Of Course I Won't Want To Do Anything, Of Course I'll Feel Miserable, It Sucks To Be Here.

Someone attaching to me scares me so much, even more so if they do it so quickly.

Like, no, you don't know me well yet, you're going to get hurt, I'm going to hurt you, please don't

I don't like to look like a bad person (actually yes I am) by drifting away but I also don't want to hurt someone who is kind.

BEAUTIFUL, GORGEOUS, WONDERFUL, SO PRETTYYYY <333

Feeling cute ft. Tzuvely

Why doesn't anyone talk about how hard it is to relearn something and stay consistent with it? bleeeh TT

Existing in the endless vicious circle of:

Please someone end my suffering right now, no one taught me how to be a human being > Get over it, just keep breathing > Oh actually the mood today doesn't feel so bad > Oh no > Please someone end my suffering right now, no one taught me how to be a human being >

WE'RE SO BACKK CHAT!1!!!!1!1!

(I still want to kms but this time I want to look cool while doing it)

-"I can't love"

-"Aw, Stop being rude to yourself! Everyone can love and empathize!"

-"I can't love or empathize, I can pretend but I really don't feel it"

-"Okay, so imagine the person you love the most leaves your life, wouldn't that make you sad?"

-"No."

And so there are many examples of people trying to humanize me, is it really that hard for people to believe that I just struggle/can't really feel?, Yes, I can cry, but I cry out of simple narcissism, out of simple frustration, for myself.

I don't give a damn if you stop talking to me or if something happens to someone, if it doesn't affect ME per se then I just don't care.

Guys send me death threats, I want to see what's your best.

Yes, please

In the mess of my things I realized that accidentally my melody plushie ended up covered by a blanket (towel) and it seems that she's mimiendo! I couldn't help but edit it because it was so cute! ~~

I give up, I'm crawling back to him.

He has such a unique and intense way of loving me, it could literally even be more intense and make my heart melt; I can't replace it, nor do I intend to. Uwegehsgajejd I have the urge to have him only for myself