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Stanning Stray Kids is a really wholesome experience. Because sure, you get attracted by how cool they are on stage, by their good look, by their powerful dances, by their catchy songs. But then you get to know them, both as a group and individually, and you slowly discover the little things that made you love them even more. It’s like falling in love with a best friend; it’s slow and steady, and it made to last.

Like when you find out how Hyunjin likes to read, and how he cries easily watching a film, and you fall for how emotionally sensitive he is as a person. When you discover how Seungmin silently hold his friend’s hand when they cry, but also how he annoys people with his weird noises, and you fall for how human he is. When you hear that Woojin will silently listen to the kid’s story at night even when he’s tired, and how he scolds them for being unruly, and you fall for how he takes care of boys. When you find out that Jeongin likes the color pink, and has a bunch of cute accessories, and is very blunt to his hyung, and you fall for how despite being so young he is already so steady with how he thinks. When you discover Minho’s weird obsession with his cats, his small laugh, the way he refer to himself in third person, the confident way he carries his affection, and you fall for him for always being true to himself. When you see Changbin’s aegyo and brimming love for his family, the way he softly talk about them with love in his eyes, but also the excitement when he talks about the music he produces, and fall for how he loves so earnestly. When you discover Felix’s naivety, but also how he gives to the boys so generously, how he used to be anxious all the time and that’s why he would always cutely check his pulse, when you discover his endless perseverance; you know you are falling by how you want to protect him. When you look at Jisung, and his quick wit and interesting sense of humor, and then you realise he is so so young. And you notice the way he speak, the depth of his thoughts; the weight that his lyrics carries, and you fall for how mature he is inside. Then you see Bang Chan. Bang Chan and his curls, and his awkward laugh, and his Naruto-running. Bang Chan with his Aussie accent and his never-ending appetite. But also Bang Chan with the eye bags, and his worried self at 5 in the morning, and you fall because you want to be there for him. You want to be there for him, and all the other kids, all the way through to the finish line.

Stanning Stray Kids is a wholesome experience. You see them grow, and grow with them. You see them learn, and learn with them. It is a journey; and it’s slow and we stumble along the way. But hey, it’s gonna be worth it.

Stray Kids' Felix asks me on a date and here's my reaction:

Well... 🙃

WHO ASKS YOU ON A DATE?? AND WHAT IS YOUR REACTION??

chris’ “an omen” in NOT! reblog if you agree

WHEN WILL PEOPLE FUCKING REALIZE THAT

MEN

ALSO

ARE

GIVEN

UNREALISTIC

EXPECTATIONS

DO YOU HAVE ANY FUCKING IDEA

HOW IMPOSSIBLE IT IS

TO LOOK LIKE THIS???

IT’S 100% FUCKING ILLOGICAL TO EXPECT MEN TO HAVE THIS RIPPED SIX-PACK ABS AND BE SKINNY AND HAVE PERFECT SKIN AND FACIAL COMPLEXION!  MEN ALSO EXPERIENCE BEING UNCOMFORTABLE WITH OUR BODIES ALL. THE. FUCKING. TIME.

“because a 16 year old girl who had her first orgasm whilst getting raped, had to watch her 34 year old rapist go free because she had an orgasm.

because when one of my guy friends told me and some friends he got raped by a woman when he was 12, a “friend” laughed at him and told him he should be happy he got laid that young.

because my 17 year old friend’s parents let her 14 year old brother roam the streets until 12am, but she has to be home by 10.

Because my brothers girlfriend, told the police she was raped and fell pregnant but the rapist didn’t get jail time as she got an abortion and the ‘evidence’ was gone.

because a guy from my old school was raped by another guy, but because he’s gay, they said it wasn’t considered rape.

because a 19 year old lesbian got raped by a guy, and he didn’t go to prison because he said “he only tried to turn her straight so she would be accepted by her parents”.

because in some cultures, girls (and boys, of course) still get thrown out of the family because somebody sexually assaulted them.

because they’re still teaching girls to walk faster at night instead of teaching boys that they shouldn’t rape.

Because they’re teaching kids that they’re only male rapists and not female rapists too.

because I have to explain why rape makes me mad.“

reblog if ur bi, ur not biphobic, or ur best friend is a beautiful valid bisexual

Reblog if...

… You never sent hate. (Anonymous or not).

… You never insulted something someoned posted.

… You never reblogged something with a rude response.

… You never commented something rude or hurtful publicly.

… You never spread lies about an user.

… You never bullied someone online.

Gay Stays - reblog with your gender, sexuality and bias!

In regards to my last “gay stay” post, turns out everyone in this fandom is Bi/Pan haha. I’d love to work out the stats of it though so please reblog and tag your sexuality and bias!!

REBLOG IF YOU THINK BOYS CAN WEAR MAKEUP

Yep. Actually, am so surprised I always think they are making fun of me.

Reblog this if you are literally suprised when people find you attractive.

Let's dream I guess :)

Giving money away

Hey everyone, I’m giving a thousand away again, I’ll pick a random reblog, i really don’t want this money, it doesn’t make me happy and I’m hoping it’ll make someone else happy

Share the love and I’ll share my money

My uninteresting life

Ok so. No one seems to take my SOS seriously, and I'm sending them not because I want attention, but because I know. I know that some people care about me. And I don't want to bother them with my problems, but at the same time, I feel like if I don't try to reach them for help, I might just do something I might regret. Or not if I do it correctly haha but knowing how clumsy I am, I might just fail at dying too.

Anywaaay. So. Story Time. I got lost in Vietnam, Gone Wrong.

Sorry

I started to battle against depression 10 years ago. I had never been a happy child, my parents were strict and my classmates liked to bully me because I had awesome grades back then. But the real reason is... that there was no reason. I always felt like nobody could love me, as in seriously, and still do. When someone shows affection to me, I cannot not think that they just pretend to like me, and when someone seems to have deeper feelings for me, I can't believe it. When someone says that they find me "beautiful", I can't say thank you. Because I don't think I am. And instead, I reply by playfully asking them if they are blind. Say ut with a bright smile and no one will question it.

That's how I do for everything. Smile and people will be fooled. Say you're ok and smile and people won't try to look further. It works great.

Back to the story, I would say that this lack of confidence + the bullies pretending to like me just to then say that I am too ugly for them + My first love story (ouaahaa ouaahaa yeaaah) being the most chaotic thing e v e r triggered what was always here with me, in a sense.

And now, today. It is getting worse. Since I started university actually. It had had reach some kind of sleepy mode when in high school, but then, I started to live alone, In uni. Don't get me wrong, I like living alone. And the first year everything was alright, I could go to every and each of my classes and clean my studio, run errands and everything. But then, second year. I started to feel more and more tired for nothing. and by the end of the year, I couldn't clean my studio as often as I used to or run errands as often as I used to.

It got even worse in third year, during which I started to get panic crises. I learned to manage them pretty quickly, but still got one during one of my classes one day. Thank you, brain haha

And then. Master year. I had had suicidal thoughts before, but just brushed it off, as I knew it was not a solution.

Or at least that's what I thought.

Today, I am finishing my master, or at least hopefully. And I want to die. I think about it seriously and this time my brain doesn't have any warning signs for me. It ran out of ideas on how to cope with it. Today I am really far from home and from my family and friends. I befriended some people here, but I'm just another one in their long list of acquaintances. I just want to die.

So if you read this and you have a solution, or tips on how to end my life correctly for a clumsy lady, then please, feel free to share it with me.

Thanks in advance,

That fake smiling girl who just wants to die.

To all the lesbians out there : I love you.

And here is Pikachu, well known for his drumming skills.

from now on your tumblr nickname is whatever you get from this sexual identity generator  ☆

CHECK OUT TEETHING ON KICKSTARTER

Son & I have been working so diligently to release this queer graphic novel and it’s finally here. Teething is available for your needed support. Please reblog and spread it around - the more eyes we get, the more likely we can bring this to fruition.

Please do. They deserve recognition !

yes hello this your daily reminder to watch the rain mv

put in the tags where youre from and how many times you kiss ppl on the cheek to greet them…. its for my Research

Might as well try my inexistant luck on this one ~

Korean Studyblr Giveaway!

Hi everyone! To celebrate hitting 2000 followers I’m doing a giveaway in appreciation of all of your support. I’ll be giving away some Korean stuff that hopefully will help you learn, and just spur your interest even more. 

So here’s the deal: there will be two ways to enter. 

Entry 1: Reblog this post (not just like ^^) and follow the blog, easy enough right? This will be 1 entry.  Entry 2: Subscribe to my YouTube channel Burger15 and send a screen cap to my inbox (gotta check some how). Not too hard, right? This will add an additional 2 entries!

The prizes will consist of: 2 Korean webtoon books, 2 bags of Korean snacks, 2 stickers from Burger15, and a small mystery prize! This giveaway will go on for a month, and if there’s enough support maybe there will be another soon. Also as always, new post coming soon!

↖️ Loves And appreciates everything about Lee Jihoon

Reblog if you pronounce Papyrus like “Pa-per-rus”

(Per as in “Percent”)

Reblog this if you pronounce it “Pa-pai-rus” (Pai as in the word “Pie”)

Reblog this if you pronounce it “Pa-pii-rus” (Pii as in the word “Pea”)

This is a social experiment.

Just.... my heart is badly broken... daaaamn :/

reblog if haikyuu s2 ep 5 emotionally damaged you

Just.....Where is he looking at....?

I'd love if it's Chanyeol but I don't think it's possible or is it OMG Too Much Feelings *,*

I point it out now LOL I was too excited on the last submission but the question is still the same, do you see what I see? Or it's just me being super pervert?

No. I can’t.

It just hits me right in the feels all over again. It has been over a MONTH, and Absolute Chanyeol still has this effect on me. It’s just so bittersweet, you can never get over it.

I love this fic with all my heart. It’s as if it seriously just put a huge impact in my life.

I just love this so much. When I saw this fanart, I just cried Niagra Falls. I am such an emotional mess.

Here are the links:

Pt.1 - http://almightyblinger.livejournal.com/9098.html

Pt.2 - http://almightyblinger.livejournal.com/9437.html#cutid1