now, since you've left, hu tao lacks the ambition that once motivated her. instead, she stares down childe.

"didn't you try to destroy liyue?" she asks. zhongli clears his throat. the smile drops from childe's face briefly before he bursts out into laughter.

"don't you run a funeral parlor? it only would have helped your business," childe laughs. zhongli's gaze returns to its typical neutrality and, with nothing else to say, hu tao takes a seat.

xiangling takes their order. she expects hu tao to say something, anything to prank her, yet it never arrives. hu tao remains sullen and quiet. throughout the lunch, zhongli and childe exchange loving glances. even the wonderful tastes of xiangling's cooking can't cover up the bitter flavor of envy in her mouth at the sight of them.

"so, comrade," childe says callously, turning to look at hu tao. "xiangsheng told me you're going through a breakup."

immediately, alarm bells ring in hu tao's head. zhongli takes a sip of his drink as her gaze narrows, flitting between the two men before her. is this... an intervention? by a snezhnayan? a WAR CRIMINAL? hu tao is mildly aghast. if she was feeling like her usual self, she would have applauded zhongli for thinking of a funnier prank than anything she's ever placed upon him. instead, she feels as if she's sitting before two father figures (both a bit unhinged in their own ways, one more glaringly evil than the other). it's weird. it feels... wrong for someone to care about her in this manner.

wasn't that supposed to be your job? she doesn't want the attention of others, just you.

"he wanted me to offer you some advice," childe says. "i am quite experienced in the romantic field, after all."

hu tao doubts that last part.

"but, i have no advice to give! instead, i have a service to offer. we'll both benefit. give me the name of those who have wronged you and i'll personally eliminate them myself! i owe zhongli a favor, so-" childe begins, but zhongli cuts him off with a harsh glare.

"you have broken enough of liyue's laws, childe," he chastises. childe is unperturbed.

"aw, i guess zhongli had to ruin the fun," childe huffs. "but anyways, if you want me to kill your ex-"

"no," hu tao says. she's withdrawing into herself. none of the usual mirth of this conversation gets through to her. instead, she stands up.

"thank you for lunch, but i have to return to work."

she walks away from the two, despite zhongli calling out after her.

---

hu tao doesn't return to work. instead, she walks to the coast of liyue harbor and sits down on the edge of the piers. the scent of the ocean is calming and the bustling noises of trade are familiar to her. here, in this secluded spot, she can be away from the pitying eyes. she knows she's changed. she no longer pranks others. her joyous tunes of poetry no longer erupt from her.

instead, she hums a familiar tune to herself. it's the cadence of the poem she used to tell you all the time.

hu tao has experienced death and loss before, but nothing has ever hurt quite this badly. perhaps it's knowing that she could have kept you if she was more careful that eats away at her. you are all she wants, yet you look at her as if you see through her. the two of you haven't spoken in weeks, yet the pain doesn't ease.

hu tao half-expects a red string to be tied around her finger when she looks down. she knows it would lead her to you. would yours lead to her? probably not. that's why you left her for the other poet, one filled with mystery and intrigue. kaedehara kazuha, a ronin from inazuma. he's valiant, standing up against the raiden shogun at the cost of everything he's known. hu tao stays in one place, performing the same tasks over and over. but him? he can provide you the adventure you always wanted.

hu tao laughs to herself. it's short and it's sweet and she's a bit embarrassed to have done so, yet she's more embarrassed as to why she laughs.

for the first time since the breakup, the first thing she's found to be funny is the realization that you never really loved her. there's no way. if you loved her, you would be hurting in the same way she is. she's changed and you haven't. you're probably making out with the stupid kazuha dude or whatever while she mopes over you.

it makes the pain within her feel so much worse.

she snaps out of her wallowing thoughts as she hears footsteps on the pier. she straightens her posture and corrects her expression to be one of neutrality as she stares out onto the water. yet, rather than turning away as one usually does when approaching the dead end of the pier that hu tao is sitting on, the footsteps approach her.

"hu tao?" a familiar voice asks. icy adrenaline shoots through hu tao's veins at the realization that the person approaching her is you. hu tao's gaze snaps up to meet yours. you look at her with a furrowed brow. in your eyes is the same pity that she always sees in everyone else's.

she hates it.

"hiya, sweethe- (y/n)." hu tao catches herself. you seem nonplussed by her mistake.

"your consultant... zhongli, was it? he told me you weren't feeling well and disappeared off to some place. he sounded pretty concerned," you say. hu tao wants to scream. zhongli sent you here? she has half a mind to fire him, but if her suspicions about him being an adeptus (or something greater) are true, then she can't afford being smited or whatever it is immortals do when you wrong them.

"aiya, i'm not feeling too well, but no need to worry about me!" hu tao chirps. you fail to see through her forced cheery facade, yet you sit down next to her anyways.

"you're looking rather flushed," you comment. "do you have a fever?"

before hu tao can stop you, you brush her bangs away and lay the back of your palm against her forehead to check. she can feel her face flush with heat at the gesture. your eyes focus on her and hu tao feels the familiar feeling of tears at the back of her eyes. she wants you to touch her like this forever. treat her with the kindness that only feels genuine when it comes from you.

"jeez, tao, you're burning up!" you state. "you shouldn't be out at the pier. c'mon, i'll take you home."

you, never one to take no for an answer, scramble up before tugging on her arm. despite her being just fine to walk and certainly not feverish (just in love, even if you've moved on), you loop her arm around her shoulder, making her lean on you as you walk. she hopes the close proximity doesn't give away the rapid beating of her heart.

"so, how has your day been?" you ask nonchalantly as you guide her back to her home. you know where it is. you've been there hundreds of times before. "besides the sickness, of course."

"mr. zhongli introduced me to one of his friends. quite a weird dude, but hey, new clients are never bad, right? he seems like he'd be easy to prank," hu tao rambles a bit with her words, but you don't seem to mind. instead, you laugh easily.

"is that so? you do love pranks," you muse. no, i love you, hu tao wants to correct, but holds her tongue. "xiangling tells me you haven't been pranking her recently, though."

"oh?" hu tao says, as if it's a surprise. "work always comes first and i have been busy recently, but perhaps a surprise is in store for her."

it's a lie. she knows it, but you don't. there's no point in pranking people, not when her thoughts are constantly plagued with you and the loss of love. in this little moment, she can pretend that the two of you are still together, that this interaction wasn't forced upon her by someone overstepping their boundaries. she yearns for you, yet you no longer want her. silence falls between the two of you after you hum an acknowledgment to your words.

"tao," you begin as you approach her front door. "there's something i need to tell you."

"oh yeah?" hu tao asks, forcing her tone to remain even as she opens up the front door and turns to face you. despite wanting to let you in, a part of her knows better than to extend the invitation. you'd only reject it, after all. you look away from her.

"i'm... sorry. i shouldn't have... left you like that," you say. "it was unfair to you."

hu tao holds her breath. is this what she's been waiting for? for you to come back? but wait, why does it feel so... wrong?

"i realize that um... you deserve better than me," you say. "which is why..."

you trail off. this isn't how this is supposed to go, hu tao thinks, but her throat is dry. she swallows thickly. tears begin to well in her eyes and threaten to spill out as you think over your words.

"hey, don't beat yourself up over such a silly little th-" hu tao begins, but your gaze returns to her with fiery resolution in your eyes.

"i'm leaving with the crux fleet tomorrow. the ship departs tomorrow. you won't have to worry about me anymore. i've made my bed, it's time to lie in it."

hu tao could laugh at your choice of words, but instead, she stares at you with wide eyes. she blinks. leaving..? the crux..?

"it's a hasty decision but... kazuha said that when the time is right, we should get married," you say. hu tao feels as if everything is passing her at too fast of a rate. "so i'm going with him."

"oh. congratulations!" hu tao says. her voice is wobbly. you smile, tears welling up in your own eyes.

"i'm sorry, darling," you say. hu tao feels something in her snap at the pet name. she takes a step back, further into the safety of her house.

"i'm happy for you, (y/n)," hu tao lies. "but please, never call me that again."

the funeral parlor overseer doesn't know what comes over her. she closes the door in your face before you can respond. she lets out a shaky breath as she hears your footsteps as you walk away from the entryway.

leaving... tomorrow... kazuha... married?

a choked sob escapes hu tao. why not her? why him? she doesn't understand and, all alone in the home the two of you once shared, hu tao breaks down sobbing, begging for someone, anyone to change the tides of fate that she cannot.

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3 years ago

Hello I saw your 1k event and I’m like woah (as a newbie genshin writer on tumblr) can I request Aquarius, ganyu, hc scenario and fluff? Tyty

coming to you (hc scenario)

penpal: tysm for requesting! welcome to the genshin writing community btw <3

prompt: aquarius the water-bearer, telepathy soulmate au

pairing/s: ganyu x gn!reader

sypnosis: in which you try to navigate your lover who doesn't know your arrival in liyue harbor.

includes: no angst/just fluff, spoilers to inazuma archon quest (prologue - chapter one), reader is from inazuma, comfort (?)

Hello I Saw Your 1k Event And I’m Like Woah (as A Newbie Genshin Writer On Tumblr) Can I Request Aquarius,

you decided to meet ganyu the moment your homeland made some major changes thanks to the raiden shogun.

as a vision-wielder, you couldn't afford to let the vision hunt decree get their hands on your vision. especially when you heard from your townsfolk that people will forget certain memories and ambition when their visions got taken away.

you prefer to give your soul over your memories of your soulmate.

and so, you immediately contacted your dear friend, thoma, who suggested fleeing from the nation with the help of the crux fleet.

after arranging a deal with beidou, you started packing your things and get ready to go to liyue harbor the next day.

however, your neighbor snitched to the vision hunters about you, causing a few hunters to barge in your home and try to take your vision away hours before you could go to beidou.

one thing led to another, you immediately fled from your home as a vigilante and a now wanted person in the vision hunt decree.

but you could care less if your archon is after you, you could care less if you're considered a criminal, all you care about is to get away from your home and go find your lover, now having a chance to finally meet her without a worry about going back.

you didn't bother telling ganyu about your situation, not wanting to make her worry. it wouldn’t hurt to make this a surprise, right?

your heart skips a beat as you step foot on the boat, listening to your lover's ranting about her duties in your head with a smile on your face. you wondered what she would think if she sees you.

would she gladly let you stay in liyue harbor despite your status in inazuma?

"i'm sure ganyu would let you stay with her," beidou reassured you when you confronted her about your conflicted feelings. "i know her. she's not the type to judge you for something you're not."

the captain's words helped you feel at ease a bit, but the doubt still stands in your head.

it wasn't until you arrived to liyue harbor when the negative thoughts stopped.

"you'll most likely find her by yujing terrace or somewhere in the jade chamber." beidou explains, stopping you from walking out of the boat for a moment. "if you can't find her, go to dihua marsh or ask one of the millelith guards."

and so began your journey in liyue harbor.

it didn't take you too long to find your way to yujing terrace, the moment you stepped foot onto the area, you started looking around, hoping to see someone who you think is ganyu.

"hey uhm," ganyu suddenly speaks up in your head, causing you to flinch in surprise. "i heard what happened to inazuma. are you okay?"

crap, how did she find out so fast?

you aren't sure what to say, afraid of what ganyu would think of you. should you lie to her and give her more reasons to possibly despise you? should you just suck it up and tell her the truth?

"...i'm uh, i'm okay, don't worry." you said in your head reassuringly, looking around your surroundings anxiously as you think about what to say next.

you then let out a sigh in defeat. "i'm in liyue harbor."

that was the last time you heard ganyu.

you began to panic when you couldn't hear her voice after your confession, frantically walking around yujing terrace as you try to call her in your head and ignore the strange looks people gave you. what if she didn't want you here? what if she's hurt?

"why hello dearie," you turn around and spotted an old woman behind you with a gentle smile. "i couldn't help but notice you walking around this area. are you perhaps in need of help?" she asks.

"have you met a woman named ganyu?" you questioned in a rushed tone. "i'm her uhm, soulmate and i came to this city for her, but i don't know where she went and i'm really really worried."

"of course, ganyu's a lovely woman." the old woman said with a chuckle. "she actually went down to feiyun slope hours ago. though, it's been a wh–"

without letting the elder woman finish her sentence, you immediately thanked the woman and run towards the stairs, your heart beating faster as you take a few more steps down. you desperately have never wanted your legs to go faster until now, the thought of meeting your destined other after waiting for so long has never felt so sweet.

you stopped your tracks when you spotted a blue-haired woman in the middle of the bridge near bubu pharmacy, panting from exhaustion.

it couldn't be her, right?

deep down, you knew the exhausted woman who's a few steps away from you. the description of your appearances of the two of you that you gave to each other long ago were similar to the woman's appearance in front of you.

you watched as the woman suddenly looks up at you, her eyes widening as well from seeing you.

"...ganyu," you try calling her in your head. "if you can hear me... please tell me you weren't kidding about having blue hair and horns."

the gasp the woman let out went not unnoticed by you, causing your heart to swarm at your discovery.

"y...y/n?" the woman– no, ganyu– asks, slowly taking a few steps towards you with a disbelief look plastered on her face. "is that you?"

you were standing a few feet from her, but in a blink of an eye, you somehow found yourself running towards her and tackle her with a hug.

everyone who was by the area noticed your encounter, now curious as to what's happening to the infamous secretary of the qixing as they watch you and ganyu wrapping your arms around the other.

"thank rex lapis you're alright." she speaks up as she relaxes from your touch, your heart flutters from the sounds of her beautiful voice. “i was so worried.”

"hello to you too ganyu," you whispered, closing your eyes as you continue to hug your lover with a relieved smile.

"i'm here now."

3 years ago

💓&💖 with Ganyu

Thanks <3

💓- When they first know about their feelings about you

💖- A memory they treasure with you

💓&💖 With Ganyu

Ganyu for the win let’s go

💓 First realizes it when she was napping with you.

You two had been becoming closer and closer, and more often than not Ganyu was really happy to spend time with you, her close friend outside work! You give her Qingxin, always make sure that she’s not overworking, and she feels comfortable around you to rant about her fears. And you listen to her wholeheartedly.

She feels so lucky to have you.

It’s just another day, both of you taking an afternoon nap. But for once, Ganyu woke up earlier than she used to.

And, well, it seems that your body had fell halfway along your nap, your head now on Ganyu’s lap.

Your gentle snores, the way your face held a never seen before peacefulness, the rise and fall of your chest. All of this was enchanting to Ganyu, and she couldn’t help but imprint this sight in her mind.

All of a sudden, there was this thought that passes through her mind.

“I wanna kiss y/n. And cuddle a lot with y/n.”

AHHAH CUE PANIC. She obviously knows about romance stuff but she’s never felt it till now. A shame that you’re not awake to see her cute blushing face now.

Her blushing face, a reflection of the love for you, that has been just realized. No one has seen this face, except for the sun, the clouds, and the big tree that provides shade for the both of you.

Ah, love.

💖 When you carry her to bed

Ganyu overworks we all know that. So just imagine her, working overtime at home on a Friday night, trying to clear her last few documents that need to be signed, checked and cleared.

All while fighting her sleepiness, since she didn’t sleep in the afternoon.

However, as she was about got Qingxin tea for an energy boost, she most definitely did not expect you to sneak up behind her and pick her up, literally.

“Ah, y/n! Put me down, I still have some work to do!”

A smile, a chuckle, and your cheeky tone rang out as you chastised her for working too hard, telling her that she “should really take it easy, besides I need my dose of Ganyu!”

All she could do is to relent to your care, her hands on her face, furiously blushing.

As you cradle her in bed, gently petting her horns, her eyes couldn’t help but slowly close, her eyelids fluttering prettily under the candlelight.

And as you kiss her horns, before moving on to her cheek, she couldn’t help but sigh in bliss, before falling asleep.

She's happy she has you.


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3 years ago

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Reblog this if you will NOT use or support Post+.

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3 years ago

why can’t you hate me? (because i still love you) — kujou sara

Why Can’t You Hate Me? (because I Still Love You) — Kujou Sara

pairing: kujou sara/gn!reader (romantic)

category: angst laugh out loud

a little summary: in which kujou sara is tasked with confiscating your vision. and maybe it wouldn’t have been so hard if your eyes looked at her with hate and not love.

note: @xiaophobic giggles sadly

Why Can’t You Hate Me? (because I Still Love You) — Kujou Sara

kujou sara does not cry.

she never does, not even when her body hurts from the countless injuries, not even when she overhears the harsh commentary of other generals, not when the almighty shogun scolds her for another failed mission against the resistance.

she does not cry. never.

but now, the shogun’s words ring in her mind — bring me their head or their vision. the choice is yours — and for the first time in her life, she can feel her facade cracking a little bit. she’s crumbling, piece by piece, just by looking at you.

you, oh you, with your dirtied palms and knees roughly hitting the ground in front of her. you, with a knife pressed against your throat by the one that swore that she would protect you. the one that said she would give your life for you in a heartbeat. your face is dirty and the hydro vision glisting at your neck makes her heart hurt. just yet another sign of how the two of you could never work.

“vision hunt decree,” her voice rings, loud and clear. if one would listen closely, they would hear how her voice wares for a second and a split moment of pain flashed through her face, “in the name of the almighty shogun, hand over your vision!”

“same as always,” you breath out. she feels a sting at that comment. she looks into your eyes, her face devoid of any emotions. all she can see is a gentle smile gracing your lips and your eyes soft and looking at her with understanding. she hates this, she hates you and most of all she hates herself.

you still have a chance, she wants to say. you can still come back to our side. you can still go back and stand by my side. i’ll convince her, we’ll tell you you came back to your senses. please.

“the resistance never betrays it’s own,” you whisper, as if knowing what she’s thinking about. “take my vision, sara. don’t make it hurt anymore than it has to.”

there is no place for love on the battlefield. especially not for the traitors.

why can’t you hate me? she wants to scream. why don’t you cry? why aren’t you picking up a fight? her hand shakes a little bit. it cuts your throat just slightly and she panics, her breath hitching.

“i’ll still love you. i don’t blame you,” you say gently. you’re still smiling, she notices. why are you still smiling? it was inevitable. war was full of sacrifices and burned promises.

kujou sara does not cry. but a single tear rolls of her cheek when she hands over your vision to the shogun.

good job, she purrs, satisfied.

she hates herself even more.

Why Can’t You Hate Me? (because I Still Love You) — Kujou Sara

extra bc im feeling funky;

the next time she meets you, you somehow look happier, even though your vision is not with you. she wants to hide from you, but a part of her makes her go up to you and meet your eyes.

“excuse me, do i know you?” you ask, tilting your head.

“no. i don’t think you do,” her throat closes up and she feels as if she’s falling.

you don’t remember her.


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3 years ago

May I request headcanons for Hu Tao and an introverted reader (gender-neutral) ..? :)

Of course you can!!

By the way, I got a lot of requests hahaha! I’m very happy about it, but it might take me a few days to get through them, so if I don’t answer yours immediately, just know it’s on the way 😊

HU TAO X INTROVERTED!READER

Tags: fluff

Reader: gender-neutral

Warnings: none

HU TAO

⋆ Hu Tao doesn’t mind her s/o being introverted: she’s not that shy, so if someone needs to be the talker of the two, she can absolutely take on that role.

⋆ However, she understands what it’s like to feel a bit different from everyone else. All her life, she’s had this fascination for death, which is not something most people understand. Sometimes, it even freaks them out.

⋆ But you… You don’t seem to mind it that much. You are fine with her having her own little world, as long as you get to keep yours – and of course she will let you do so!

⋆ She will never force you to do anything you really don’t want to do, but she might tease you gently about your introvertedness or encourage you to get out and socialize a little bit.

⋆ Nonetheless, she does get the concept of social battery, and as soon as she notices you withdrawing from conversations, she will drag you home, wrap you in a blanket and pat your head while feeding you pastries and tea. Who’s her cute introvert? You are her cute introvert.

⋆ Honestly, she might try to get you acquainted with her job. It comes with great benefits, she can take care of promoting the business, and customers don't complain a lot. Haha. She takes a lot of pride in it though, so it would mean the world to her if you took it seriously.

⋆ All in all, great girlfriend who respects your boundaries and can be social for two, while not being too pushy about it - the perfect combo for an introvert!


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2 years ago
Me After Seeing The Harbingers

me after seeing the harbingers

3 years ago

cheering you on | pt.2

order: HOJICHA (ほうじ茶)

warnings: fluff

contents: kujou sara + ayaka + ningguang + cheering them on x gn!reader

a/n: please like/rb/follow if you liked this! we're trying to reach 600 followers now >u<

Cheering You On | Pt.2

KUJOU SARA.

- she brings you a bouquet – not a bright one, but still beautiful nonetheless

- she waits outside the exam hall for you

- she's lowkey nervous ahhh

- gets mentally prepared to comfort you! she brings chocolate in her bag

- "the shogun's general always has to be prepared" that's her excuse. not that she.. y'know.. cares a lot about you or anything...

- once you've walked outside, she intertwines her hands with you and you walk off!!! like in the sunset or something idk ehe yall cute

- she brings you out for a picnic to see the inazuman sunset

- sushi, egg rolls, tea – all your favourite foods! she even brings a little cake

- the rest of the day is just cuddling and watching the sunset and chilling and vibing

- lots of photos :D

- hehee i love her. she's super cool ahh she loves you a lot and she hopes her gesture really made you cheer up!!

KAMISATO AYAKA.

- she waits outside your exam hall for you!!!

- brings you coffee/tea/hot choc, your preference! and a handwritten card with all your friends' names on it

- she takes you back the kamisato estate to have a party and to see your friends

- and have a hotpot competition!!!! with exams over, you could afford to get sick /j

- i think ayaka would give you a present... probably handmade

- ..eh. you tear up XD

- but she's so sweet about it, how could you not tear up? :((

- ayaka brings you to see the stars :"DD stargazing w ayaka!!!

- igfjkdghdjfs its so cute the two of yall are so sweet i love u

NINGGUANG.

- ningguang also waits outside your exam chamber

- she kind of. idk. stares at everyone, looking expensive and all

- everyone kind of oogles her and people ask her for her number

- but then you rush out into her arms and kiss :DDDD then other people are like "what the heck"

- n e ways

- she picks you up in this fancy dancy limo i think

- takes you back to the jade chamber :"))) beidou and ganyu and keqing are there and they celebrate with you!!!

- she brings you presents

- and takes you out for a date <33 yall go to qingyun peak hehe and see the sunset

- OH YEAH ALSO

- end the day w cuddles :D

- you feel really good hehe you love her!!! she makes you feel so happy

Cheering You On | Pt.2

ehe hope yall like this TuT ebg-safe version. like/rb if you liked it!!!

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3 years ago

Tattoos. Fischl x f!reader HCs on her back tattoos

Some fluff to ease up the angst from previous Barbara angst fic

Fischl has.. a tattoo on her back. Which are wings. You’ve noticed it way before you both started dating

But dang, it looks so good it makes you die inside

Especially when she arches her back as she pulls the bow... sexy back muscles anyone?

Please, she has caught you staring at her back tattoos so many times, and whenever she asks states “My champion, explain your insolence of staring at thy Princessin’s back at once!”

Cue you spluttering about how you find her back, especially the body part with her tattoos really hot.

And her blushing and squeaking, so Oz just translates “Mein Fraulein is highly embarrassed but she thanks you for your compliment”

Sometimes when the both of you cuddle in bed, when Fischl becomes Amy, you start tracing her wings, their outline on her back already engraved in your heart after touching it for so long

The first time you did it she was so embarrassed and she stiffened up really badly.

And you were really concerned

“Fischl? Are you alright? I’m sorry if it makes you uncomfortable”, you whispered

“Do it again. Please? It makes me really comfortable and safe,” Fischl whimpered, in one of those moments where she's Amy around you

Since then, gently patting that part of her back is the literal solution to calming her down (besides kissing her senseless ehe)

Fischl knows that her wings are just purely for aesthetic purposes and to simply make her feel good, especially given her Fischl Persona

But you acknowledge it, and including the wings, you don’t ever let her feel like she’s fake for ever being Fischl

She knows that you don’t fully understand, but you don’t ever make fun of her, or scorn or shun her like the others do

In fact, even before Bennett, Barbara, and more, you were the first to reach out

And she slowly fell for you from there.

It wasn’t easy getting to the point where you two were today, so she thanks her lucky stars every night, silently thanking the fact that you came into her life and loved her back.

To Fischl, she may be the one with wings, but you’re the angel with wings who brought her so much happiness and peace she never knew she could have

yay this is my offering to the Fischl simps/mains and for going all angsty on the barbara fic take this fluff and enjoy your week

like really, just take this fluff to heal your soul after that Barbara angst

pls love fischl. Fischl deserves wholesome love and affection.


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3 years ago

Can I request 💚, 💓, and 🎲 with Amber, Hu Tao and Yanfei for your 100 followers event?

💚- When they’re jealous

💓- When they first know about their feelings about you

🎲- random stuff that i will instantly think of

Can I Request 💚, 💓, And 🎲 With Amber, Hu Tao And Yanfei For Your 100 Followers Event?

💚gets all pouty when she’s jealous. Poor baby knows that you think of her as your girlfriend, but she can’t help it, that feeling of jealousy. May throw herself into her Outrider duties to ignore that negative feeling of hers. Do expect her to be more clingy, more kissy, and more cuddly for the next few days though, in order to comfort this poor girl, even if you don’t know what is wrong. Amber just doesn’t want to lose her number 1 supporter of rebuilding the Outrider division. She wants you to be there when she finally does it.

💓She first knew it when you, her friend and fellow competitive glider, beat her in the Annual Gliding competition for a consecutive 3rd time that year. You always loved being with the wind, and had sworn that after beating her, the reigning champion, three times, you would leave Mondstadt and explore the world, and take part in grander gliding competitions in Teyvat, starting with the Annual Liyue Gliding competition that was up next year. She always knew that you would leave, and you would be gliding off, so really, why did she want to beg you to stay?

As tears fell upon her eyes that very night, all the pieces that had slowly assembled, from the very first time you won, crystallized into the very fact that presents in front of her.

She loves you, but now that you’re leaving, who is she to hold you back from your dream?

🎲It’s speculation, but maybe, before her grandfather left, her favourite color was white. In the manga, her ribbon was mainly white, and had more variation in color, and white really suits her! It’s like signifying her innocence, and her pure outlook towards life.

I believed it changed to red ever since her grandfather left, because red was the colour she associated with her grandfather and the Outriders. And the moment she realized that instead of waiting for others’ instructions, she should forge her own path, she received the Pyro vision that we all know she now possesses.

Can I Request 💚, 💓, And 🎲 With Amber, Hu Tao And Yanfei For Your 100 Followers Event?

💚She’s strangely not! I think it stems from the fact that she knows that many people don’t like her in the first place, so to have you, someone who loves her, essentially tells her that, you really do love her and only her, so generally, she’s very chill when it comes to jealousy.

Still though, should someone flirt with you, she’ll instantly be straightforwardly pranking them as much as she can, driving them away. That’s not a good thing though, so do work it out with her, okay? She’s still human, with feelings. She can feel jealous from time to time as well.

💓 answered, here's the link!

🎲 Personally, I feel the reason that Hu Tao pranks others is because she wants attention from others. She reminds me of Usopp from One Piece, who parodied the Boy who Cries Wolf (a/n I should really get back to one piece it’s so good but idk where I am anymore)

Pranking, even if it attracts negative attention and gives her a negative reputation, would at least ensure that when she’s gone, she knows that there will be someone to remember her.

@spookii-does-stuff yes because I love feeding my mutual crumbs

But if you’re her lover, she actually does not prank you that much. She does, just not that frequent, or that seriously. That’s because when it comes to you, you already give her your complete attention, no matter what she is doing. Her heart always beats so fast when you’re around as a result, grateful that there’s someone who unconditionally and willingly loves her for who she is, and the front she puts up.

Can I Request 💚, 💓, And 🎲 With Amber, Hu Tao And Yanfei For Your 100 Followers Event?

💚  Wouldn't outwardly react or show anything. After all, if it happens once in a while or you have directly rejected their advances, then it should be fine.

However, if you didn’t successfully reject your suitor, Yanfei would begin to have doubts on your loyalty to her. If you start spending more time with them for some weird reason, that’s when she starts trying to find out what you’re up to something, not once admitting that she’s jealous. She fears the worst, that you’re cheating on her. This would lead to a fight that will remind her of all the civil cases that she’s faced, and it’ll be the most heartbreaking “case” she’ll ever have to take on. She’s too scared that you will break the fragile pieces of her heart, and she’ll be alone, like how her parents left.

💓- it’s when you two celebrated the Lantern Rite festival together. Back then, despite her knowledge about the law, she wasn’t so sure how to describe the feeling of butterflies around you, or how she was so conscious about your every movement around her. As she was born in the era of peace, while she was aware of the frivolous feeling of love, she had not fully experienced a romantic love, but only the familial love that her parents and the Adepti showered on her.

That night, as you both wrote your wishes on the Mingxiao lantern, she unconsciously wrote her wish while staring at your concentrated face, thinking about your own wish. She wrote:

“I want y/n to be happy.”

It took her a good minute to fully process what she wrote, and her face instantly turned as red as her vision. Her hands stretched out to wipe the wish away, but eventually stopped mid-air.

“I.. I can’t do this. I want y/n to be happy. But it’s just friends, right? Why do I feel like there’s more to it?”

“Hey, Yanfei, what did you wish for?”

“Hmm, nothing much, just something about law again,” she nervously chuckles, grasping at her skirt, trying to still her furiously beating heart. “What about you?”

“I wished for something for someone I fell for, so I can’t tell you, teehee!”

What was this pain? Didn’t she think of you as just a friend?

Deep down, she knew at that split moment. She was in love with you. But now, it seemed that she has no chance.

So lost in her thoughts at that moment, she didn’t notice how you stared at her adoringly, your eyes softening under the light of the lanterns.

“Ahhh, that’s nice! Who is it?”

“Hehe, not telling ya!”

Ah, how love hurts.

🎲- Yanfei has mentioned that should she not be a lawyer, she would be a rapper. But I personally feel that she’ll not be a really good rapper at least immediately, or even after a long while. Yes, Yanfei can speak really, really fast. This I cannot deny, for it is really really hot. Not only does she have to speak fast, she also has to take note of the pitch, the rhythm, and also, creativity. Yanfei strikes me as someone who likes freedom provided that there are rules that ensure such freedom is not excessive or too little, and well, I can’t personally see creativity when it comes to music to her, at the beginning. I feel that though, if she works with Xinyan, who most definitely has musical talent, Yanfei would be able to grow as a rapper, and become better eventually. It takes experience, but for Yanfei, who has always lived in a mostly similar lifestyle so far, I do not see such experience yet, compared to Xiao, Ganyu and Zhongli, who have experienced more events than her.


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3 years ago
And In The End I Could Not Save You.

and in the end I could not save you.

{tw: character death, blood}

she held you close to her, your warmth leaving you. the tears were unstoppable, flowing down her eyes like waterfalls. you smiled weakly and lifted your hand to wipe her tears, though it was in vein as they streamed once more.

“it’s not your fault” you whisper.

how could you say that?

the blood seeping through your wound, now all over her clothes as well, her hands stained red with blood, not only yours but those she had slain to get to you. she was too late to reach you in the end though.

had she been a minute earlier—a second—could she have prevented this?

“please… don’t leave me….” she strained out, her voice weak, cracking, her tears dropping to your cheeks like rainfall.

you promised, you promised you’d always be together.

you promised her eternity.

when your body fell limp, your hand falling, your last breath exhaled. she knew you were gone.

screams and wails of agony came forth from the violet ruler. in their wake, crashes of thunder and lightning struck the ground as she hugged your body to her. wishing—willing—that somehow, some force would give you back.

deep down, she knew that you both could not have eternity together, but she would rather look away from everyone telling her to face the facts.

she would prove to everyone—and you—that she could make eternity real.

she would make it real.


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