I Am So Fucking Proud Of Myself

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The external 3D cannot move unless the inner man, the 4d, moves. This is what I would call 'the internal shift'. Internally, in your imagination, you shift to BEING and HAVING whatever you want already, and you stay there. Only then will the 3D catch up and reflect. And that's really all there is!

The one big common mistake that I have made in the past is focusing too much on the 3D and circumstances, then I would always be stuck in a slump that I have created for myself. However, I realised that if I don't change internally, then nothing will change externally. This was when I decided to simply look within and CHANGE SELF, and stopped identifying with the 3D.

Everything that I have ever wanted is already happening RIGHT NOW, in imagination, so there's nothing to wait for, nothing to look for, and nothing to expect. It's already here in imagination, and I always go back to my imagination and continue to identify with the inner man. By doing so, I have shifted internally.

guys pls pls pls

i genuinely need people to realise that when they shift they will be the person they scripted.

when you shift you will live out those experiences and they will shape you out to be the person you are in that reality. that person is actually you

there’s nothing inherently wrong with scripting you had a specific sort of life that’s nothing like your own now. big or small chances idc but istg sm shifters make ocs instead of an actual person

but for a second think about it. is that smth you actually, genuinely, whole heartedly want for urself?

ur drself ≠ an oc

decided to edit this and add some more

why do some people talk about their drselves like it’s someone else and why do some people post stuff about them like they’re a character😭 like pookie that’s you😃😄😃 you know that right?

maybe it helps people figure out stuff ig? idk but i always talk about me like im talking about me? IDK if ur the kinds person who does this pls explain☹️ i would like a more rounded view on things pls and thxs

so, i keep getting asks in my inbox about whether shifting is real or not. hello? i mean it when i say it is real. shifting is real. idc how many posts people create in order to make you feel like it's not real or that it's just a teenage phase. it is real.

i have shifted plenty of times. i can fucking promise you that it's real. it will not be blurry or fuzzy or distorted or anything that might come close to a dream. it will not be astral projection, it will not be a psychotic episode or anything people (anti-shifters) say it is.

shifting is real, like so fucking real. and i completely understand how hard it is to trust strangers on internet. and not even strangers, TRUSTING AN IDEA THAT GOES BEYOND YOUR COMPREHENSION AND THIS REALITY. YOURE PUTTING YOUR FAITH INTO SOMETHING UNKNOWN.

BUT I PROMISE YOU I PROMISE YOU I PROMISE YOU SHIFTING IS REAL!!!!1

i have debunked and tried all those ways in order to find out if it's a lucid dreaming or whatever, i have tried them all. and they all proved to me that shifting is real.

i have healed myself of shit i couldn't have fucking imagined to ever leave me, shit that stained my soul. i have cried, laughed, snorted, breathed, screamed, talked, jumped, slept, touched.. i have lived. LIVED. and it was real, safe, and everything i've ever hoped for. I HAVE FINALLY LIVED FOR MYSELF.

i have met the man that i feel everything for, i touched his hands, i took pictures with him, i heard his voice and it was not something that could be disturbed by poor wifi. i even fucking know what shampoo brand he uses. i got to know him and he got to know ME as well. it is real. it is true. it is not impossible.

i felt it ALL. i promise you i did. ik my promises mean nothing since the whole idea of shifting is just crazy even if people tell you it's not. even if people say it's a religious practice and that it has existed for many years, it's still crazy and i get it. I HAVE BEEN THERE. but that doesn't make it not real.

it is real. those people are real. those experiences are real. everything is real. your scripts are real. shifting is real.

this is not a big inside joke nor is it a coping mechanism for covid or anyone that is mentally unwell. i know it demotivates you seeing tons of shifters trying for years with no progress. i know it demotivates you seeing people shit on shifting because we believe in something that is quite literally beyond everything we, as humans, have ever known. i know it demotivates you seeing tons of shifters saying that they were lying about their experiences and that shifting isn't real. but again, that doesn't mean shifting is not real.

i know these words are recycled and you've heard them plenty of times before, but there is nothing that i could do to make any of you believe me when i say shifting is real. i have had some experiences that me and my friends could vouch for, to prove that shifting is real BUT they could easily be rewritten as lies or me having 'telekinesis' or being set up or whatever. so i really don't wanna bother.

people will always ask for proof and will always try to debunk it, that's the way your brain works and i am not saying you're wrong for doing so or even asking for it. it's normal. but then again, even if i couldn't prove it to you or my attempts to prove it are 'debunked', it doesn't make shifting not real.

you can tell me shifting isn't real day and night, for eternity, but what i have experienced is not a lie. nor is it something that could ever come close to a lie. it is real life.

your belief or faith in shifting is unwavering because you haven't shifted, DUH??? THAT IS NORMAL!!!! but once you shift, come back to this very post and tell me how was it. was it something like a dream? or did you feel everything? consider it a dare.

i am not trying to make an anti-shifter believe, i couldn't care less. but if a shifter thinks about giving up and leaving their wildest dreams behind, please do not (i am going to kill you) do NOT. it is worth it. it is worth all of it and i bet my soul on it.

no matter how perfect your lucid dreams are, no matter how intense your maladaptive daydreams are, no matter WHAT. shifting is nothing of that sort. it is real. it is real. it is real.

i want you to just get out of wherever you are, stand in the wind, smell the air, pinch yourself, splash water on your shirt and feel how cold it gets, eat something sour, look at everything around you and notice the tiniest of details, look real close at a piece of wool and notice the tiny strings. see how you can experience all those in your cr? you can experience all those with shifting too, and infinitely more. shifting is THAT real.

it's okay to doubt, it's okay to need reassurance. it is 100% fine. but what's not okay is you constantly doubting your own power when you've been possessing it the moment you came into consciousness. you'll do wonders once you finally drop your doubts and just give it to yourself.

this is a recycled talk, i completely understand. but please just stop asking for confirmation, you ARE the confirmation.

real useful things i've realized about loa while i was "resting" from tumblr & overconsumption:

• stop gaslighting yourself, make actual change instead. you know when you're not doing it right. if you spiral, get desperate, dwell in the old story... well, i've got some news. -- this might seem obvious but for me it wasn't. i was super desperate, giving like 1 step forward 50 steps back but i still played blind bc i thought that if i just said "oh no but my mindset doesn't matter" that would solve all my problems. damn

• WHAT WORKS FOR YOU. ik EVERYONE says this but omfg. i can NOT stress this enough. actually find what works for you. i used to think that my key (decide once n keep going with my day) was not a "correct" way to do it bc it made "no sense" or wtv, but now i've manifested a lot of things with that method & i'm so proud of myself for doing so :,,) wdym with "works for you"? whatever makes you confident enough to not spiral, to believe you actually have what you want, to not pay attention to the 3d & doesn't make manifesting feel like chore but something that comes naturally for you is the correct way to do it. trust your feelings, your intuition, yourSelf; they don't lie

• work on your manifesting concept, a.k.a trust in law. we talk a lot about "self" concept but not about "manifesting" concept. for me, i (kind of) believed i could manifest, i just didn't believe 100% in law. i still don't, but i've gotten considerably better!! my best tip to build trust in law was to start manifesting things that were "easier", more archivable, but not happening on a daily basis so i'd know if it was my manifestation turned reality

• stop consuming. not over-consuming but just consuming, literally. don't read neville, don't open tumblr, don't listen to edward nor any other coach! again, this one was obvious to everyone but me. trust me, you already know everything you need. "but i actually put in practice what i read!" yeah, but which one? you read 100 methods everyday. consuming is thinking from the 3d, and long-term it will demotivate you. trust me

• and last one, forget about deadlines. "when will i have it?" now. "where?" here. now and here. keep that mindset, and tbh in one week it'll be done

shadow work questions for reality shifting.

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“is your relationship with shifting healthy ? do you allow it to consume you entirely ?”

“do you like daydreaming (about your dr) because it allows you to fulfill something without effort ?”

“do anti shifters trigger you because they feed into your fears ?”

“is your “role” important in your dr because you feel unimportant in this reality ?”

“do you prefer thinking about shifting rather then doing it because it gives you more control ?”

“how is your dr self different from yourself now ? does that say anything about how you see yourself ?”

“is you script so long due to lack of control / wanting control here ?”

“what “mis-information” holds you back ?”

“are you shifting for love because you feel unloveable as you are here ?”

“is your lack of “successful” shifting attempts reflective of the fear of the unknown ?”

“what expectations do you set for your shifting journey ? are they reasonable ?”

“are you putting off milestones / accomplishments off here in favor of shifting ? how will that harm you ?”

“do you daydream about traumatic events in your dr because you don’t have to live with the consequences ?”

“since discovering shifting, had it taken anything away from you in this life ? what had it robbed you of ?”

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waiting -> the greatest sin of all.

all you'll ever have is NOW. the past and the future are not real, they only exist in your mind. memories are only imaginal acts. thinking of the past or future are only mere imaginal acts. waiting for the future is an illusion, because the future is not real. the only thing that is real is right now.

waiting for your desires to appear in flesh is denying yourself from fulfillment, denying yourself of fulfillment is the greatest sin of all.

you are the ONLY ONE who can fulfill yourself. YOU DON'T WANT THE DESIRE, YOU WANT THE FEELING. you are the ONLY ONE who can give yourself the feeling.

you have to give it to yourself, that's the only way you'll ever get it.

"Before the world was created, the word existed." - Gospel of John

word = solidified concept; world created = desire appearing in the flesh this quote means that a bundle of desires had become a solidified concept before they were realized. a solidified concept means that they had become part of SELF. they had joined the concept of SELF through fulfilment. and what's the one law? expression. self expressed itself, and the world, your world, was created.

the only opportunity you have to give yourself your desire is NOW. stop running away. stop waiting for the future. stop waiting to get into the void. you do not exist in the future, you exist in the now. so shut up and experience it within imagination, become aware of the version of your outer identity that already exists.

you experience and become one with your desire by accepting it, and you do that through fulfilling self. you don't fulfill self by saying "it's gonna happen tomorrow or i give up." girl NO. you say "it's mine right now because i said so," and imagine you are the version of you that has it. imagine the things you would do, the things you'd have, everything. keep going back to that imagination and fulfill yourself as much as you need, until anxiety becomes peace.

want to hear it from me, whose mind was constantly ridden with thoughts of suicide? after a month, i let go and gave myself all that i wanted, WITHIN. i ignored the 3D that wasn't validating me. and i just GAVE myself the FUCKING feelings. because i didn't care. i just wanted to feel GOOD. and i felt more than good. i was ecstatic. joyful. i cried. i kept going there anytime i needed to, and completely ignored the 3d. i imagined it conforming and lived like that. and you know what? that's when all of my desires started pouring in. so listen to me, and give yourself the fucking feelings, because that's all you'll ever need.

you have to give it to yourself, that's the only way you'll ever get it.

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To love is to thrive. Whether that be romantic, platonic, or familial love, or love for the things you do or experience. To experience love is, at the end of the day, why life exists. Your job in life is to experience love in as many ways as you can possibly imagine.

So why are you holding yourself back from love? If you need to go to another reality to feel the love that gives life its purpose, then do so already! Why are you still here? Why are you waiting? You know you are the one who decides to shift right? Shift so you can love. Shift so you can thrive. Each reality you go to you can experience a million more ways to love. Each reality you go to, you can experience WHY life exists in the first place.

Isn't that magical? That you found this way to expand your life's purpose and meaning infinitely so? You don't have to limit yourself to one reality where love is limited. With shifting, love is forever! Love is always and everywhere. You are the universe experiencing itself. You are the universe loving itself.

Go shift. Go love.