your blog is relatable ๐
OGMQLDJQO HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO HAVE AN ASK THAT'S NOT FROM A BOT LUV YA/P ANON
Me? Intense? Yes, even bordering on sadistic, so it's preferably better if you don't provoke me.
I will always be afraid of things that can touch me and therefore hurt me, both physically and mentally.
I really love when people hang pretty dresses on their bedroom walls so I wanted to do that too ^^
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Why doesn't anyone talk about how hard it is to relearn something and stay consistent with it? bleeeh TT
I don't want to do anything now, I don't want to do anything tomorrow, I just don't want to do anything, I can't do anything
Bougainvillea photos I stole from my friends
I want to thrift a monitor and cute things
(โ has no money to spend)
Last night I genuinely felt like my heart was being stabbed.
It feels so bad, the feeling lingers and I want it to end.
You lied to me, don't expect me to ask for help again.
-"I can't love"
-"Aw, Stop being rude to yourself! Everyone can love and empathize!"
-"I can't love or empathize, I can pretend but I really don't feel it"
-"Okay, so imagine the person you love the most leaves your life, wouldn't that make you sad?"
-"No."
And so there are many examples of people trying to humanize me, is it really that hard for people to believe that I just struggle/can't really feel?, Yes, I can cry, but I cry out of simple narcissism, out of simple frustration, for myself.
I don't give a damn if you stop talking to me or if something happens to someone, if it doesn't affect ME per se then I just don't care.