Existing in the endless vicious circle of:
Please someone end my suffering right now, no one taught me how to be a human being > Get over it, just keep breathing > Oh actually the mood today doesn't feel so bad > Oh no > Please someone end my suffering right now, no one taught me how to be a human being >
I didn't just spent more than the last hour crying just for today, I spent that time crying for what awaits me in the next months, the next years. I'm tired of repeating to myself "just one more day", isn't every day just one more day?. I just really want to end it all
stalker, where are you?? stalker~~~
I promise I would try to not bite.
Remembering the time when I made P-kun talk about his gf and then I say to him how cute he looked doing it, and he told me that he usually just smiled with his gf and after a few moments I started acting silly and goofy and he started laughing and then I pointed at him and he answered it was just because I did silly things.
It feels nice to make other people laugh who usually don't.
The real reason my ED didn't continue to be active is not because it magically healed.
If it were up to me, I'd probably be a bone by now, but mother always "worries" about me, so I simply had to suppress that way of wanting to destroy me.
And something similar is happening with the fact of sh.
I honestly think I feel like I'm sinking deeper if I don't have a way to get the pain out that my brain is making me feel.
You want to obsess over me, you want to obsess over me, you want to obsess over me so baaaad wooo
One always returns to where one felt most appreciated.
Ammemm errr... Dropping random facts about myself because I want and because I can
I like to sing, I'm not good at it but I like it, just like playing the guitar.
At one time I also tried to play the violin but I got frustrated very quickly and I abandoned it.
I like The Legend of Zelda, in fact when I was little Link was my comfort character.
The colors that stand out the most in my closet are black, pink and a little bit of white.
I think short skirts are pretty cute, and I wear them even though I don't really like my legs, specifically my thighs.
My favorite jacket is a aviator jacket that's actually not that aviator, that I actually took a liking to when I decided that Yume (yes, Yume is my oc's/persona/idk name) was going to have one .
I have no idea how I learned English.
Talking about languages, I would like to learn Japanese.
And I would also like to know things about samurais.
My favorite Pokémon is Mimikyu.
I don't like soda.
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WAWAWAAA QUE LINDAS SE VEEEN <333 tqm Mado 🫂🫂
Me when they start the sentence with "my" when they refer to me
I WANT TO SINGI WANT TO SIIIIIIIIIIING, I WANT TO SING PRETTY, I WANT SOMEONE TO WANT TO LISTEN TO ME, I WANT TO MAKE MUSIC I WANTIWANTANQHWJS
I should keep practicing the guitar too