One Always Returns To Where One Felt Most Appreciated.

My dad told me "The bastard can't even give you a caress" referring to my f/o 😭😭😭

I FUCKING HATE I HATE I REALLY CAN'T HELP BUT I HATE YOU KILL YOURSELF

no he podido evitar sacar ese sentimiento de odio de todo mi ser y lo detesto tanto, de por sí ya soy una persona amargada ahora sumale estar odiando a alguien constantemente 24/7.

enserio que rabia no poderme cortar porque genuinamente es la única forma en la que me puedo tranquilizar.

I WANT TO SINGI WANT TO SIIIIIIIIIIING, I WANT TO SING PRETTY, I WANT SOMEONE TO WANT TO LISTEN TO ME, I WANT TO MAKE MUSIC I WANTIWANTANQHWJS

I should keep practicing the guitar too

I really hate it, I hate it, I hate it.

Why are you clipping my wings to be happy??? Please, I'm just asking for one, please, I just want to end it.

three years more, three years more, just three years more... five at the most.

I know I can hold them in, no matter how many times I have to cry, I really wish it was just five years.

I will always be afraid of things that can touch me and therefore hurt me, both physically and mentally.

GUYSSJSHSIWSB THIS IS ME, LITERALLY ME :33

Guys send me death threats, I want to see what's your best.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAA *explota*

taco taco, digo, viva México

kinda hate the fact that I am consciously delusional.

like, I would like to gaslight myself to the point that thinking about my f/o is actually a good coping mechanism. But nooo I shoot myself in the head with the "wait, he doesn't exist" and everything crumbles apart and I get more stressed and frustrated and-

Anyway, I want hugs, cuddles, preferably from my f/o.