Sometimes I think I just stay calm just because I know there is a memento mori.
Like, I know that whether I want it or not, what I most long for will happen someday, I'm not lucky enough for it to happen today or tomorrow, but it will happen, I will simply disappear
I want to be called pretty even if I'm not
I want to be called pretty just to feel happy for a second
I want to be called pretty even if it doesn't make me feel anything because it's a lie
I really love when people hang pretty dresses on their bedroom walls so I wanted to do that too ^^
Eeehh dw!!! I was bored on the bus ride, plus you reblog cool stuff <3
waaaaaaa @yumeme04 thanks for the most intense likespam I've maybe ever had ily <333
I've been falling so in love with Ado's vocals lately, it's making me fall in love with singing in itself. ♡
ALSO ADOROZATORUMARY IT'S SO ADORABLE! ! ! ~
Of course I won't want to do anything, of course I'll feel miserable, it sucks to be here.
I think if I gaslight myself into deceiving myself that my husband is actually my real husband all my problems will disappear.
(or at least the loneliness ones)
Heheh I just got a pocket watch to wear as a necklace :33
Btw I was also thinking about redoing the blog theme, probably about Hachiware because I got a little too obsessed with that little creature.
YAAAAYYYAYAYAYYYIPPIEEE <33
Yume i think you are one of my favourite mutuals now
irl relationships are always so fake.
Sure, you can say nice things to me and pretend you care, even waste some time with me.
But that's everything, you're just pretending, you don't care about me and there are more important people than me in your life.
If I were in a room with your real friends you would never choose me.
I hate socializing with irl people.
I hate socializing.
I would like to say yes, it's a joke as I took Yume as the name of my Oc, self insert, persona, whatever you want to call it because I chose randomly any Japanese word
But I would be lying very, very badly; the thing is, if you know Ace Attorney (YES MY F/O IS FROM ACE ATTORNEY) , you know that the characters' names are almost always puns. What inspired me for this non-pun and just the word itself??? Well, I've realized that people who have been very important to me are very likely to dream about me, like- absolutely all of them have dreamed about me more than once. The most interesting was that one of them dreamed about me without having met me, he simply dreamed that he called me by my name and that he was at my side. (Could it have been a coincidence? Yes, but it's definitely a funny one)
That's why I chose literally "dream", so yeah!!1!1! My description is right, you know me from a dream!!!